Hey peepos..
Ohwell, today, i was woken up by this extraordinary $%^&*( feeling. Omg, damn scary. Want to know more? hahaha. And I am damn excited and curious about it. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Back to my day. Two more days before my mother toungue paper, And i have yet to touch my chinese books, I think i need last minute revision to absorb everything in. But well, I am going to have a studies marathon in school, rushing and squeezing everything into my brain. Ohya, and two of our class phones had been stolen. Thus, the whole class will be banned from bringing phone for the whole of term two.wth.

Ok, I am too lazy to continue.

And, I hope is you

Well, Since I did not go to school today, shall do this facebook thingy before I go and mug.

50 Little Secrets,
Be honest no matter what :D

01. Who was your last text from?
My mommy

02. Where was your default picture taken?
On the boat.

03. Your relationship status?
Single and Unavailable :D

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
I think so?

05. What is your current mood?
Sianzz

06. How many siblings do you have?
An older brother

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Brian

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Beach? Snow?

09. Have a crazy side?
If you think that's crazy, than it's crazy lor.

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Yes, I thought I am gonna leave this world forever.

11. Something you do a lot?
Slack

12. Angry at anyone?
Nope

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
Something :D

14. When was the last time you cried?
When I first saw the world.Haha. like real-.-

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yes,

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
Upcoming matches

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Forgotten.

18. What is your favorite song?
Always change. Currently, kiss the rain- yiruma

19. What are you doing right now?
doing this thing-.-

20. Who do you trust right now?
Myself :D

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Sch book shop

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
No!

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
Janice? Don't know lah

24. Describe your life in one word?
Screwed

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
momoren

26. What should you be doing right now?
MUGGING FOR MY CHINESE, FINISHING MY DNT JOURNAL, MATHS ASSESMENT

27. What are you listening to?
Kiss the rain- yiruma

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
XIAOFEI. she force me to. haha. just joking

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
JESSIE FOO MEI XIN

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
nope.

31. What is your natural hair color?
black? dark brown? blue? orange?

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
My mum?

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
heehee..

34. What do you hear?
Sound of cars from KJE, songs

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
straight

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
nope.

37. Do you have a best friend?
YES.

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
nope.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Yes.

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
yes, in the bus, rushing for match.

41. Are you happy with life right now?
Not really, still have to live with it :D

42. Are you currently jealous?
YES. dont tell you why

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
no jewel

44. What were you doing on friday night?
watching tv, complaining how tired I am

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I don't know

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
yes. myself. For not studying now

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
My ankle

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
11.30. Got star awards mah,

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Nope


Ok, bye, time for mugging. If you want to do the survey, just do :D

I think today is a that's worth blogging.

Ok, I was sooo nervous the night before, reflecting what xiaofei had told me, and told us and it's really effective. And I just kept thinking non-stop that I can't sleep well and kept having tummy ache. At first, I woke up at 5am than I woke up at 6.30, deciding not to continue sleeping. I woke up in sweat even when my air-con is on at 23 degrees. I don't understand why too.

Did not have any appeitite before the game. So I just ate two pieces of bread that I bought from home. And I really regretted not sleeping well and not eating enough. Because it affected my game like siao ding dong. First, my eyes can't be focus due to the lack of sleep. Second, I kept having tummy ache because my tummy is so empty. So I played like shit this time, and congratulation to me for having 4 foul. HOWEVER. the last foul... ok, I dont want to repeat myself again.

After match, rest for the first quarter, than I ran up to the spectators corner and cheer together with the sec twos. And by the end of the last quarter, I ran down for prize presentation and drop dead. But that's what I like about ccac, I don't mind using all my energy cos it's all worth it afterall. :D

CAN YOU IMAGINE SURVIVING FOR THE WHOLE DAY WITH SO MANY TIRING THINGS WITH JUST TWO BREAD? ahh, i totally screwed myself on this match. But well, I gotta reflect and learn something from this match. HAHA.

only if I have a choice
only if it's possible
only if...

Well, I think that I am spending sooooo much time sitting infront of the computer and slacking where the time can be taken to do some revisions and my projects that are incomplete. I just kept telling myself that there's still other days to finish my projects. However, exams are like a week ahead and my mind is just still not at a studying mood. Just kept thinking of our semis and end off this zone smoothly. I think my mind will only be put into studies after my zonal. By that time, it's too late already lor. Congrats to me for failing my literature three times in a row. But I did have improvement of 2 marks ok!Aiya, who cares, I also not taking literature next year. Muahaha, although I know every subjects do count lah. I think I just wasted 5 mins of my life typing senseless things. But there's so many things I have in mind that are untyp-able. And I think i just wasted one minute of other people's life to erad my senseless post. Ok bye

NONSENSE

Just received a good/bad news yesterday when I reached home. Know what? I am moving house-.- YES AGAIN. When I stay in this house for 1 year, 7 months and 5 days! Shall keep the secret on where I am moving first. And I really love love love living in my current home.

