Can't believe I actually decided to touch this space again. I believe there's nobody who's here anymore.

Ohwell, pamzie here feels really lost. Like LOST, L.O.S.T. I was wondering why, and what really struck me was because I no longer have the team that I had before. I no longer have the classmates I had before. Nope, it's not that they are not good. But it's just... different. I'm not comparing as well, but the fact is that there's no group of people who I know is going to catch me when I fall. And yes, I think I'm falling soon.

It's all about adaptation right? I get this too when I first enter secondary school I think. Everything is tumbling down. I can't find the motivation, and the drive. Being in council and being in basketball was the main factor of me being discipline and working hard. But now, I feel like I'm left with nothing, nothing to ensure that my reputation is well kept and all. There's so many things that I want to achieve, I want to have. In fact, maybe I need it. But the environment that I'm in just seems to be pulling me down, down, and deeper down.

I feel like I've changed. I really hope things will get better along the way..