I guess all of you know what I am going to say. yupp, I am going to say what you are thinking now. And what i said for the pass few days. shall not repeat myself.

Ok, there's only two words to describe today. " WASTE TIME"
Oh well, we are really wasting our precious time in school doing stupid stuffs like watching show, playin games, talking and sleeping.

Talking about watching shows. Today our history teacher showed us a movie called superheroes with lots of vulgarities like "f***ing B***h" " Son of a B***h" and i think this movie is like nc 16? Cause there's alot of obscene scene and words. And as usual the guys in my class WERE JUST SO SICK! they were like woo-ing and waa-ing here. LIKE NEVER SEE BEFORE! damn freaking childish i can say. argh!

After school had training at 1.30pm than 3pm got china trip. So looking forward to it. well, 38 DAYS ! I will be in the same room as janice. However, we may move over to diane's room to sleep. Too early to talk about this. After that continue training than end already watch boy's match than went down wait for stepdad and went ahma house for dinner.
Ok, a super duper ultra boring post. Cause life after exams are just so boring.

I am tired of saying I cannot upload photo already.
but.. i.. WON'T GIVE UP. so.. people with all your unglam photo in my hands should beware arh. *hinting to someone ;)

Oh well today. maths was exchange with literature and 3 periods of home econ which turns out to be everyone sleeping. Recess time than watch the don't knowe what show during chinese. So touching man. the guy can sacrifice himself for that girl. How sweet. aww.. after school went home and sleep. Zzz. than go lot one buy somethings. Than go back do something than watch tv. aww.. stupid and boring day.

Lives before exams end was like crazy. And i will be complaining about anything under the sun and hope exams quickly end.
And now after exams, Pamela is still complaining about how boring school lives is. Aiyo, why Pamela always complain de? the Answer is..

CAUSE SHE IS A HUMAN MAH !

Why is humans always not satisfied with their lives? let me tell you the answer.
Cause human is born this way -.-

Ok, enough of all the complains, cause if i continue, i won't stop.
BYE!

Oh man, i am really fed up with blogger la. I raelly don't allow me to upload any photos. I got alot of photos to show all of you and make sure you will laugh your jaw out. ok, exaggerating la.

Hmm, today got back all my paper. one A1 two A2 three B3 one B4 one C6. ya, C6 for history. well well well, had training after that. quite fun? haha, than after training went home. Everyday is just so boring in school. Woah, thinking about china trip, it's just 40 days to china trip and the first time i was counting was 60 days. yeap, time fliess.

Should I, should I not?
I am afraid that history may repeats again.
We shall let time guide us to what we are meant to be.
I don't want to regret. neither do I want to let go.
well well well

Oh man, blogger is making me nuts! It just don't allow me to upload any single photo at all! argh!

Yesterday was a stupid day. ok, went sch just to go kampong glam-.- and it really sux there alright, it's like walking aimlessly and stand in the rain. how stupid right, than reach school can go off already. Oh well, saw my primary school juniors having excursion to kampong glam too. Was laughing non stop and taking lots of unglam photos, but mama is not on my side so I can't upload. * BUT I WILL ;)

Had training yesterday too, was quite ok la, fun too yeah. After that Xiaofei gave us a surprise. How sweet of her right? well, after training we had to walk all the way down to blind fold ourselves. Than, we must slowly walk up. it's really challeging alright! it's like you don't even know the person infront of you stop of what. ok, we slowly walk up to the stage and xiaofei told us to unfold our blind fold. Than there she is with her video can and cookies on the stage. SO SWEET RIGHT! ok, than took pictures and went home.

Today, took back my results. Quite satisfied but not with my damn history. I spend my weekend studying and doing nothing and just study for that damn damn subject and I ended up getting 54/100. Maths was 86/100, science 73.5/100 and chinese 65/100.
Surprisingly my chinese could get a B3 and it's like finally. haha. After school went to eat mac and went home after that. that's all,
I shall try uploading THE PHOTOS WE TOOK THAT DAY in my house!
muahahahaaha, you should see how rocking our photos are!

