IGYWUD! YY

heeyyyy! ok, I woke up at 10 plus when I told myself to wake up at 10am to do some stuffs. So ya, I woke at 10 plus and started download songs to my ipod. Than I went to bathe and came out to cook instant noodle. Wee~ Save money.

So I got ready and went to lot one to buy a new shoe bag because a chickenehnehwantonmeebrainlessass stole my precious shoe bag and not my shoe. Luckily my shoe is smelly if not I will lose both items lor! ok,chill. Than met pearlyn and Jessie and went to school together. Training was not as hell as I thought but it's still hell! We did some normal routines stuffs than Jessie and I have to train some other things while they are drinking water. Woo~ that feeling is good. Just kidding.

After break, we played match. WOW. humans are like flying around! haha. Because the floor is so slippery. And zharbor here, wanted to fake ramo and when I was about to go in, *piak* I was at the floor. Don't know whether should I laugh or cry. All I know is that stupid Diane, LAUGH sooooo loud!! laugh like we not playing match like that. Can't blame her lah. Because I also kept laughing although it hurts like someone just punch you on your cheek bone.So I stopped playing due to my ass and laid there seeing humans flying. hahaha. Real slippery.

After training, went to koufu and ate. Than went to olivia's house for mahjong! Damn crazy. Olivia and I were like:

Me: (telling biru) You are so strong.. and.. fast
Olivia: Tell her what she is
Me: huh?
Olivia: She is a mermaid.

Ok, I think you understand non. But if you watch nigahiga twilight thing than you would understand. In the end, I won $1 and left while the rest continue. Went lot one bought nasi lemak and home!
Will you understand IF I tell you? crap. never-.-
TeeeeHeee

Picture of you in my mind :)

Woo~ cycling on Friday night was awesome! So relaxing. First, we cycle to a place where we can lie down in the middle of the road and play with our bicycles. Wee~ than we head down to another place and up we go and gaze at stars. Best! June holidays is here, more cycling trips coming up! Yeeeeeepeeeee.

Today, keep waking up at different timing. Than decided to wake up offcially. haha. Ok, my phone is so lag and took me 30mins to clear some of my messages. Than had my brunch and slack for awhile. My niang was bored so she asked if want go lot walk walk. I am so looking forward to qiaozhar her. muahahaha. Because, she promise me that she will bring me to town to shop as my birthday present. When I asked her last week, she told me that move house need alot of money already. Was kinda unhappy that she broke her promise again. So she told me that she will give me 50 bucks. But she regretted bringing me out as she is suppose to only spend 50 bucks on me, end up she spend 160 bucks. muahahaha.

So yeah, to repay her kindness for buying things for me, I be her maria and follow her to NTUC to buy groceries(although I always follow her). Bought some stuffs, and back home, discussing of how my room will be like. Watch tv and slack! Wee~~ tomorrow gonna have training. I love training*as if !

TEEEEEEEHEEEEEE

lol.

Ok, Alot of people skip school today. I think the class is somewhat empty today. Woke up, wanted to go peninsula but I don't know how to go. Asked Jessie to go with me but she refused. So I met Yanna, Jessie and Diane at lot one and off to my house. Janice came after that. Wanted to watch movie. But to keep them away from touching my stuffs, I have to lend them monopoly while bathing. So Jessie and Yanna was like so into the game, while Diane's using the com and janice walking around. And me, watching tv. Soon, they stopped the game, and went to my room to have like cat fight. haha. lame. than went to lot one, bought dinner and went home.

Get it?

Went to school today. Had a briefing about our CIP for the day in the hall. Than, went back to class, went to science hub to get the rations and get started on our hamper making. Had our recess after that and went to hall to be dismiss. The location for my class is Marsiling. When Mrs chiew read out our bus number, I find it soooooo familiar. The number is 1852. I was shock. haha. Anw, there's nothing about 1852-.- And do get your mother to buy the number 1852 for this wed 4-D you may get yourself something. haha

Ok, Atiqah was sitting infront of me and she is reading twilight. So I borrowed the book from her and read all the way. Wee~ it's nice! Than reach the place and went up the 4th storey. WOW, the flats there are like exactly what we see in the television. Those one room HDB. But you never know that some of them are kinda rich. They have huge television, Nice handphone and some even have maids! But some very poor thing are those who live alone and have illness with no television and no entertainment. At least I made an effort there and talk to some of them. but the hampers that we made for, one of them is hospitalised while the other one is not around.

Went back school and went to foodcourt. played ball in the auditorium than we start our rehearsel for Wed free throw CIP. Than had HELL TRAINING. Woo~ It's been so long since i have this kind of training. SUCK. It's like we ran almost 100 laps from base line to the badminton like. Diane, Janice and Pearlyn did Shootings, Jessie and I did centre moves and Riana and Elsa did some lay ups. Because we have only 7 retarded humans during training, we have to score 7 free throws continuously to drink water. Than played three on three. RETARDED. And after that ran another like 10 laps and sit ups. And finally we walked home. Super tiring dayyyyyyyy.

Bye

I am so happy. I like finally cut down some weight. haha.Woke up and went to sleep at 2pm plus than woke up at 4pm plus. Went down to buy kfc than after awhile met olivia ouside yew mei green. Than we headed down to the ulu court than thought of going zhenghua park. Halfway through, I realise the zhenghua park is very far and dark. So we anyhow cycle around bukit panjang. First, we went to my primary school than we go all the way down to fajar. Woo~ the air was awesome. It has this very nature sound and smell. It smell kinda yucky. But well, we cycled at some no people place and went past this open grass patch. We got our drink and went to the open land to camwhore. This trip is damn cool compared to the three days of cycling. And now I know my Buttock is so sore. haha That's olivia

Mua
Don't worry we didn't saw ghost. that's olivia jumping.
Nope, that's not ghost either. That's mua
So we tried many ways to make my phone stand and take her torch as the light. And tada.

