Met my brother today at Jurong, bought a bag for my dad. Had lunch with my dad before he leaves for thailand and settle down there. He look so much older from the last time I saw him. He slimmed down, he looks fatigue, he don't look as good as last time. Chatted with him and he's laughter was never as genuine. Said goodbye to him at the Mrt station, and all he could say was just goodbye. I said "take care". He didn't bother to reply me. All he said was "bye" and he turn his back and board the train. I could feel that he didn't want to say goodbye.

I'm down, really down. He was the one who took good care of me for the first 12 years of my life. The closest man I can ever have. From seeing him for 365 days a year to probably twice a year. When was the last time I hugged him? When was the last time I said 'I love you daddy'? When was the last time he held my hands? The last time I took a photo with him was when digital camera was not even invented.

Those days where he would send me to school on his pick-up, the days where I would wash his car with him, the days where he would bring us for swimming lessons, the times where we would have holidays in Malaysia. The good damn times before disaster struck us.

I thought I'm able to accept this. 3 years down the road, It's getting worse.

My dieting plan starts yesterday. I've been doing well for the whole day. By spending only 3 bux in school. However when I reached home, my grandpa offered me durians. I can't stop and ate a box. My mum bought peanut choco for me from IR in Sentosa. I can't resist it, I ate it up too :(. There goes my whole day effort. But It's ok, at least I feel better after eating that bar of choco :). Dieting can always start tmr right. Anw, if I don't get sick after eating these junks, then I'm really STRONG! Lol.

Just hope I won't give in again.

I managed to negotiate with Mr teo and not go for last minute english remedial and also, managed to cancel my tuition. Caught Eclipse with Janice and Jessie. Not tooo bad, just alittle slow. I love how edward treats Bella. Sweet daooooooooooo. But Jacob looks hotter. Psst. For now, I feel like I belong to the cullen. I'm a vampire.

I'm gonna go on a diet before I take my height and weight next week

Unlucky day

Today is a special day. Because it's a very unlucky day, in terms of traffic. Had YOG WCV host training today at NIE. Wake up as early as 6.30am, headed to school then to NIE. Co-incidentally, Ethon was the trainer of the day. Overall this whole thing was indeed very helpful. Looking forward to seeing those athlete in the Yog Village. Haha.



And then, my nightmare starts. I have a match at 5.30pm. I know i'll be late so i left the place at around 5.15pm and went to wait for the bus. I alighted at some place, then intend to take a cab as I saw alot of cab when I alighted. But after I cross, no cab in sight. Then, 10-20 mins later, two cab arrives. I told the first driver that I'm going aljunied and he rejected me, and the other cab went away. 20 mins later, I saw a cab again. This time, the cab was at a different lane, therefor it can't stop for me. 10 mins later, finally the cab arrive. Entered the cab and realise that PIE HAD AN ACCIDENT.! TRAFFIC JAM! GG. On my way there, the game ended -.-. So I went there just to change my Jersey and take the train. Lame or what. How dumb right. LOL.



Headed to buona vista and took a cab to turf city to meet my grandparents, aunts, uncles and everyone for dinner. So yummy. Lol. So for today, I gave 30 bux to the taxi. In these two weeks, I spent ALMOST 100 bux on cab. Nice one.

Janice turns 15! FINALLY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE ONG EH BOSS. FINALLY, You've enter 15 years old and is no longer the only 14 among us. Anw, the photo above is taken on your 14th birthday! Loool. Ok, may all your 11:11 come true.

Ah, what a boring day. It's a non-training friday which only happen once in a blue moon. And yet, I wasted it by staying at home and have tuition. Tell me nice anot.

I've been eating like there's no tomorrow. And yesterday, I stood on the weighing machine and BOOMZ. Scare me, gosh I'm afraid that I might be over weight! Like seriously, and we will be taking our height and weight in 2 weeks time! Gonna go on a diet.

Ialwaysaythatitwouldbethelasttime

thenexttime,iwillfindexcusestodoitagain.

