31 July 2009
would you still?
And I really wonder. How can one just leave the team mates in a war and out dating with the guy? I seriously wonder how you do it. yada, you can give one hundred and one excuse for not coming. But there's no one reason for you to come. Well, it's you. Just how much sacrifices you are willing to give. I can't do anything right?
would you still be there if...
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Yeah, today school was alright. Had match with dunman and lost by 13 points. Referee was an ass today. But well, we can't blame the referee all we can do is blame ourselves. Watched boys match, and bused back to school. Had team talk than went down lot one to eat. And we are like laughing so loudly in the food court. Pearlyn was the main fool. haha.
Pearlyn: eh, you want to try my red RUGBY juice?
Jessie: huh?
*diane, jessie and I laugh like mad.
Pearlyn: eh, what so funny?
Jessie: red RUBY lah Rugby
Pearlyn: no lor. it's red rugby lor. Just now I tell the auntie red rugby than she give me de lor. I still think I am right.
What a stubborn girl right, please inform her it's red RUBy is she tells you ok? Anw, went home after that and was having a terrible headacheeeeeee. One of them actually kicked my head like a soccer ball on the floor. Wth. Ok, nvm. Jessie get well soon. And I will buy you red RUBY ok?
Bye
30 July 2009
OH NO! DIEEE
I think mine look the best man! hahaha. Because it's in green and it's round like Harry potter. haha. And mine levi's too. After school, had extra lesson for english as I missed yesterday lesson. Went to had my lunch with my mother at lot one. Reached home and my mum wants me to pack my things into the boxes. So I start off with the bags and I was shock!
Gosh, just look at the number of bags I have. To be exact, I have 22 bags, 5 pouch and 1 file. I think I am addicted to buying bags, I would rather spend my money on bags than on clothes. I don't know why either.
And you know what? When I reached home today, I realised my mum actually packed some of the things in my drawer. And all my top secret is inside this particular book. And I was like. OMGGGGG. I think she read it. Because she is like some very kpo mother. hahaha. Ok, pray hard and hope she don't question me about the stuffs inside.
Ok, Gotta bathe now.
BYE
29 July 2009
Can't help it
Left class and had match. I enjoyed today match, I finally do-.-. Won with the score of 51-24. Match against Dunman on Friday, we gotta win girls. Stayed back to watch matches, gosh, zhonghua vs RGS and SCGS vs AHS was very scary. Rgs and Ahs got in to top 4 i think? Left there. yada, very boring, I know.
And I walked back to the past. I did it again. hmmm
Bye
28 July 2009
Temptation
Oh well today was damnnn retarded. Didn't want to go to school today because My left side of my body is in severe pain! My left ear is somewhat swollen and my shoulder is having an unseen bruise. Totally suck. So Woke up like 5 mins late and saw jessie at the Platform. Went to school, and when we were opposite at the traffic light, the gate close. I was like so excited as it's my first time! But it's totally damn not good. I was told to unfold my skirt and cut my nails, while cutting, I got caught for rubber band. Like wth, and my skirt is like damnnnnnn long. The best part is WE ARE ONLY 1 MIN LATE. FOR GOODNESS SAKE! Totally mad. So we have to report for one week outside the DM room for one whole week! Damn pissed.
Lessons was alright. Best part is English. My ruien-look-alike teacher wore a geek spec and did not style her hair today. Plus, she wore some very wow clothes. Like omg, so cool. And she claim that she didn't want the others to think that she is trying to make a fashion statement in school by wearing stockings! So she is trying to act as a typical teacher who doesn't sit on the table and talk like some siao dingdong-.-. And she called her Esther Tan because she didn't want to sound like the principal and she went laughing to herself, claiming that she is crazy. haha. Today's lesson is totally awesome.
After school, went to report outside DM room. And went to Zhenyi house after that. haha.
Match tomorrow against Nanyang. All the best girls! We can do it, we gotta make a place for the top 4 in singapore! We'll do it once, and do it good.
Ok, bye.
27 July 2009
the urge.dominated.buck up
But I will keep trying, trying till the day when I get no scoldings on the court. Till the day I proof myself wrong. Till the day, I tell myself that I did it. And I will.
I dominated myself today, but I am not going to do that again.
Just the urge. Should I?
26 July 2009
Shag
Why is life so difficult sometimes?
Why do things always go the opposite of what you wanted it?
Why is it so difficult to be a human?
Why do people make use of you when you are too nice and hate you when you are not so nice?
Why humans are always not satisfied for what they have?
Why are humans just like that!?
I think that I have been taking too many things for granted. Too many parts of my life ruined. Too many mistakes. Too many false hopes. I seriously need to take a break being a human. Nah, not being an alien. I want to leave this place soon.. to chill.
An island would be nice.
25 July 2009
IKEA
Than
This.
Had my dinner there and the food there are like so yummy!! I ate till my tummy can be seen. HAHA. So left ikea.
Went back to my new home and went back home. On my way back, my mum was like nagging like one irritating cat. So I was talking to my stepdad.
Me: Argh, I can't stand your wife!
StepDad: And I just can't your mother.
Alright, mugging tomorrow.