Focus on her leg.

First photo taken

End off with both of us :D

Last week.

I manage to go cycling because of ramomo and diane.Haha. On the day of our last paper, I drag my punctured tyre bike from my house to diane's house and met ramomo there. Than we headed down to keat hong. And they say they don't have the screw size of my nut. I was very afraid that I need to push down to my house again. So the shop owner told me there's a new shop in sunshine place. So to save time, we tried all ways to make the bike go faster. So the very creative diane tried

This

And.

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This. haha.

So we failed in every attempt. Ramo was like. You two cycle and i push the bike lah. So she grab my bike and ran even faster than us. We are like laughing at the back. Than diane couldn't get up to ramo's bike because it's too tall. So they stop and Diane snatch my bike from ramo and push all the way to sunshine. Haha. Thanks babe:D So that's how my bike got repaired. haha

Can't be bothered.

What's the point of patching up when you know that few weeks later, things will still repeat?
iamreallytired.
repeatingandpreatingandrepeating
ahwhatever.damn-.-

Ooo.. Forget it

Yeah, my tagboard is fixed and all the tags are gone. I anyhow try my luck, anyhow go change the thing and tada. But I still don't know how to change the colour of the tagboard.And I don't know how to change the colour of my skin. And I want to change skin also. I added song too. Wee~

Today got back my physics and English paper. Physics was kinda happy, I just need at least 23 marks for my chemistry than I can get a distinction for my Science. English paper was a disappointment. Total score added up was 57. Not even a B4. So my English will pull down my double weightage. Look on the bright side and there is still End of year. Ohya, I passed my literature! My birthday really gave me luck! 25/50. Super lucky. Haha. But overall will still fail. Because I have gotten two beautiful F9s on test two and three.

Ok, now physically. I had like gain weight already lor! I can't stop myself but to eat. everytime I finish exercising and felt so happy, I went to eat non stop. So my hard work will go down the drain, and instead gainning more weight.

Went for the heritage trail recky after school. Than reach school at around 5 plus and went to look for olivia at the basketball court, wanted to swim actually. Than, Diane, Riana and Janice came. Played till around 7.15pm than went to my ahma house.

Bye

Shag

I don't know what has happen to my tagboard. I know, because I can't type my name too. I need someone to help to rearrange my codes. Anyway, what I did was to right click on the names column, press select all, than press the right arrow. Than to write the message, press tab.

Woke up at 9.40am, get ready and met my group mates at yew tee MRT. Headed to geok teng house to learn how to make accessories. Was suppose to meet Jessie at 1.30pm, but I can't leave so I cancelled it. Was suppose to leave at 3.30pm to go down jurong point to get something but failed. In the end, I left at 4.50pm and head down to lot1 to get annabelle's present.

Waited for my brother at my house downstairs but he is taking a century to come down, so I went up, took a bathe, prepare her present and train down all the way to Bedok. Than, took a cab to east coast park. We alighted at a place far from the chalet, so we walked all the way down and finally reach the chalet.

Ate some stuffs and chatted, than we played some game with forfeit. One guy was suggesting to catch 10 ants and make them fall in as the forfeit.haha. After the game, we cut the cake and my brother and I cabbed home at around 10.3opm.
I got really tired.
Everything's not right.
The urge...
Bye

Awaken

I am finally awaken of who I am, what am I. All these while, I have been depending and depending and depending on people till my life became theirs. Be it Family, Friends. I realise that no matter how happy I am with them at that moment, they will ought leave me one day. Being sick and tired.

Thinking that am I happy? I doubt so.

And I got really really really very very very tired.

WHY

Finally!! My papers are over. And it's time to be physically stress! wee. Upcoming trainings, monday.. tuesday.. thursday.. friday.. Shiok ah. Burn burn burn calories! So my 4 weeks of holidays consist of 16 days of training. Had my last MYE paper today. Shall let myself enjoy0 for a week than face my paper. So after paper, went to ball in sch for awhile. And.. All of us shoot air balls. Went KFC for lunch, went home than meet my group mates at cck. Train down to Jurong point to buy the materials for the accessories making than train to chinatown to get more materials. Went home at pick hour and miss around 4 trains to go home, than, went lot one to slack with Olivia and Reitian. Great bonding session. Shall have more fun this saturday. Wee~ It's play time!

Bye

when can things be like before?
I then realise. Hai..

Wanted to study with jessie at jurong library today, but ended up cancel it. Than wanted to study at diane house, end up never go. So I stayed at home and study with myself. Not bad lah, at least I memorised the structured essay part. Than watch tv and continued study. Watched the michelle and shawn wedding thing. Wah, so grand. haha. I want. Continued memorising at 10pm and memorise till my eyes close and my mouth just kept mumbling. Good luck for me tmr, I dont wish to fail history anymore.

Ok, bye

Happy Birthday Myself

Hmmm.. today's sucha boring dayyyyyyyy. Had my lit paper and I was counting down to 8.30am as that's the time I let out my first cry. Aww, I am just so fated with 8. After paper, went to mac to eat with janice and jessie than soon, everyone is gone so I look out of the glass door and I saw them taking the cake up. I spoiled everything. HAHA. Than everyone went home, because jessie is meeting her mum, diane's going out at 5pm. And everyone just want to go home-.-

So I went home, watch tv slack. asking people out, but got rejected by jessie and olivia. The rest never reply-.-wth. Haha. So Jieming and co called and told me to go down plaza. reached there, catch up with each other than went to 6 tou and play ball. So hottttttttt. Than went home and now blogging. ahh.. Ohya, thanks to those who msg me when the clock struck 12 last night and those who msg me today morning and those who msg me within 8 of may :D really appreciated it alot.