WHY

Today in class, Reitian and I was talking about the world ending in 2012. Which I think it's kinda true? I DON'T WANT TO BELIEVE LA, HAIYO. But.. according to the bible (I think), from what reitian told me. It says that the world will end when, there's alot of natural disasters, when humans go crazy and when there are wars. And all these signs are happening. Earthquakes, floods etc. People going crazy, killing little kids in schools. And Korea side showing signs of war.
If it's written long ago and it's happening now. Is this coincidence? I hope so. I DONT WANT TO DIE SO YOUNG! Ahhhhh.. I still want to celebrate my 21st birthday! I still want to do sooooo many things! Hahaha.

I think time is passing really fast. Olivia is taking her o's soon. And next year is my turn. And she'll be legal age! Can you imagine that?! a moment ago I thought I was just sec 1. HAHA. Young and innocent*. The next moment I know, I'm taking my O's (next year). Then after saying time passes so fast for a few more years, I'm already grown up. 10-13 years down the road (if 2012 is a lie), we will be bringing our kids out and our kids will make friends. Hahaha, I think i'm thinking too much. But well, it's true isn't it?

Anw, my parents were rather lame just now.

Dad: Peter owns a car. What is the name of the car
Me: How I know.
Mum: WHAT.... ... ... is the name of the car.

LOL

My sixth sense told me that something's gonna happen. Something BAD. Something similar. I don't feel good :(

I've got project work to do, english assessmentS and chinese news assignment. But I'm just too lazy to touch them. Oh well, if I can change one thing on earth, I would change the size of earth, therefore we would have more than 24 hours a day and more days in a year. And so, time would not pass so fast.

Ok, I've decided, I would not slack on physics and languages anymore. I DON'T WANT TO RETAIN BECAUSE OF ENGLISH. I can feel the pressure again. Unit 7 of the physics tb. LOL

So addicted to that songggg, Siao liao. Anyway, I think I ate a spoilt durian. Bought it last thurs and I ate it today. And it taste sour-ishhh. YUCK. Will I die ?!?

Wdihsb,sdb.

I'm very sad that school's starting tomorrow. Back to waking up early, which kinda suck. I'm just so used to sleeping at 4am and waking up in the afternoon. Tomorrow reminds me of the first day of school, entering my new class with new classmates. Hmm.. :(

Time is so scary

Look at the date, School's starting in 2 days time!! Have you finished your homework? Proud to say, I finished almost all my homework. Haha. Time flies really fast isn't it? Especially when you're enjoying that moment. 4 weeks has passed, it's time to get back to school :( And do you know that yesterday was Micheal Jackson death anniversary? I didn't know it at first, was super shocked. I thought he died just a few months back, little did I know, one year has passed.

For now, enjoy the last two days of your holiday before you get drained by all the school work. Buaizxs

Ah I know i'm very tired now. I slept at 4am for two consecutive nights and went suntanning today. So I'm really very tired. But I just couldn't get myself to go to bed. My thoughts will run wild in a way. Hmmm.. Anw, We lost the match on sunday. just by 3 points. I don't know what I was playing. Was I even playing basketball? I mean is that a game or a dream. Seriously, I played like shit. Oh well, shall stop dwell on the previous match and focus on the last two matches. Let's hope miracles would happen. I don't want to waste this last championship with the sec 4s :(

In time to come, I'll give in.

I'm sad. It's true all these while.

Formspring

I think I've got nothing better to do. So I went to facebook and saw this formspring thing on the news feed. So I decided to create an account. Boliao anotx. Hahaha, alittle thick skin isn't it? I think it's meant for people who thinks that others want to know more about them. Lol, WHY AM I CRITICIZING MYSELF !? HAHA, Ok la. it's for fun k. don't think to much. Ok i think i'm like talking to myself. Like what some people say, blogs are meant for people who talk to themself. But twitter is worst right! Oops, I own a twitter too. OK, I'M TALKING TO MYSELF AGAIN.

Zzz, that's all :D

I didn't say anything, doesn't mean I'm ok with it. I say something, it means it's time to stop, get it? Please know your limits. No idea what I'm talking about? Look to your right.