They did told me that I am moving house. BUT THEY TELL ME IN MAYBE 6-7 YEARS TIME. Now I know, I will be moving in 6-7 months time! Wth! I must treasure my time I have left here man! So what's the good point and bad point?

Bad:
- I have to walk a super long distance to the nearest bus stop AND WHAT IF IT RAINS !?
- I won't be able to meet up with peepos at cck mrt and take the train to school together
- I won't be able to feel hungry and just go down lot one to grab a bite.
- I won't be able to wake up late and just easily walk a short distance and take a transport and go to school.
- I won't be able to reach home late
- I won't be able to sit at the edge of my window and look down 6 floor and imagine what if I lend on the floor like roti prata.
- I won't be able to go down the jacuzzi so often.( when i dont do that often though)
- I won't be able to have late night supper at sunshine place frequently
- I won't be able to go slack with them till late late.
DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

Good:
- I will have a bigger room
- I may be able to own a pool table
- I may be able to put a drum set in my room
- I can gaze out to look at the stars in the balcony
- I can have hell lotsssss of fun with myself when I am home alone
- I can have birthday party with no security guards chasing me away
- I will have a tiny balcony just outside my room
- I will not be able to hear my bro sings while bathing
- I will be able to cycle more frequently
- I don't have to take a lift
- I can re design my room
- I can paint the colour I want in my room
- I can have a dog.(althought I am afraid of one)
- I won't feel so bored at home.

Ok, I shall look on the bright side and sacrifice my sleep to go to school earlier. And that jessie foo actually thinks that i should transfer school to make myself more convenient. Aiya, she fake fake only lah.
She she be de me one.

And I damnnnnnnnnnn need a laptop/computer.
Actually, till now, I still don't want to move house.
It's gonna be so inconvenience-.-

Ahhhh.. My hair is getting thicker and thicker and it's getting out of shape. I feel like changing a new hairstyle but other hairstyles don't suits as much as my current hair. And as for being such a person who needs sleep than anything else has to wake up early, bathe, put contact lens, blow hair, tie hair, wear socks and leave the house. If I don't have to blow my hair and tie it, I can put 10 mins more to my beautiful sleep. So.. I decided to shave my hair BOTAK ! siao eh, just joking. I have never thought of being a nun man.

But well, I have been thinking for a long time if I should cut short hair. Not that kind of short lah, like RUI EN kind of short hair. wooooo~~~ So as to keep up with my dao-ness. HAHA. ohya, I said i want to be daoooooooo. But till now, i am not dao -.- whatever.

ok, back to topic. If i were to cut that hairstyle, and want to grow back long hair, it will take forever and ever and ever and ever lor. And short hair may not suit my hair lor.

AND THE WEATHER NOW IS DAMN HOT LOR, I WANT GO SWIMMING!!

I want to suntann!!

Happy birthday to my FEI MAO(fat cat)

14th years old, older than me already.Today school was quite tired but fun. I was told to meet my project group mates at 7am to do our rehearsel for the presentation. However, we did not rehearse. So yeah, my day started. Had art and was doing our project and Mdm kharmila was doing her template for her SYF make up. So she was like "eh come, let me try" than she put the template on my forehead and start painting. It's black somemore. So it somehow darken my eyebrow!During recess, we sang birthday song to my pet jessie foo. Shy shy wor run away. But we manage to capture her. After school had this sec 3 subject combination talk. Than we thought that jessie can't go for b girls match so we ran up to her and gave her, her long awaiting fox berms. OF course she was like so happy and hug me and diane. Muahaha. Rush down to watch b girls match. Took cab down with yanna nad pearlyn. And they like their face so much and scare me when I saw this photo on my phone.

B girls lost. It's like so heart wrenching to see you all fight until like mad and yet lost the match. It's over. No point thinking about it. You all had done your best already. Cheers!

Ohya, I did this prank on jessie. I told her that I will be migrating to australia to study for two years and will leave this november. My intention was to make her cry and be so mad and make this card a unforgettable one! So she went back and double check with me.

[c=50]Jessie[/c] says:
PAMELAAAAAAAAAA
Pamela says:
what!
[c=50]Jessie[/c] says:
i dont believe you
Pamela says:
what?
[c=50]Jessie[/c] says:
th card ............
Pamela says:
hmm.. I am sorry dear.
i gotta tell you on your birthday
[c=50]Jessie[/c] says:
dont lieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Pamela says:
it's ok,i know it's hard to believe at the beginning. but it's better that i tell you now than to leave without a word
i have yet told the team. till nationals than i tell bah
[c=50]Jessie[/c] says:
really ahhhhhhhhhhh
you serious ? very serious ?
Pamela says:
hai.. i know you wont believe. like you say, i am never serious. but.. not joking this time. sorry
are you crying?