And Diane, thanks for the card. Love it very much. My greatest gift this year. I almost want to cry already. haha. But of all the photos, almost all are unglam photo. THANKS AH!
Have you? I wish..

Bye

The sun is being sucha beach

Hey people, Look out of your window now, it's so hot! I WANT TO BEACH BADLY.Haha. Had my science paper today. No confident again, can anyone tell me which paper I will have confident. Out of all the subject I must have at least a distinction if not.. My name is not Pamela. haha. After paper, went to eat at mac than went back to school to have my sculpture presentation. Than went home and watch tv, eat lots of chocolate, use computer.

And I think that the sky is such a unique thing. Because, you will see different pattern everyday. And who made clouds? Haha.

Bye.

You remembered what you said.

Ahhh,, I want to study!

You know, it's kinda shiok to stay at home whole day and start studying. But terms and condition applies. First, the weather must be nice to study. Second, my tummy must be not too full and not to empty. Third, the sun musn't be too hot till you just feel like going to the beach! And today, the three conditions didn't apply! I start studying my science at around 2pm and now, 5.20, I just finish studying chemistry. How cool.

Look out of your window and imagine yourself at sentosa with your friends, suntanning with your headphone playing your favourite songs, playing beach volleyball, burying each other, looking at hunks, stay in the water and play and do anything and everything you can do there. By the time at 7pm, all of us will have beautiful red, tann skin and your body will feel so shiok. Than all of us will head to vivo to have our dinner at the sky park and had heart to heart talk.

Ok enough, dream lah, slowly dream. I wish I am having holiday now with no projects, trainings and school events. Than I will have chalet, suntanning, swimming, taunting. hmm.. Maybe not overseas because of swine flu. You never know where is the virus now, you never know when are you so unlucky to get that virus. So.. people, pls wash your hands regularly, eat more fruits, vegetables and drink lots of water.

It's 5.30 now and I made my post in just 10 mins !? cool.

Bye

Do fairytales come true?

Never felt that bad,

WHERE ARE YOU!?

And yes, I made up my mind.
But will I have the courage to call you my dad?

Had my geography paper today, it was not as happy go lucky as I thought. Reached school and realise that I had forgotten to bring my calculator and the numbers on the population are HUGE. When I reached the examination hall, Mrs Kang told us to bring out our calculator and I was like, Die lah. But when I start doing the paper. There is no massive calculation needed. Thank god. haha.

After school, went to eat at eat. at yew tee. The things there are nice. You should go try their noodles. Walked home with Diane and Jessie like yesterday. Talked about the team, the past, the future. 10 years down the road, will we still be sitting there eating noodle? Haha.

They went to my house and start playing with my turtle. Than, we watched bed time story than Jessie said that she wants to watch House Of Wax. Watch half way, they went home.

I think my results this time will not be good. Chinese was like leaving blanks and my mind went blank and wanted to give up. English paper 2 was ok. But paper 1, my compo, I was like writing some p5 standard english. And today geog, I was left with only 7 minutes and I have to finish up the last structure essay question worth around 20 marks. The question was like. " What are the problems face in singapore's public transport? Find a solution for it. "(something like that) And... my answer was..
"The number of people jumping down the track to commit suicide has increase. So they should build barriers to prevent people from jumping down." Haha.

WHERE ARE YOU?

Oh man, I wasted my weekends slacking. Gotta mug hard from tomorrow onwards. English paper tmr, Don't know how to study. Than, will be geog paper on tues. I whole day stay at home watch tvvvvvv. Than off for dinner. The crab is like superb lah. Everything was very yummy. Than went home already. In the car my mum was like talking about their wedding anniversary. And I was like my birthday also bu jian de you like care like that. bapok! Than "he" was like ya, one year and yet you have not even call me, not even uncle. I think my mum is going to come and force me to call him already lah.

Nb, I totally dont care about how you feel man.
Have you ever spare a though for the position I am in now?
everytime force me call, you think very easy ah?!
You try lah, knn.
Fuck off man, IS YOU THIS BITCH who landed me to this stae.
ccb

Hey people, I should be studying now. But I am in a super duper uper sleepy mode. I hate having _ _ _ _ _ _ during exam period lor! Make no mood study ~!@#$%^&*(.

Ok, let me start of with a conver sation with yanna. Her pm was (Cooking) you want it, you get it.

Pamela says:
-eh !
-you intend to be a chef ah !
-not studying now !
-go cook

Tinketz! says:
-HAHAHAHHA YES

Pamela says:
-hahahaha
-next time you become canteen auntie

Tinketz! says:
-hahahhhahahahahah
-and you'll be my assistant :p

Pamela says:
-no way man !
-i be your cleaner
-my anbition change liao
-i want to be school cleaner
-than we will be collegues :D

Tinketz! says:
-aww
-okie!
-hahahaha

Ahhhh. Eng paper is on monday and geog on tues, And i have yet to touch on those subject. And I think I wont pass my chinese with flying colours. Or maybe, I wont even pass. I want to start studying! Because I love studyinggggggggg ~~
I love studying
I love studying
I love studying
I love studying

But _ _ _ _ _ _ is making me super shag shag shag! And I have eaten sooooo many pork liver and it doesn't seems to help at all lor! Btw, I love pork liver. Weird. I shall take a short nap till 2.30 and start studying. Because. I LOVE STUDYING!