OH MAMA!
WHY CAN'T I UPLOAD ANY PHOTOS AT ALL !?
When my computer is ok, i will be back to update :D
anyway, nothing much happen today:D
just slacking at home whole day, kinda cool too;

Yesterday we were suppose to meet at 8am to go gym than go jogging. but.. everyone couldn't wake up. how cool. Around afternoon, xiaofei called us to go to her house. we played rock band! super cool man. Than jessie went home and left with xiaofei, diane and I. They went to eat than go to my house. chat chat chat, kpo kpo kpo than CAMWHORE ! Sent diane home and xiaofei taunt at my house. chat chat chat than sleep. HAHA. ok, pictures time :D

Ohya, USSBBG went riana house on sat for the hari raya celebration. All of us wear until very lady ok. This proof that basketball girls can be very girly de ok!.haha We sat down and started chatting. Than we decided to go home, so when we walk pass the basketball court, got the very despo to play basketball feeling. So we called nick to lend us his basketball. Can you imagine we are wearing like formal, diane with skirt and us with jeans or skinnies playing like mad cow? woah, we can ok!

PICTURES!

Had my science paper today. It was ok except for that bio. I did study. but I can't really recall. Exams let me had headache for days. After 2moro 1hr of literature paper, that's it.

crazy Pamela is back!

After school went ate mac wing with jessie and diane.And start sucking the oil with the tissue. So much oil man! I think i next time need order MCWING with less oil. The crazy jessie went to shoot ice at me than don't know why suddenly my specs broke.

After that we walk home. We were thinking of being a superstar. We was to be actress and singers.haha. Than went limbang park. So we were thinking, if we were to form a band, what shall we call it. So i decided to name it LIMBANG PARK.haha. america(i think) have linkin park, singapore have limbang park!

Sat at the bridge to chit chat, than i want go fitness corner play the monkey bar. Play until my hand pain like donnoe wat.

It's really pain ok, than me and diane is waiting for jessie to try to jump for the 5th bar at the mokey bar. We wait wait wait, finally she get the guts to jump already! Went home after that and it was drizzling. And when i just nice reach my blk downstairs, it started raining heavily. Can you imagine? If i haven step in, i would be drenched already.

BEST PICTURES FOR THE DAY!

Tags replies:
Kimfei: okok :D
Jessie: woo~ you also addicted to red already isit? high five man. we shall be the reddy gang. ok. lame.haha. ohya, if got limited edition one, i wan ;)
Wanjun: ok :D
NIcole: you too :D
gad: eh, we talk here nobody call you see right!haha. yea, i started blogging already :D
diane: pasamalam one is disposable one!haha

Hey! I am back again. My Mio broadband was sinck on hari raya. So i did not had the chance to use the internet laaa.ok, let's talk about my very meaningful hari raya.

The day before hari raya, me diane and jessie decided to eat breakfast the next morning.But end up only me and jessie managed to wake up. so we went for breakfast without diane. Bought our food than jessie and i went to my house the bbq pit there eat breakfast. Than actually going aunt's house but something happened so never go. so I slept all the way till 4 plus. Than went to meet diane and jessie at lot one to buy stuffs to eat. They went my house ate. Eat finish, they went to my room. And jessie, being such a crazy woman, started opening my cardboard and trying on my clothes. So slowly, we had a fashion show. damn fun. we camwhore like 50 pics? There are many more in my camera. but i don't know why i can't upload it la.

The rest of the days were normal and exams plus studying. nothing much

byee

ATTENTION

I WILL NOT BE POSTING FOR A PERIOD
AS MY COM SPOILED

Taken from my room few weeks ago. It's like seeing a sunset in Hawaii.hahaIn diane house when we were suppose to study.

Yesterday night at around 7.30, I went to diane house and my nose just kept sneezing. And I went her house to study but did not ahve the mood. So we ended up playing mahjong. Than when we were stacking up, the two sisters bullied me by snatching my tiles away! So we stop our game and kept laughing. And my flu is ok now, but I had actually passed my virus to diane and she is sneezing now. Oops, sorry.