BYEEE
24 July 2009
those awesome days.
So yeah, reached school like a zombie again. Because I stayed up to study for two frigging tests. First, it was english, my RUIEN-look-alike teacher was on fire today because many of us didn't finish our work, including me, (first time ok!) and we are complaining about extra lesson. So she was like giving alot of bochap comment. And all of us was super shock and she leaves the class in a damn cool manner.
Than it was maths. I was like damn sleepy and I was just dropping my head on the table. Than teacher gave back the maths test paper. Was kinda happy for my result. haha. After recess, had two tests continuously. Seriously, it's damn headache. First was bio test and once the teacher leaves, my chinese teacher entered and give up the chinese paper. I think I will flunk my chinese. I was totally writing a whole lot of rubbish. Stayed back to finish my English homework.
Went down to have lunch than went to shoot. Than they had training. Did not train as I was coughing like one cow last night. But I still ended up training with them at the later part. Got our schools today. JURONG, NANYANG AND DUNMAN. When I heard the names, I totally turn into one tiny ant. I am kinda scared man. Serious. Anw, good luck girls, we will make it to the semis!
Thanks for reading to my nonsenses-.-
Byeeeeee.
23 July 2009
ZOMBIE

KOBE KOBE KOBE KOBE

It's damn cool. serious. He is like there making 20 guys do some drills. And it's kinda funny. They have to like sit in the air for like 3 minutes. haha. And he also show some moves to the 20 guys too. Russell low was asked to run 17 laps in like 1.5 mins! And he had to run twice somemore. But the best part is when KOBE went to hug russell and even gave him a ball personally!!! LIKE WOWOWOWOWOW.
And it's like where ever he is, you would see peoples' hand stretching out with their cameras and taking photo of him. It's like so damn cool. And there's this guy, who is so mad over him, that he ran down to the court and wanted to hug him. Just before he mangaed to, the security guards pull him back. It kinda like shock us. haha
When it's about to end, He start throwing Nike basketball with his signature to the audience. And two people sitting infront of us got it. So we borrowed the ball and took photo with it. haha
Than.. He said that he would also throw his shoes!! but, two kids ran down and of course kobe gave the shoes to them PERSONALLY. like omgg.
This girl has gotten kobe's gigantic shoes!
Went off after that to Kallang leisure. Went 7-eleven to buy some stuffs and went to the top floor to eat and slack. Than, bused to Dhoby gaut. At the bus stop, I was like walking behind the board which shows the buses and I was like pointing at it and Xiaofei followed me and took at it. Damn funny. HAHAHA. Reached there and saw this Singapore National Museum place and we decided to camwhore there.
YMCA!
KOBE KOBE KOBE KOBE KOBE!
Took 190 back after that, super long journey. Didn't regret going there man, it's really a once in a lifetime kind of thing. Alright, shall end of with the 4 of us.
21 July 2009
scandalous
Good luck girls tomorrow, remember not to be too nervous and drink some glucose tmr. And eat banana tonight.
I know you have a hard time reading it and it's soaper boring... but too bad, you finished reading. hahahahahahaha
Ok, buyyyy
20 July 2009
Sick
ok, good bye
19 July 2009
you you you you
Me: ehhhh, kobe bryant coming singapore this wednesday leh! remember buy my sp shirt
Brian: ohhh.. HE COME HERE FOR CONCERT IS IT?
Me: WHAT CONCERT!? HE IS A BASKETBALLER LAH! OMGG
Brian: Wth, make me so ps.
Me: wth, you damnnnn dumb -.-
You tell me stupid anot?! Kobe Bryant he also don't know. And yet want to act smart by telling me he is here for a concert. -.-/ So yah, went to check my eye sight. Degree increased, mum don't wanna buy me a new spec. tsk. I am gonna bug her the whole week and spam her with stupid msges man. At lot one, we saw my grandmother ex-neighbour who happens to be brian's primary school schoolmate. And she was like "eh, you are Brian de mei mei right?" I realise that all my brother's friend would recognise me as "BRIAN DE MEI MEI" instead of my name. haha.
Went to uncle house and I was like looking at the dog and finally have the courage to touch it. When my hand was about to reach his body, he went to bite me. Damn pain I tell you. Feel like smacking him. Was watching Harry potter there and was playing with my aunt's iphone. damn! it's damn cool I tell youuuu. I WANT AN IPHONE!!! The price may drop as the latest one is out and the not so latest one may be cheaper. hee hee. I WANTTTT. So yeah, went home after that.
BYE
18 July 2009
Painnnnn
Woke up and had tuition. Gosh, I don't know why I just don't like studying anymore. Common test is next week and I just don't feel like studying, whenever I want to study, I want to sleep. And when it's school day, I would just off the alarm and continue sleeping. Gotta brainwash myself man, this can't carry on. Seriously.
Went to my new house today, wooo. I like the coloouurrr. Walk around the place and look at other people's house. Omg, I so wanna put things in my room but I don't feel like moving. Ohya, my mum was like having this urge of buying 4D. So I anyhow give the number 1852. And my mum bought $3 my dad bought $30 and even the contractor bought $40 man. Stress. hahaha. If open uh... MUAHAHAHAAHAH.