YEAH! I AM GOING TO BE HOME ALONE TILL NIGHT!

能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
吴克群 - 爱太痛

Bye

Wanted to overnight study at diane house yesterday with jessie, diane and co. but since jessie can't overnight and diane's home late, we decided not to. So well, olivia came over to my house and overnight study.

But actually not bad lah, we did study, played guitar, watch videos. Than at around 2.20am our eyes are shutting down. So I went to cook noodle to keep us awake. Instead of keeping us awake, we became more sleepy. We cannot take it anymore. So at 3am, We say we will wake up at 3.30am to continue study. To prevent us from oversleeping, we set our alarm and with very loud alarm. But.. we are too tired than non of us heard the sound. AND IT'S TWO HANDPHONE YOU KNOW! So.. She woke up at 6 plus and went back to sleep. And i woke up at 7 plus, cannot tahan, so drop dead again.

In the end, we woke up at 9.30am and continue study. Haha. Than we went down buy breakfast to my house, ate already watch tv than she went home. And I continue with my tuition work and slept for awhile. After that, I study all the way already. So shiok, tmr study again. Weeeee~ I love studyinggggggggggggggggggggg.

I am tired.
I want to stop. I can't
I want to continue. I can't
I want to spit it out. I can't
It's been so long.
I gotta accept the fact. Enough!.

Hey peepos..
Ohwell, today, i was woken up by this extraordinary $%^&*( feeling. Omg, damn scary. Want to know more? hahaha. And I am damn excited and curious about it. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Back to my day. Two more days before my mother toungue paper, And i have yet to touch my chinese books, I think i need last minute revision to absorb everything in. But well, I am going to have a studies marathon in school, rushing and squeezing everything into my brain. Ohya, and two of our class phones had been stolen. Thus, the whole class will be banned from bringing phone for the whole of term two.wth.

Ok, I am too lazy to continue.

And, I hope is you

Well, Since I did not go to school today, shall do this facebook thingy before I go and mug.

50 Little Secrets,
Be honest no matter what :D

01. Who was your last text from?
My mommy

02. Where was your default picture taken?
On the boat.

03. Your relationship status?
Single and Unavailable :D

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
I think so?

05. What is your current mood?
Sianzz

06. How many siblings do you have?
An older brother

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Brian

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Beach? Snow?

09. Have a crazy side?
If you think that's crazy, than it's crazy lor.

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Yes, I thought I am gonna leave this world forever.

11. Something you do a lot?
Slack

12. Angry at anyone?
Nope

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
Something :D

14. When was the last time you cried?
When I first saw the world.Haha. like real-.-

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yes,

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
Upcoming matches

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Forgotten.

18. What is your favorite song?
Always change. Currently, kiss the rain- yiruma

19. What are you doing right now?
doing this thing-.-

20. Who do you trust right now?
Myself :D

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Sch book shop

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
No!

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Janice? Don't know lah

24. Describe your life in one word?
Screwed

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
momoren

26. What should you be doing right now?
MUGGING FOR MY CHINESE, FINISHING MY DNT JOURNAL, MATHS ASSESMENT

27. What are you listening to?
Kiss the rain- yiruma

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
XIAOFEI. she force me to. haha. just joking

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
JESSIE FOO MEI XIN

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
nope.

31. What is your natural hair color?
black? dark brown? blue? orange?

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
My mum?

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
heehee..

34. What do you hear?
Sound of cars from KJE, songs

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
straight

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
nope.

37. Do you have a best friend?
YES.

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
nope.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Yes.

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
yes, in the bus, rushing for match.

41. Are you happy with life right now?
Not really, still have to live with it :D

42. Are you currently jealous?
YES. dont tell you why

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
no jewel

44. What were you doing on friday night?
watching tv, complaining how tired I am

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I don't know

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
yes. myself. For not studying now

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
My ankle

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
11.30. Got star awards mah,

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Nope


Ok, bye, time for mugging. If you want to do the survey, just do :D

I think today is a that's worth blogging.

Ok, I was sooo nervous the night before, reflecting what xiaofei had told me, and told us and it's really effective. And I just kept thinking non-stop that I can't sleep well and kept having tummy ache. At first, I woke up at 5am than I woke up at 6.30, deciding not to continue sleeping. I woke up in sweat even when my air-con is on at 23 degrees. I don't understand why too.

Did not have any appeitite before the game. So I just ate two pieces of bread that I bought from home. And I really regretted not sleeping well and not eating enough. Because it affected my game like siao ding dong. First, my eyes can't be focus due to the lack of sleep. Second, I kept having tummy ache because my tummy is so empty. So I played like shit this time, and congratulation to me for having 4 foul. HOWEVER. the last foul... ok, I dont want to repeat myself again.

After match, rest for the first quarter, than I ran up to the spectators corner and cheer together with the sec twos. And by the end of the last quarter, I ran down for prize presentation and drop dead. But that's what I like about ccac, I don't mind using all my energy cos it's all worth it afterall. :D

CAN YOU IMAGINE SURVIVING FOR THE WHOLE DAY WITH SO MANY TIRING THINGS WITH JUST TWO BREAD? ahh, i totally screwed myself on this match. But well, I gotta reflect and learn something from this match. HAHA.

only if I have a choice
only if it's possible
only if...

