Can't believe I actually decided to touch this space again. I believe there's nobody who's here anymore.

Ohwell, pamzie here feels really lost. Like LOST, L.O.S.T. I was wondering why, and what really struck me was because I no longer have the team that I had before. I no longer have the classmates I had before. Nope, it's not that they are not good. But it's just... different. I'm not comparing as well, but the fact is that there's no group of people who I know is going to catch me when I fall. And yes, I think I'm falling soon.

It's all about adaptation right? I get this too when I first enter secondary school I think. Everything is tumbling down. I can't find the motivation, and the drive. Being in council and being in basketball was the main factor of me being discipline and working hard. But now, I feel like I'm left with nothing, nothing to ensure that my reputation is well kept and all. There's so many things that I want to achieve, I want to have. In fact, maybe I need it. But the environment that I'm in just seems to be pulling me down, down, and deeper down.

I feel like I've changed. I really hope things will get better along the way..

Sup.

Tomorrow is the result day and I'm feeling really erm, normal? It's like I've done my best. And there's only two answer tomorrow. It's either I'm really dumb or my hard work paid off.

Anyway, these few days was really crazy. I'm spending money like mad. I realise that I've got this bad habit whereby I'll start splurging on anything when I get really upset or stress. And yes, I'm severely broke now. Plus my mum is not increasing my allowance yet!

Ohwell, I realise that I'm actually unknowingly pushing some people out of my life. Feels funny. Okay, whatever. BYE

What's up.

Here's a blog post which I think it's really worth blogging about. It's gonna be pretty long.

Last Monday, during our gathering at Mdm sharm's place, I was really random and suggested that we go overnight cycling together. So everyone was interested in it and slowly, we planned out the cycling trip and booked the chalet on the spot, like immediately!

So on 1st Jan, Met up with Shimin, Ivan, kenny and Zhao xuan first. Took the train down to Pasir Ris, walked around looking for bicycle kiosk. We rented our Bike, taught Shimin how to ride the bike, had dinner and Mdm Sharm came to look for us to lepak haha. Waited for Jieming and Nicole to arrive before we set of on our journey. I was rather scared at first, because Shimin just learnt how to ride the bike! I swear she's crazy, her first cycling trip is not in the park, but is cycling from Pasir Ris to Marina Bay!

Decorated our bike with light sticks first.

Set off at about Midnight and in 1-2 hours, we are only at siglap road, which is mad far from our destination.


Found a petrol kiosk, bought some pastry and took a break at the bus stop.

Continue cycling, all the way to geylang and then down to 3 Mrt stops. By that time, Shimin already fell flat for like 5 times? I was rather scared to see her fall so I went forward first. Haha, so mean.

After about 3 hours of torture cycling, we finally see the flyer. I swear we were freaking happy. We were like screaming at the top of our voice. Cycle along the nicoll highway and we saw another group of cyclist. You know, the feeling of shouting Happy new year to the others, and screaming our lungs out as we dash through the nicoll highway. It's just priceless. I feel so light at that time. The feeling of shiok-ness. (:

Finally reached the Flyer, then the Helix bridge after 4 hours of cycling. Our butts and thighs are aching like mad. Sit on the steps and enjoy the breeze, feels freaking good.

Rested for awhile and decided to head down to Marina Barrage to catch the second Sun rise in 2012. Reached there, find a spot and everyone just made themselves comfortable. Played music, sing along and soon after ,everyone just doze off.

Left Barrage and decided to fetch a cab at MBS as we are mega shagged by that time. But all of the cabs rejected us.

Dialed for 3 cabs and we realise that it's impossible to put a single bike inside. All of us were feeling so tired and helpless. Like we need to return our bike by 10am and we were too tired to cycle back to pasir ris. We were stuck at the flyer! Everyone was so grumpy and serious. Finally, managed to get a Van, but we can only put 4 bikes in and there's no other Vans available.

Hence, Kenny, Zhaoxuan and I decided to cycle back. Like another 25km back? We were like dashing under the hot sun with all the heavy vehicles on the road. And as our phone batts are dying, we didn't use any GPS to head back, we just use our memory. Amazing isn't it. Within 2 hours, we reached Pasir Ris.

By that time, our butts are so sore that we have trouble walking, standing and sitting. It's just so freaking painful. Had our breakfast at Mac, rested for alittle while and we checked in into our chalet room.

Look at their Mega tired face. haha.

Bathed and all of us just fell asleep instantly. Had like the best sleep since forever.

Woke up, had dinner at pastamania. Then being so lack of childhood, we went to the arcade. The guys were so addicted to fishing joy, and we topped up like $20 worth of credit and we were given another $20 free. Played all the way till midnight. And these are what we won with our Ticketssss.

Bought some Liquor and headed back to our Chalet. Chilled, talked and star gazed. The stars in the east side is freaking good, really! I don't know why i'm so amazed by stars. One day, I wanna star gaze for the whole night with the right companion. hehe, #justsaying.

Played Poker and and Indian Poker. It's so freaking funny.

Woke up late in the morning. Bathed and Checked out. Had our breakfast and guess what, we went to the arcade for Fishing joy again. We are so freaking lifeless, I know. Spent all of our credit, then we headed down to SCAPE to get my white Guitar before heading home. Was so reluctant to part with them.