After that went to toastbox and eat, woah, the luncheon meat sandwich is damn nice! Went home after that, maybe staying at home. I am very very boredd. I have like lots of homework but I just feel like sleeping.
I seriously don't understand why.
ok, bye
17 July 2009
regret,
Today woke up late again! woke up at frigging 7.11am AGAIN! But I managed to rush to school and not being late ok! haha. English was swop with Literature. For the first time in my life, I enjoyed literature so much with my new RUI EN look-alike teacher. haha. Science was damn crap as we are dicussing about sex. And the girl sitting behind me was talking sooo much nonsense.
Had match today against Dunman High. Score was 35-63. Good job girls. When we reached we saw P, and she was waving to me like siao ding dong. I don't know why but I just feel very regretful and all the memories just kept appearing. And I don't understand why I start to have waterfall. When I see you again, I am sure I'm gonna give you a great hug.
Ohya, the referee today is damn *&^%$#@ I tell you. Seriously damn ass. Argh, Whatever. It's over.
16 July 2009
hmmm
Ok, BYEEEEE
15 July 2009
Bad day
After that stayed back to watch match. Than went back school. Was damn tired I tell you. I like slept alll the way back. haha. alright,
Bye
14 July 2009
Unbelievable
Mum: eh girl, this bike looks very familiar leh
Me: WTH, THIS IS MY BIKE ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
13 July 2009
Not as simple. understand?
Alright, I not feeling very good now. shall stop here.
Bye,
12 July 2009
The top 10 most funny/irritating/childish/unexpected stuffs. haha.
1. I found the account book I had in primary 3 where I sold pokemon cards to my friends. Best thing is, I even force them to use their daily allowance and buy from me. But seriously, those times, I really earn alot ok. I can like earn 100 bucks per month. haha.
2. I found lot's of old photos and it's seriously damn funny, especially those pictures where I acted as Phua Chu Kang in my primary 4 speech and drama.
3. I found out that I have alot of comic books when I don't really like reading comic. I bought them because, my primary school good friend likes reading them and I bought it so that I can try liking reading comics.
4. I use to be some wristband, fingerband, friendshipband fan. I even call my mum to buy me that fugly nike wristband with watch kinda thing.
5. I use to like barbie doll alot! I use to have a big box full of their clothings, shoes and even the bar counter! I love barbie doll so much that my auntie bought one barbie doll notebook and I am still keeping it now. haha.
6. I am a crazy fan of russell lee. I bought his whole collection of true singapore ghosts stories and even want to know more about him. haha.
7. I kept teeth till now! I use to be(although now still, sometimes) a very fairytale and naive kind of girl. Whenever my teeth drops, I will wash it clean and put it under my pillow for a week, waiting for it to change into some money. Although I failed everytime, I still don't understand why I will still try.
8. I love pokemon hankerchief. My grandmother use to buy me alot of pokemon hanky when she goes to the market and I would bring it to school everyday without fail.
9. My favourite colour use to be orange. I remember a time when I went hongkong, I saw this gliter orange nail polish and I want it damn badly, but my mother just wouldn't want to buy for me. So I sulk the whole day and she have no choice but to buy for me. haha
10. Lastly, the most hilarious thing. You know, primary school days, people will always keep this profile book and let people write their likes and dislikes and best friends and non best friends. Than you must write a poem at the back right? yah, I use the Barbie doll book and let people write. And I read the part where my brother wrote, he said that his favourite hobby is sweeping the floor. lol. When I wrote my profile, I wrote that my nickname as "nicole" (that's when I was in primary 2) because, I use to have this kiddo eye candy call nicholas who is my primary school senior. And I love nike so I called myself Nicole. DAMN LAME RIGHT.
Also, I think that eating spicy stuffs was a coolshit stuffs so I wrote my F.food to be " all spicy stuffs" action right. haha. Never did I know, when I grow up till now, I AM STILL AFRAID OF EATING SPICY STUFFS! And my favourite poem last time was " I love coffee, I love tea, I love ____ with no teeth. haha
alright, enough of craps, gotta continue packing now.
BYEEEEE
11 July 2009
I miss you, daddy
10 July 2009

HE
SMILED
AT
ME!
AWW, DONT BE JEALOUS. COME ON.
Haha, kidding. ok so went home after that.
exception :D::D:D:D:D:D::D
BYE
09 July 2009
So many lies
stupid lies, avoiding, isolation
Bye
08 July 2009
Small part for you, Big part to me
*Mrs Chua points at annoncement speaker*
Mrs Chua: Class quiet, listen to the announcement.
*whole class kept quiet*
Us: Teacher where got announcement!
Mrs chua: *ask co-form teacher* Got announcement right?
Co-form: *shake head*
Mrs Chua: No meh?
Me: teacher, you tonight free anot? go and dig your ear.
Mrs Chua: Don't be rude ok, If you want me to dig my ear, ask politely ok!
*Whole class laugh like mad*
The day I surrender. everything.
Bye
07 July 2009
Durian smell fingers. eww