Well, I think that I am spending sooooo much time sitting infront of the computer and slacking where the time can be taken to do some revisions and my projects that are incomplete. I just kept telling myself that there's still other days to finish my projects. However, exams are like a week ahead and my mind is just still not at a studying mood. Just kept thinking of our semis and end off this zone smoothly. I think my mind will only be put into studies after my zonal. By that time, it's too late already lor. Congrats to me for failing my literature three times in a row. But I did have improvement of 2 marks ok!Aiya, who cares, I also not taking literature next year. Muahaha, although I know every subjects do count lah. I think I just wasted 5 mins of my life typing senseless things. But there's so many things I have in mind that are untyp-able. And I think i just wasted one minute of other people's life to erad my senseless post. Ok bye

NONSENSE

Just received a good/bad news yesterday when I reached home. Know what? I am moving house-.- YES AGAIN. When I stay in this house for 1 year, 7 months and 5 days! Shall keep the secret on where I am moving first. And I really love love love living in my current home.

They did told me that I am moving house. BUT THEY TELL ME IN MAYBE 6-7 YEARS TIME. Now I know, I will be moving in 6-7 months time! Wth! I must treasure my time I have left here man! So what's the good point and bad point?

Bad:
- I have to walk a super long distance to the nearest bus stop AND WHAT IF IT RAINS !?
- I won't be able to meet up with peepos at cck mrt and take the train to school together
- I won't be able to feel hungry and just go down lot one to grab a bite.
- I won't be able to wake up late and just easily walk a short distance and take a transport and go to school.
- I won't be able to reach home late
- I won't be able to sit at the edge of my window and look down 6 floor and imagine what if I lend on the floor like roti prata.
- I won't be able to go down the jacuzzi so often.( when i dont do that often though)
- I won't be able to have late night supper at sunshine place frequently
- I won't be able to go slack with them till late late.
DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

Good:
- I will have a bigger room
- I may be able to own a pool table
- I may be able to put a drum set in my room
- I can gaze out to look at the stars in the balcony
- I can have hell lotsssss of fun with myself when I am home alone
- I can have birthday party with no security guards chasing me away
- I will have a tiny balcony just outside my room
- I will not be able to hear my bro sings while bathing
- I will be able to cycle more frequently
- I don't have to take a lift
- I can re design my room
- I can paint the colour I want in my room
- I can have a dog.(althought I am afraid of one)
- I won't feel so bored at home.

Ok, I shall look on the bright side and sacrifice my sleep to go to school earlier. And that jessie foo actually thinks that i should transfer school to make myself more convenient. Aiya, she fake fake only lah.
She she be de me one.

And I damnnnnnnnnnn need a laptop/computer.
Actually, till now, I still don't want to move house.
It's gonna be so inconvenience-.-

Ahhhh.. My hair is getting thicker and thicker and it's getting out of shape. I feel like changing a new hairstyle but other hairstyles don't suits as much as my current hair. And as for being such a person who needs sleep than anything else has to wake up early, bathe, put contact lens, blow hair, tie hair, wear socks and leave the house. If I don't have to blow my hair and tie it, I can put 10 mins more to my beautiful sleep. So.. I decided to shave my hair BOTAK ! siao eh, just joking. I have never thought of being a nun man.

But well, I have been thinking for a long time if I should cut short hair. Not that kind of short lah, like RUI EN kind of short hair. wooooo~~~ So as to keep up with my dao-ness. HAHA. ohya, I said i want to be daoooooooo. But till now, i am not dao -.- whatever.

ok, back to topic. If i were to cut that hairstyle, and want to grow back long hair, it will take forever and ever and ever and ever lor. And short hair may not suit my hair lor.

AND THE WEATHER NOW IS DAMN HOT LOR, I WANT GO SWIMMING!!

I want to suntann!!

Happy birthday to my FEI MAO(fat cat)

14th years old, older than me already.Today school was quite tired but fun. I was told to meet my project group mates at 7am to do our rehearsel for the presentation. However, we did not rehearse. So yeah, my day started. Had art and was doing our project and Mdm kharmila was doing her template for her SYF make up. So she was like "eh come, let me try" than she put the template on my forehead and start painting. It's black somemore. So it somehow darken my eyebrow!During recess, we sang birthday song to my pet jessie foo. Shy shy wor run away. But we manage to capture her. After school had this sec 3 subject combination talk. Than we thought that jessie can't go for b girls match so we ran up to her and gave her, her long awaiting fox berms. OF course she was like so happy and hug me and diane. Muahaha. Rush down to watch b girls match. Took cab down with yanna nad pearlyn. And they like their face so much and scare me when I saw this photo on my phone.

B girls lost. It's like so heart wrenching to see you all fight until like mad and yet lost the match. It's over. No point thinking about it. You all had done your best already. Cheers!

Ohya, I did this prank on jessie. I told her that I will be migrating to australia to study for two years and will leave this november. My intention was to make her cry and be so mad and make this card a unforgettable one! So she went back and double check with me.

[c=50]Jessie[/c] says:
PAMELAAAAAAAAAA
Pamela says:
what!
[c=50]Jessie[/c] says:
i dont believe you
Pamela says:
what?
[c=50]Jessie[/c] says:
th card ............
Pamela says:
hmm.. I am sorry dear.
i gotta tell you on your birthday
[c=50]Jessie[/c] says:
dont lieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Pamela says:
it's ok,i know it's hard to believe at the beginning. but it's better that i tell you now than to leave without a word
i have yet told the team. till nationals than i tell bah
[c=50]Jessie[/c] says:
really ahhhhhhhhhhh
you serious ? very serious ?
Pamela says:
hai.. i know you wont believe. like you say, i am never serious. but.. not joking this time. sorry
are you crying?

*Jessie ignores*
Few minutes later... ...