Was suppose to meet Faith at town in the evening but I was totally draineedddd. And my butt is still aching like mad. NO CYCLING FOR THE NEXT 3 MONTHS! haha. Well, all in all, these 3 days were really good. It's like after so many years, we can still remain as close as ever. I really wonder when will be the next time I can have this much of fun with them again, since my school is starting soon :(. Oh, btw, they are my Primary school classmates. Haha.

Alright, that's all. Happy New Year everyone and NOT to me only. Haha. Mega shaggedd, training and match tmr again. Life's back to normal for me.

Many a times, I want to update this space here. But I don't really find the purpose. Like who am I writing to. But anyway, here's a short update. Let's see.. After my prom, the next thing that happened was the Taiwan trip. Though it's really short, as our flight there was in the evening and our flight back was in the afternoon, I did enjoyed myself for the 3 days with my lovely girls. The last night was chaos, was kind of bad, but oh well, nevermind. After that, it was just training and hanging out. Nothing much.

After that on the 10th of Dec, I went Bintan with Xiaofei and Biru. It was screwed all thanks to the weather. No activities, due to the rain that never stops. But we manage to catch the lunar eclipse with lotsa stars. Came back on the 12th, reached home, and I went to meet my classmates to prepare Liyee's present before heading to her house to surprise her. The surprise was so successful and it's kind of funny actually. Then, we celebrated her birthday on the 13th. So from then till now, my life is merely filled with Trainings and, shopping maybe? Okay, I lost count of the days and my memory is failing.

Ohwell, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! Okay, maybe to me. haha

How much more true can this get. I've learn too much this year.

Many a times I want to start blogging, but I kind of lost touch of blogging already. Besides, I doubt there's anyone who's still reading my space. haha. So anyway, my post Os activities are kind of good. I don't really slack alot, except for yesterday.

So on the 22nd of November, it was my prom night. Got to reitian's house in the afternoon, start dolling up, putting make up and scaring myself from the way I look, then we head over to Furama city centre for our Prom. Reached there, and I was kind of pissed. They totally anyhow seat and our table was taken by others. So no choice, we gotta split ourselves. and some of us ended up sitting at the teachers' table. The host was crap and hence, we ended up outside the ballroom snapping photos. It's like more than half of the students are outside! So yeah, I still find this whole night a memorable and awesome one. It's not about the host or the food. It's about the company. Awww.

Rest of the photos are in Facebook.

Will post about my Taiwan trip later or something!

I know it's been like a million years since I've last blog. I mean making a proper blog post. So yeah, after 2 years of somewhat suffering, my O levels is FINALLY, F-I-N-A-L-L-Y OVER!!!!! OHMY, I can't express how happy I am. I believe I've tried my best in all of my papers. Though I'm really worried for some of my subjects especially English as I know that I've severely screwed it up. Oh well, wait till the release of my results and see how it goes.

My first two days of freedom was somewhat well spent. It was town with Guoyao, Liyee and JIngyi right after my last paper. I got some of my stuff for Prom. And this super act smart me, went to buy a 4.5 inch wedge when I've never wore any heels/wedge in my entire life. Guess I've to get another heels. Sigh. After that, went Chomp Chomp with Yvonne, Olivia, Biru and Xiaofei to celebrate Olinehneh's birthday. I ate till I look as if I'm 3 months pregnant. Ah, just kidding. But I really ate damn alot. And the Irony, my prom is next week. Good job huh.

Last night was the best sleep I've ever had, no alarms, no nightmare. My mind is not filled with anything. It's just, sleep. Played tetris, watch 'The Oath'. side track alittle, Y'know this local drama, the oath, made me tear. Like finally a show that made me tear. After that went over to queensway alone to get my spectacles and bought shampoo for my upcoming trips. Yeap, I spent almost 45 mins travelling, and I spent like 10 mins there. Zzz.

So here's a story. So, I left queensway and was standing at the pavement, at a cross junction. It was just random, I was looking blankly at this particular taxi. So the green light shown and this taxi is making a big turn, suddenly, it turn towards my direction, DIRECTLY AT ME. I was shocked, I literally took a step back and go " WOAHHHHH" KIND OF LOUDLY. But before the taxi reaches me, it knocked down a motorcyclist and the taxi stopped. I swear I was damn shock, I almost cried man.

A small diagram to show how the taxi move:

The scariest part is my sixth sense. So I was staring blankly, looking at the taxi. And in my mind I was thinking of a movie that I watched before, where a girl got knocked down by a van while standing at the pedestrain. So I was thinking what if the car hit me, and at the moment, the taxi really changes it diection towards me. No, it's not an illusion, and I'm not exxaggerating. I'm serious. But well, I really really hope that the motorcyclist is alright.

After that, I was thinking. If it really hits me, then I'll be the most unlucky person. Bcos I just finished my O levels man!! But thank god I'm safe. I've a phobia of cross junction now.

Ok, that's all. Finally a more normal post after a year of ranting. Gonna head for chalet later with my classmates. Awesome time babeh.