-.- zzz

I'm done with my new blog skin. Lol, kinda bored of the previous ones. Anw, my days were filled with trainings and trainings. I didn't even touch on a single work though I've lotsa time to waste. Finally, I've a free wednesday after two weeks of holiday. LIKE FINALLY!?!? I'm gonna spend my time properly tmr. No more late nights. Maybe? Haha. And I've to go tanning before the new term starts. I need my beach badly :( The weather nowadays is best for tanning isn't it?

Alright, gotta rush for my 10 more graphs beofore my tutor come. Which is in 15 mins time. (?!)

Vietnam trip part 1

I wish to make a post about my trip. However, my mum's overseas and the usb cabel for the camera is with her! Oh well, shall talk alittle about the trip. On the second day, We visited the orphanage there and it was indeed a very good experience. If you have been following me on twitter you would know that Jessie, Janice, Diane, Riana and I bought 5kg of sweets for them. Because we thought that they are selling in Kgs. So we prepared games and packed the sweets the night before we head to the orphanage. At that time we were already dead beat. However, all the tiredness were worth it. We were unable to communicate with the kids there, but they are really cute! I met my partner, he snatched my sweet and wanted to break my thumb. What a naughty kid, however, their smiles just melt our hearts. I miss them now

There's this day, we went to the night market. And I was bloody cheated (ya,i'm repeating again). Still, i gotta say it. Haha, alright, so the first shop we went, I saw this shirt which looks pretty ok. So I bought it for my whole family which is 5 pieces. And I bargained from 600k plus to 513k. I find it quite exp as it's actually $7.60 per piece. And the quality of the shirt is damn suckish. But that sales girl whined and I was like zzz. So I bought it on impulse. Then, jessie and diane came. They saw the same shirt and they actually pretended to walk off. And guess what. THEY BOUGHT THE SHIRT AT 2 FOR 100k. RIGHT INFRONT OF ME OK! I wonder how I tolerate that. It's just so what the hell. The best part is, the words on the shirt is " same same but different" So it's kinda link. Zzzz.

Oh well, As expected, I did grew fatter when I came back. But how can I know gain weight when there's about 10 dishes per meal right? Haha, I kinda miss the trip now. Esp in the hotel. On the second night, Ms hamida and a few of us actually pranked 23 people into her room at wee hours. It was crazeh.

Ohoh, and there's once in the restaurant, an auntie mistaken me as the waitress and the other one that thinks that i'm working in the night market. -.-. And and and.. there's wifi every where in vietnam! Like everywhere manxzs, even at their so-call country side! Gosh, I miss the trip now. Anw, OBS LOOKS FUN TOO! Haha.

Vietnam Ho Chin Minh

I'm back from vietnam and I'm really happy. There's no place like home seriously. But somehow it reminds me of vietnam. However for that, I didn't bear to leave china. Haha. Ok, I somehow miss vietnam, dinner on the boat and karaoke in the bus. It was mad awesome. And I miss the kids in the orpahange. Photos up soon k.

Goodnight

I'll be back

I'm leaving~ on a jet plane, Dont know when I'll be back again. Oh baby, I hate to go~ HAHA Ya right!. LolPearlyn, dont miss us too much k


Wee~ I'm leaving house in 6 hour time. I can feel the excitement suddenly. But not as much as 2 years ago? Haha, Anw, We are going to taiwan at the end of the year. So ya, COUNTING DOWN AGAIN. WEETS~. Alright, So Janice and Jessie will be staying over at my house tonight before we head to the airport at 6am tmr morning. I've packed my luggage, just a few more stuff to put in and I'm all set!

Alright seeya people.

what's up with the world nowadays. People killing, people dying. China woman slash 9 people on the train, Humans running into school to slash children, man got slash in kallang. News of the deeath of celebrities on yahoonews. Gosh, is the world really ending?

Rant.

Vietnam trip in 3 more days, kinda excited but not as excited as the one we went two years ago to China. I miss china trip.

From what you say today, I did some brainwashing. I place myself in the shoes of the people around me. Seriously, I'm bad.

What am I doing

For a moment, I thought my account has been hacked. Because it just signed out suddenly and I couldn't sign in with the pass word which is thought is my password. So in the end, I actually typed in the wrong password. Lol, how dumb is that.