Pamela says:
- jessie i got something more serious to tell you.
- my acting are so good that i can go mediacorp already.
-ehhhhhhhhhhhhh. i was just testing you, now i know how much i meant to you
-I AM SO TOUCHED !
- cos i am number o.5 in your heart !!!
Jessie says:
-!@#$%^&*()_+
-!@#$%^&*()_+
-!@#$%^&*()_+
Pamela says:
-muahahahaha
Jessie says:
-!@#$%$^^%&*(__
Pamela says:
-you got cry anot?
Jessie says:
-@#@!$%$@^$@^$
-yes sob sob
Pamela says:
-OMG !!
Jessie says:
-i cry because i wasted my messages
Pamela says:
-YES ! I WON !! THAT'S MY INTENTION
-NAH, DONT LIE
Jessie says:
REPLYING YOUR MESSAGE!
Pamela says:
-YOU MEAN YOU WANTED TO WRITE ME A CARD !?
-HAHAHAHAHA
-I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING
Jessie says:
-you ccb

Cheers for mee ! MISSION ACCOMPLISH !

Erique Iglesias- Hero

Would you dance,If
I asked you to dance?
Would you run,
And never look back?
Would you cry,
If you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?


Would you tremble,
If I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die,
For the one you love?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Would you swear,
That youll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
Would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I dont care...
Youre here, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just wanna to hold you.
I just wanna to hold you.
Oh yeah.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I dont care...
Youre here, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by your forever.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you, forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.

Happy birthday to NICOLETTE and CHIA BIRU!
Wee~ one year older le worzxs.
Nicolette officially 13
Biru can watch NC16 le worzxs. Haha..

Ohman, I so desperately wanted to post just now. But now, I am too lazy to post.

ok, byee. haha

It's always the fact that hurts the most

Wee, I just came back and my eyes are shutting down. But I can't sleep, I ate a 3 dollar worth of carrot cake with extra eggs. Now my stomach is so full.

I had this very stupid dream this morning. I was dreaming that my mum wanted to buy a white piano. So we went to a shop and the sales person approach me asking me what do my mum want to buy piano or organ. Than.. just nice, my mum came into my room to wake me up and I almost ask my mother want buy piano or organ.

Woke up at 9.45 today and had tuition. Start watching tv and at around 2 plus, went to lot one to by KFC back home and eat. Than start working on my art project and done some of my homework. At around 6.30, went down 514 to look for Olivia, was suppose to play ball with yanna, jessie, diane and pearlyn at 7pm. However, yanna and jessie came at around 7.30. Pearlyn and diane came around 9 plus. So yah, had sooooooooo much fun playing and laughing like mad with them.

Around 10.45, we left the court and send yanna home. Than we walk to 302 to tapao food and we went to the fitness corner to slack. Chatted about lots of stuffs. Like, black cat, ghost, dogs, etc. Got back home and I am so tired.


I have a memory to erase
A person to forget.
It's hard,
I will take things naturally.
Everything is like so bad now.
detest detest detest.
Be it, people detest me
or I detest people.
Ah, whatever. I am tired.

Hey, I am too lazy to blog. Shall share with you my conver with my brother on msn. Yes, same house, use msn communicate. that's how we are :D nah, just joking. Anti- bhbness!

Ok, to cut the long conver short.
I was asking my brother if he can send me three song. Than he don't want put in his phone than send me.


Pamela says:
for the sake of your pretty sis put in your hp and send me lah

ßRIAN™ whiteY-chAn'"' says:
nnoo

Pamela says:
pretty leh ^^ me

ßRIAN™ whiteY-chAn'"' says:
-orh
-i hear no evil

Pamela says:
-no evil. it's amulet

ßRIAN™ whiteY-chAn'"' says:
-WAAA
-ur friends really is bad influence

Pamela says:
-no lah, i influence them
-you influence me one lo ! still say
-pls lah. your sis so cute
-you she de let her wait for the song meh

ßRIAN™ whiteY-chAn'"' says:
-my hp no space la
-and i more adorable
-my club NBA leh

Pamela says:
* Vomiting face

ßRIAN™ whiteY-chAn'"' says:
-u can fight mei

Pamela says:
-na bei association
-HAHAH

ßRIAN™ whiteY-chAn'"' says:
Natural Born Adorable

Pamela says:
just joking !

ßRIAN™ whiteY-chAn'"' says:
u go hell

Pamela says:
hahahaha
that's UGH

Alright, that's lame. bye

Labels: I can't accept the fact in everything. hai..

RANDOM

ohman, wtf had happen to this world.

Believe it or not.

Play safe better

But that's just so unfair.

Perhaps this is just the beginning of my retribution

Ah.. Can my leg please recover faster!?

It's making my days so uncomfortable. Firstly, I will take 15 minutes to walk from my home to the MRT station when i usually took less than 10 mins. Secondly, I am walking like a snail and I hate climbing stairs. Thirdly, the brownish medicine kept staining my bedsheet. LASTLY,

IT STINKS!

The smell makes me want to poo man. And I am going to miss training the whole week just because of it. It's just one slight mistake and cause like a week of suffering. I know there are people worst than me who fractured the whole leg when mine is just a minor sprain. But competition is in less than 10 days time and my leg is not recovering as fast as expected. Luckily, I have a lovely grandmother who made some tonics as bitter as my leg. Hope I can walk better tomorrow.

One more thing, I have a gigantic ulcer on my lips. It looks as if a violent kisser actually bit my lips. It hurts like dont know what and I look like some octopus with swllen lips lor. Plus two ulcer on my toungue. AND A BIG GREEN BRUISE ON MY LEFT CHEEK! And it somehow un-shape my face, it looks slightly unbalance. Now i look more like an alien. uhhuh.

