17 October 2011

7 years ago, I should be dead. Why allow me to continue my suffering here with you dude.

The older I get, the greater the impact.

Pain. Helpless. Pathetic.

09 October 2011

I always like to do things that I'm good at to bring my self esteem up, each time I feel very useless. But I really don't know what I'm good at already. My confidence level is dropping.. O's in 16 days. I dont know what to feel anymore.

Sick.