Oh, well workshop, rehearsel, YOG today. Kinda tiring but learning the Dikay barat(?) is really fun! And I sprained(?) my middle finger while balling today at 514.(Y). Zzz.

Off to vietnam in 3 days time? Kinda excited I guess? But I've no time to be excited. haha. Alright. buaizxs

:(

I couldn't sleep last night. Had only 4 hours of sleep and headed to school. Did some art work till 4pm and home. Got hit by a flu bug on the first day of Holiday (N). I can't get sick man, I've dozen of things to be done.

Alright, time for a nap or I may just die. Haha

VANS

Had a date with Jessie to get her vans. But there's limited sizes. Poor small leg girl. haha. Gosh, I'm so tempted to get this vans shoe. It's nice manzxs. The price is even NICER. Should I should I???? Lol, btw, this is a female shoe. LOL

Packed

I'm packed like nobody business for the first week of my holidays. Yog, Cip, rehearsel, lessons and trainings. Then, I'm off to vietnam for 5 days. And when I come back, I'll have trainings, tuition and matches. I need to breathe man. This is so torturing. :( I really have to juggle my priorities well, everything is so rush and important. Sigh.. Oh well, just hope everything goes well.

I miss camp already. The period when I'm really away from life was seriously torturing. However, the life there is like carefree and there's no stress. And we make new friends there and ya, just don't have to think about anything else besides fighting those dirtiness. Oh well, camp's over:( back to reality. Stress, work, bball, people around me. Hmmm..

And so 22 mins ago, on 28 may 2010, I saw 11.11PM for the first time in my life. It's really random kind. I just got the urge to on my itouch and when I on it, tada, 1111. Nice one.

Sigh, I dont know why, I just feel like leaving again. So lame. But well, What can I do? NOTHING.

And so, this is TOKYO. Oh well, I kinda miss camp I think. And I think that I'm kinda use to kampong food that when I eat some food here, my stomach can't stop making noise. Oh well, hmmm.

So I was woken up by my mum early in the morning, headed to school to meet my teacher. The moment I receive my result slip, my mood turns upside down. My level ranking is 169/203. Just because of my frigging english, I dropped by a hundred. Just because I failed my english, my class position drop all the way to 38. I've really learnt my lesson this time, english is just so important. Sigh, went to have lunch with my mum and went home. I have not recharge my energy and so I stayed at home whole day.

I'm craving for some cupcakes and ice-cream. Give me some please :( I don't feel good :(

FINALLY HOME!

Yes, like finally I'm home. So glad to be home. I've been away from life for 3 days and I thought I'm gonna die there. The living condition there is worst than anyone could expect. We lived in a kampong, filled with banana trees. The toilet is horrible, filled with HORRIBLE LIZARDS. The bed has bed bugs and there's no fans. I am lack of sleep and I grew fatter in a way, and my eyes became smaller and smaller.



Alright, So the things I did there are very challenging. Especially the night walk, I thought I would just die in the jungle. And I tried flying fox first time in my entire life. The savenger hunt was challenging as well. Oh well, this camp is really nice. It's an awesome experience. In a way, I feel lucky that my kampong is soooooooo much better. There's no place that can be compared to your own home:)

Alright, good bye, I miss camp somehow? Ptc tmr, I dont wanna see me frigging result slip-.-

Argh, fb is taking a million years to load. Anw, I'll be out to an Ulu place call Ulu tiram to live like a tarzan for 3 days. Hope I can slim down there. And Pray hard that the crocodiles don't eat me k.

Awesome, it's 2 days to my camp and my great aunt came today. AWESOME!! -.- I think i'm gonna have a hard time in camp already. Goodgame. Alright, so I went for trainng in the morning. My knee hurts like *&^%#@ since yesterday. I could hardly run :( Argh. Then, my parents came, went to eat and off we go to queensway. Shingz, I hate being stuck in traffic jams. It took me 2 hours to reach queensway. Bought several items, went for dinner and went home. Nice day isn't it?