Pearlyn, I never forget your birthday lah. Happy belated birthday! 14th already ah, streaming year, work hard hor.

Now, I have a decision to make.

Congratulation Pamela, you just twisted your ankle two weeks before the west zone starts.

Today, nana, yanna and jessie went to my house to watch chucky. Had some sort of cat fight and i kick, jessie flew to the ground and the next thing i know i am so dead. After that went to meet faith and co at bangkit basketball court. So we changed into our shoes, and started warming up. And when I was getting a rebound, I landed on jianming's leg and my ankle just start twisting to the left, to the right. And I started hitting the ground. I can't tell myself to get up and start jumping it hurts like shit.

I am super scared that I may not be able to jump during west zone. How suay, west zone two weeks and i sprain my ankle. I just feel like crying man, What if my leg dont get well in two weeks? What if my leg made me unable to jump ball? What if what if what if what iF.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Damn it. I am sorry team.

My holidays are simple so duper boring and hectic. Five days of friendly plus very tiring training. On monday, we vs Dunman. Tuesday mad cow training. Wednesday we vs manjusri. Today, we vs Deyi and tomorrow vs raffles, So tiring. Just two more weeks and my zonal is gonna start, I am seriously very worried.

And I need a full body massage now. My brain is so stress with all my so many undone homework. My neck is aching, i accidentally slept the whole night on my bolster instead of my pillow. My arm is aching with that yellow posoinous ball. My back is aching and it's killing me. My thighs just surrendered to me. My knee is falling apart. My ankle is gonna give me another problem soon. AHHHHH.. So tiring.

I realise that the older i grow, the lamer I get. It's either my level of lameness increase or the people around me became more not lame anymore or I am all along lame and people are just tolerating. Ok, whatever. I shall be some very asshole freak who just don't lame around. Perhaps keeping quiet is the best solution lah.

Ok, whatever bye

Alright, just ignore my previous post. Just venting my anger. Maybe I am just so useless.. Instead of finding a solution and never give up, i chose to sit behind the computer and start venting my anger and make myself feel miserable. I am sorry that I did not stand up and be confident to talk to the whole team together with the other sec twos.

Everything is back to normal and the 6 of the sec twos are going to work hand in hand to help this team go all the way to the nationals top four. COME ON C GIRLS, WE CAN DO IT!. We are not going to make this ussbbg be seperated again, And there's no such thing call 'MYSELF' in ussbbg. We are a whole! No matter if you are a sec 1 or a sec 2 we are still a team and there'll not be any cold wall in between us!

cause we a team,

cause we are a whole

cause i love ussbbg

cause all of you love ussbbg.

Believe in yourself, believe in this team, we are going to wear our jersey all the way to the top. Read properly already?

CAUSE WE ARE A TEAM CAUSE WE ARE USSBBG! understand !!

Nana: Thanks for bringing us back together, and sacrifice your bbq and spend your time to talk things out for us today. Although you are so fierce or criticise me sometimes, i understand that you are trying to make me learn to not be so irritating sometimes. Whatever you said seriously do wake me up and know what's the right thing to do at the right time. You never fail to guide us well in c div last year. And this year, you never forget about us and continue helping us when we are already seniors in the c div team. Although you scold me the most, but i still love nana.

Xiaofei: Thanks for helping us talk to the sec ones and brining the c div back. Maybe this is a batch that's hard to control or we are not strong enough to control them. Although you have your own O level, your own b div and your personal stuffs to settle, you never even forget about us. We are really touched by that. But felt guilty at the same time for bringing this problem to you. You sacrifices so much and I just thought of giving up on this whole team. I am really sorry. USSBBG will never ever break up again, i promise. No matter what happen, No one is gonna be neglected. No matter how irritating you find me, I still love Xiaofei.

Both: You two are the best captain I have ever seen.

Diane & Jessie: From now, no one is allowed to interfere into our friendship and we are not going to let a single guy or whoever to break us up again. Cause It's a three person story, And everyone plays a part of it.

We cry because we treasure this friendship

We cry because we want to be back again

We cry because we are sorry

We cry because we love.

That's the threesome

HAPPY BELATED FLY MOLLY XAVERIA MO(MOK) XIAOFEI

weee~ today is the don't know how many 13th friday. Some very suay thing that I heard:
First, I tried throwing the ball to hit the ceiling and after it hit the ceiling, it hit DIRECTLY on poor janice.
Secondly, heard from racheal that some netball girls, drank sweetalk inside the MRT station and was fine $500 dollars.
Thirdly, chased yelicia and I missed a step and my ankle just twist to the left.

SUPER SUAY LAH.

Had a workshop in the morning and it's call 'Find your diamond' same class as janice. And the first thing the coaches introduce us the workshop, Janice was like " Where's the diamond ah?"

Well, the workshop is very good. It gave us confidence and motivated us. The examples are so touching. Want to cry already. "Even if you are left with nothing, you must still love yourself and believe in yourself" One example is,

There's a man who's lock in the refrigerator box and all his other collegues had already gone home. And he just kept thinking that he is going to get frozen to death and he is going to die. He just kept telling himself that he is going to die.
Ther next day, the police open the refrigerator and found him dead inside. It is said that he is frozen to death. But.. the very amazing thing the police found out was... the air-con was NOT EVEN ON!.

After that we have some cyber addiction and cyber bullying talk. Quite boring though. However some stories are rather interesting. Went back class and got back my report slip. I never fail anything! But deprove alot lah. L1R4 14 already. R5 no need say already lah. Nvm, will work harder for mid year.