Today had my chinese paper, I don't think I will fail but I don't think I will pass with flying colours. After that when to foodcourt to eat with diane and jessie. Kept crapping non-stop and we walk back home, talking about lots of things.And we kept talking about China trip. damn excited about it man. And we plan to carry the same luggage. And go shopping for our china trip stuffs together. And we decided to buy the same ***, shoe, clothes. weee~ damn excited laaaa! Than we sit at the bus stop to chat for like 45mins? haha.

ok, I need go and bathe now.

byee~

I had given up already. I think i had said this alot of time. But i am really tired of all these nonsense happening with my mum. I am just too disappointed with her. Infact, very disappoited. I hope we could be like last time. If I could turn back the clock, I would not do what I did the other time to make myself so miserable now. If I know the outcome, I won't do it. But everything is just too late. I am too tired to continue living in this type of house, this type of life. I want to leave. I really want to leave.But there is no place I could go. I can feel that I am going to break down any moment. I had enough of all this nonsense

Wee~ Finally have the mood to post. let's talk about yesterday first
yesterday,
Went to school without an umbrella! Rain damn big man! I was just crossing a tiny zebra crossing and it got me all drenched! Met diane at yew tee. And the very kind her, actually lend her umbrella to jessie and she suffered herself. But.. when we were under the block, 2 very kind teacher, sheltered us to schoool.First period was Pe. Damn funny. we are actualyl having a relay competition. And we must walk very fast Around the school. So all of us ended walking like penguine. Than had english and Recess. After recess, Mr chong talk to us about the china trip! was so excited! 60 days to the trip. I am soooo ready ! Than had english and geog again. Than during CE, we went to the computer lab to do some survey thingy.Than go back class go thorough maths paper. And i was sooooo bored. So i started singing " one people, one nation, one singapore" than suddenly ms Lee told me to go to the front. And i said that i don wan. But she force me to. So i go infront. At first I thought she wan me sing. end up she call me explain the maths question to the class -.-. After that have Chicken dance. Stayed in School with nana till 3.30 than i went home. My eyes is only half open when i am studying.So i decided to sleep. Wanted to wake up at 5.30 but ended up waking up at only 7pm. And I cant sleep the previous night.

Today,
Had my english paper. paper 1 was ok la. paper 2 de comprehension cloze was tough. And the vocabulary part, they call up to explain the word 'potential' I know the meaning. But I just don't know how to explain. After the paper, went mac eat. slack, than home. I dont intend to have afternoon nap today. If not tonight cannot sleep again. I am going to watch the 5.30 show now. And studying later :D

Bye peeps
and.. oldies love song is so sweet :D awww

Don really feel like bloggin. Just a short post will do.
p/s: I did not follow my timetable today. Was too sian la.
p/p/s: i feel like sleeping
p/p/p/s: I am in love with oldies song e.g. david gates and micheal learns to rock

And please people, please tag my blog! haha. but no spamming!

Oh my ! i hate hate hate exams!! It is like giving me headache everyday with the intensive revisions with my mad teachers. woo~ And pimples are popping out on my damn face again ! Arhh~ after exams, i promise, i will do myself proud by enjoying myself. And i simple miss basketball man ! it has been quite long since i touches the ball. Everyday, i am like a book worm, study study study. But today, I just don feel like studying! All my notes are infront of me and I just cant concentrate. SOOOOO, I am planning a timetable. Hope i follows it


Wednesday- after school, go buy lunch. Bathe, eat. ( everything must finish by 3.30)
3.30 - 4.30: Take out all my notes for english and start studying
4.30 - 5.30: Take out geog notes and finish highlighting! ( must finish
no matter wat! )
5.30 - 6.30: WATCH TV ^^
6.30 - 7.oo: Use computer ^^
7.00 - 8.30: eat dinner at ahma house.
8.45 - 9.30: continue english
9.30 - 10.30: continue geog
10.30 - 11: bush teeth, pack bag,etc
11.00 - next morning: sleeping :D

Hey peeposss!
I don't know why I like blogging nowadays.hahs. maybe it's because i read everyone's blog almost everyday and it's like kinda interesting?ok..
Today was so stress man! I have to recall everything and anything that i learn throughout the year! And that really gave me a bad headache. But today lessons was ok la. Damn crappy. Laugh till non-stop with wenyan and weiyi. laugh till , my stomach pain and wenyan fall off the chair. How stupid. hahas. After school still got extra lesson for history. And i went home straight away. how guai ^^. haha

that's all
byee.. :D

Humans nowadays are getting more and more pathetic already. I don't mean all. but just that perhaps 9% of humans? I just received a message from this pervertic guy in friendster. He came like.. " Look at my profile?? Can i have your msn ??? " i was quite curious who the hell is this person. And when i look at him profile, it wrote :


LET ME BE DIRECT AND TO THE POINT.I ADMIT I AM A PERVERT AND I HAVE NO SHAME ADMITTING THAT I AM.I'M NOT HERE TO ACT HOLY & PURE.(We are all humans why waste time acting we are not horny?)