*Jessie ignores*
Few minutes later... ...

Pamela says:
- jessie i got something more serious to tell you.
- my acting are so good that i can go mediacorp already.
-ehhhhhhhhhhhhh. i was just testing you, now i know how much i meant to you
-I AM SO TOUCHED !
- cos i am number o.5 in your heart !!!
Jessie says:
-!@#$%^&*()_+
-!@#$%^&*()_+
-!@#$%^&*()_+
Pamela says:
-muahahahaha
Jessie says:
-!@#$%$^^%&*(__
Pamela says:
-you got cry anot?
Jessie says:
-@#@!$%$@^$@^$
-yes sob sob
Pamela says:
-OMG !!
Jessie says:
-i cry because i wasted my messages
Pamela says:
-YES ! I WON !! THAT'S MY INTENTION
-NAH, DONT LIE
Jessie says:
REPLYING YOUR MESSAGE!
Pamela says:
-YOU MEAN YOU WANTED TO WRITE ME A CARD !?
-HAHAHAHAHA
-I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING
Jessie says:
-you ccb

Cheers for mee ! MISSION ACCOMPLISH !

Erique Iglesias- Hero

Would you dance,If
I asked you to dance?
Would you run,
And never look back?
Would you cry,
If you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?


Would you tremble,
If I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die,
For the one you love?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Would you swear,
That youll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
Would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I dont care...
Youre here, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by you forever.
You can take my breath away.

Oh, I just wanna to hold you.
I just wanna to hold you.
Oh yeah.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I dont care...
Youre here, tonight.

I can be your hero, baby.
I can kiss away the pain.
I will stand by your forever.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.
I can kiss away the pain.
And I will stand by you, forever.
You can take my breath away.
You can take my breath away.

I can be your hero.

Happy birthday to NICOLETTE and CHIA BIRU!
Wee~ one year older le worzxs.
Nicolette officially 13
Biru can watch NC16 le worzxs. Haha..

Ohman, I so desperately wanted to post just now. But now, I am too lazy to post.

ok, byee. haha

It's always the fact that hurts the most

Wee, I just came back and my eyes are shutting down. But I can't sleep, I ate a 3 dollar worth of carrot cake with extra eggs. Now my stomach is so full.

I had this very stupid dream this morning. I was dreaming that my mum wanted to buy a white piano. So we went to a shop and the sales person approach me asking me what do my mum want to buy piano or organ. Than.. just nice, my mum came into my room to wake me up and I almost ask my mother want buy piano or organ.

Woke up at 9.45 today and had tuition. Start watching tv and at around 2 plus, went to lot one to by KFC back home and eat. Than start working on my art project and done some of my homework. At around 6.30, went down 514 to look for Olivia, was suppose to play ball with yanna, jessie, diane and pearlyn at 7pm. However, yanna and jessie came at around 7.30. Pearlyn and diane came around 9 plus. So yah, had sooooooooo much fun playing and laughing like mad with them.

Around 10.45, we left the court and send yanna home. Than we walk to 302 to tapao food and we went to the fitness corner to slack. Chatted about lots of stuffs. Like, black cat, ghost, dogs, etc. Got back home and I am so tired.


I have a memory to erase
A person to forget.
It's hard,
I will take things naturally.
Everything is like so bad now.
detest detest detest.
Be it, people detest me
or I detest people.
Ah, whatever. I am tired.

Hey, I am too lazy to blog. Shall share with you my conver with my brother on msn. Yes, same house, use msn communicate. that's how we are :D nah, just joking. Anti- bhbness!

Ok, to cut the long conver short.
I was asking my brother if he can send me three song. Than he don't want put in his phone than send me.


Pamela says:
for the sake of your pretty sis put in your hp and send me lah

ßRIAN™ whiteY-chAn'"' says:
nnoo

Pamela says:
pretty leh ^^ me

ßRIAN™ whiteY-chAn'"' says:
-orh
-i hear no evil

Pamela says:
-no evil. it's amulet

ßRIAN™ whiteY-chAn'"' says:
-WAAA
-ur friends really is bad influence

Pamela says:
-no lah, i influence them
-you influence me one lo ! still say
-pls lah. your sis so cute
-you she de let her wait for the song meh

ßRIAN™ whiteY-chAn'"' says:
-my hp no space la
-and i more adorable
-my club NBA leh

Pamela says:
* Vomiting face

ßRIAN™ whiteY-chAn'"' says:
-u can fight mei

Pamela says:
-na bei association
-HAHAH

ßRIAN™ whiteY-chAn'"' says:
Natural Born Adorable

Pamela says:
just joking !

ßRIAN™ whiteY-chAn'"' says:
u go hell

Pamela says:
hahahaha
that's UGH

Alright, that's lame. bye

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