After that had training FROM 1.50-5.00 ok ! crazy already. After that celebrated Xiaofei's birthday. Of course got cake fight and the cake IS SUPER creamy lor! Confirm have pimples coming out already. HAIYA !
Went mac to eat, ate fries only lah. And we are like making a hell lot of noise. BECAUSE OF THAT PEARLYN LAH ! keep laughing and pulling my pants, and the mac auntie was like "after you eat finish can you leave? there's other customer need the seat." AND IT'S LIKE "halo, aren't we customer too? and the table beside us,( olivia,xiaofei,yelicia,lishan) is still eating and we are like somehow talking to them and she chase us out. Whatever.

Went lot one look for mother and ate at some hong kong cafe place. Can save money mah. Than went to look for my long wanting black plain hoodie. AND.. I went to bosini and saw the reversable hoodie, super nice lor ! the material is good, not very thick and it's so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~ and guess what? after discount $80 dollars hor. mai siao siao. I AM GOING TO SAVE UP AND BRING IT HOME ! i want i want i want lah. HAHA.

Not a good month, march don't rock, it started off with so many unhappiness.
I lost my badge for the THIRD day!

B girls lost today, it's damn close. But the last minute was magical, all of you did your best. Good luck for nationals, nothing is impossible:D
Well, it's really close today, it's so heart wrenching to see you girls cry. Ohman, i am so afraid of my zonals now. ahhh..


Should I continue? or should I just forget about it?
hai..

I am angry with myself
I am irritated with myself
I am annoying myself
I am very disappointed in myself

Ahhhhh.. I just don't feel right, I dont feel the sense of belonging. I worked like mad on my studies and what the shit did I get? damn freaking bad results? noobshit. best subject, CHINESE. with the pathetic score of 62.2. Study like mad cow for history. end up what shit? 50% alright! argh! maths? all the way from 10th storey building drop down to Basement 1 ! I am so unhappy !

I WANNA SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

Second day I lose my badge, I STILL CAN'T FIND MY BADGE !
bad results,
bad attitude,
bad character.


Ahhhhhhhhhhh.. I am losing everything and anything I have. There's nothing I can do.

What shit? NOOBSHIT ! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

p/s: just venting anger la

Ohman, another unlucky month ahead. Goodluck to myself. Everything and anything is just ain't going my way. But well, after that fight at home, everything somehow is going smoothly again. Shall see how long can it last this time. But I am not alright with myself. Even if i decided to give up, things will still be the same. Oh dear, I am damn depress now. Lose my badge, argh, everything la!

seven colours, seven wishes,
repeating the same thing seven times,
I will trust miracle this time
bless me

sarang hae yo

Grrr.. I just feel like walking out of this damn damn damn hell ! It's not as simple as what all of you think. It sucks big time! ahhh.. Yaya, all of you can just say how bad am I to say F*** this "family". But have you ever thought how I feel? have you all ever thought the angriness that i get !? Have you ever experience this kind of life!?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

What has happen to my world !?

p/s: and that bitch call me an idiot

p/p/s: 5th8th

Had some kind of workshop today. was shock to see ethan there. And.. We wore formal today. yeap, with blazer and tie. First time right. look at my shoes. It's damn funny ok. Because teacher say must wear Those formal kinda shoes. But.. I dont have so last minute, I borrowed my shoe from sarah. Yeah, NCC shoe. It's damn weird ok ! Anw, the workshop was ok lah. Didn't thought of my bed while listening.

And ya, there my mum go again. I just feel like stuffing my socks into her damn mouth. Just because I ate two bread at the dining table, she have to nag at me for 15 minutes. And she start mopping the whole living room and dining area. DAMN FREAKING WEIRD.

SHE'S FREAKING ME OUT !!!

Than just because i forgot to off the water heater, she start say that i don't know how to conserve electricity than want cut my allowance. And the worst thing she say is

" If you don't think this is your house, you can move out anytime"

Isn't this like WTF ! yayaya, I have always be a burden to her, without me, she wouldn't quarrel with my stepdad. Just because she is in the bad mood, she nags for the whole half an hour. #$%^&*!

The worst thing she say is to call me to move out you know ! what's more, it's not the first time anymore, she always wants to put me with my dad so that she can have her own whole sweet time with my stepdad.

Dear mum,

If you happen to read my blog. I want you to read this post. enough means enough. I AM A HUMAN TOO ! I HAVE MY RIGHTS, MY PRIDE! If you don't regards me as a daughter, I mean have you ever put your husband behind me? telling me that me and brian meant so much to you, THAT'S BULLSHIT. telling me that you are trying to give me a happy family, that's nonsense! All i get from him is a black face with a no answer reply everyday ! have you ever thought how long have that been!? let me tell you, it's 2 weeks ok!

I hate your so call family ok !

Lastly, you suck !

From your evil daughter.

Grrr.. I hate this week. yaya, full of tests. well, it's just something everyone have to go through. But this time, i promise, i wont flunk it like how i flunk my first test last year.

Mrs Lee is damn lame today.

Pamela: eh mrs Lee, where's our test paper?

Mrs Lee: Did you watch the reunion dinner last episode yesterday?

Pamela: ya!

Mrs Lee: Last Episode that's why I dont have the time to mark your test papers.

Pamela: -.-

And sadly, I got two demerit points at one go today. Because.. I drew at ravin's and wenyan's hand. So two demerit. Wenyan drew on my hand so one demerit. Ravin's hand got drawn so no demerit. Lameshit.

Still have DNT sketches to rush. bye