Well, there is many more. But it is simply too disgusting when I just look at those little words. And i stop reading it. Wat a freako right ! Is like wat the hell. Friendster is something that let us keep in contact with old friends and stuffs and not those pathetic guys looking for sex there!!! what's more, he name himself Mr nice guy-.-
Wth right ! arh ! stupid freakoooooooooosss! They should be extinct man !

Ok stop talking about it already..

Seriously, time is flying like nobody business. So fast, 48 hours flew and tomorrow is monday. And during this 48 hours, I did my daily routine and i only studied 1 chapter of geog, did 2 maths paper 1 and my literature homework. I don't know why I always feel like sleeping when I am studying. Exams are starting this coming thursday and 2 and a half month later, I will be in sec 2. Time is really flying. I can still remember the first week of school.
ok, it's time for me to start mugging already.
bye people :D
study hard !

The above piture is the condition of my damn toe now. And it is simple irritating me like nobody business!

How my tow became like that is because...

During the june holidays, I went to kelong. And I went to the beach there. I think the beach is dirty or i step into some thing that has bacteria. When i reach singapore, I realise that there is 3 small holes on my big toe. so i didn't care about it. but after a few months, it started hurting and my stepdad told me that some bacteria went in or something. so he started taking a needle to poke it or rather digging it. Than it started to grow bigger and bigger. And due to nationals, I didnt went to see a doctor as i am afraid that i have to bandage my leg. than my mum told me is a chicken eye. so she let me put a plaster. But it doesnt seems to work. So i went to see a doctor. he told me that it is a wart. And the bacteria is actually in my veins. so he gave me a lotion that is kinda scary. It is transparent and when it reaches my skin, it is like acid, turning white colour. than the skin started dropping and i thought it is healing soon. However, it became worst! from three holes, it spread 2 more on THE SAME TOE! AND... SPREAD ONE MORE TO MY NEXT TOE. SO NOW, I HAVE 6 HOLESS! OMG RITE! DAMN SCARY ! And just now , the skin went off again. so i started digging the bacteria out. and slimy liquid started coming out. than I dig dig dig, dig until can see my flesh already! so I stop. And was thinking if the lotion that the doctor gave can actually be applied on open wound. So i decided to try my luck and apply it. and... it hurt so damn badly and my whole leg is like turning numb ! I was so worried man! can you imagine my toe being amputated !? I think it is time i should take this thing seriously already. I can't lose my toe! i really can't!

Emo= Nonsense

Who says i am emo ? haha. was thinking about it. If i just tell myself to shut those crap off, I am a happy person already. So why not just shut it out ! delete delete delete!

Hmm, I find this blogger really interesting. he really talk sense out and he is a famous blogger. Many companies had went up to him to advertise their things and he is even on the newspaper! how cool would that be man! headline somemore ok! Well, never thought of being that la. that's ridiculous.

Ok, there is an entry that he wrote about something that is quite true.
when people are emo, they tense to.
- Keep thinking about the memories
- listen to those sentimental songs
- look at e.g. photos, messages, notes, letters about the past
- Think of dying
- Think that you are usless

Who the hell says that when you are sad, you must do all these things!?
I know some people always do that. I used to do that too :p
but thinking about it, it is really kinda stupid. Why do people have to listen to those sendimental song to worsen your sadness? Can't we be more unique and listen to like those very high and crazy songs ? Why do people think of dying just bcos of that particular incident? It is realyl stupid you see. Cause there is so many wonderful things in this world rather than dying.

Why do people look at those photos and messages to worsen your emotion ? that is realyl ridiculous dude.
And.. why do people think that you are useless just because of that ? Nobody is useless. you are only useless if you think you are useless.

so peeps, when you are sad/emo, just shut those stupid stuffs and think about happy times. ( not with that person if come to relationship) listen to Happy songs like spongebob ?
Really, it works you know! So.. stop being emo and stay happy. *random though