Gosh, I'm like so pack on my first week of june holidays, with traininings, lessons and many more. Don't think I have the time to shop for the things needed for Vietnam trip. wee~ Can't wait! Haha

Alright, I Gotta pack my camp bag now but i'm too lazy to do it.

Buai

:(

Sigh, I'm like damn saddd. Ok, I got back all my overall results today. Before I view it, Ms Lee came to me and told me that I my whole ranking was pulled down just because of my damn English. So I viewed the paper and realise that I failed by only 0.9 marks!! And because of that my position drop from probably above average all the way to position 38/41. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS RIGHT! And I was like kinda happy for my average percentage, BUT I FRIGGING FAILED MY ENGLISH BY JUST 0.9 MARKS!!!!!!! Argh, damn pissed.

LOVED

Today after school, I went queensway with Jessie to get "her" stuff. Then I headed home, diane and Jessie then "went" to look for "diane's mum". I got home, bathed, browsing through Fb and stuff. Suddenly, I got a phone call from Jessie asking if I want to go cycling. I believed it. Then, I was told to look out of the window, and there they are, standing in the middle of the road holding " HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PAMELA" with two bras. hahahahaha.

I was like shock! I mean seriously, I didn't smell anything fishy. So I ran down and got them. Ohmy, I swear I was damn touch!! Cos I spend my 15th staying at home like a nerd due to exams! Freaking shock!!!! Enter my room and they sang Birthday song in 3 languages, 5 TIMES! haha, Like relighting the candles again and again, so I wished again and again. Ahhhhhh.. Can't stop smiling seriously.

Thanks so much babes, I felt loved by all of you. No words can express how I feel(so mushy). Ahhh, thanks JESSIE for being sucha good actress, DIANE for making my face look so dirty,

JANICE for shining the light at me. HAHA. OLIVIA for thinking of the stupid forfeit I have to do tmr. And last but not least, NANETTE for lighting the candles again and again. And to the girls who contributed to my present. LOVE YOU ALL MUCH MUCH MUCH. *MUACKZXS*

How disappointing is this, I failed my english.

HOW !? Siaopeh.

Diane turns 15

HAPPY 15? BIRTHDAY DIANE!!

WOAH, Like finally you join us, maybe we shouldn't leave janice alone, she gotta be older in advance. LOL. Lame ttm.

Alright, I'm too tired to post, My days after exams have been pretty awesome. Fri was a movie then mahjong, sat was balling whole day till I still get body ache today. Sun, Went bowling with shermaine and Olivia, Today went school, surprise Diane which eventually failed. Then to the gym for some work out. My limbs are breaking :(

Alright have fun, bye

TGEAO

Before the clock struck 12mn, I've gotta say this. THANK GOD EXAMS ARE OVER!. Well, I didn't end my paper with a smile, thinking that it's the end of the suffering. However, my face were filled with agony. I am afraid that my results for my Amaths paper will turn out bad. When I look at the time, and realise i'm left with 15 mins, with 17 marks blank, I panicked. But within that 15 mins, I manage to answer at least 10 marks. So just hope that some working marks will be given to that stupid question. But but, I studied whole night doing last year paper, cracking my brain and overslept in the morning morning. Awesome.

Alright, drop the topic about the papers. Like come on it's over!! I don't want to get back my results next week. Enjoy these 3 days of break, shiokness. BALLING TMR. Woots~ A date with My annoying orange on Saturday.

Anyway, today's date with my mum was a SUCCESS. My mum and I reached 313 and we had an awesome lunch, then we shopped till my legs almost break and my mum was like still so energetic. You've gotta have stamina in shopping as well you know! Btw, Riana, I never shop for OP girls today ok. Hahahaha, wondermum.

Alright, I'm super duper sleepy now. I can finally sleep till the sun shine on my Butts. Do not disturb me, I'm gonna be a sleeping beauty tonight, those who activate the sleeping beauty will BE EXECUTED. Muahahahaha

Goodnight and sleep well people.

OHMYGOODNESS. Tmr is my last and Final paper for this semester! Ohmy, I can't wait. Wee~~ So after my A maths paper, which ends at 10am, I'm gonna head back home straight and go shopping in town with my mama. It's been like what? since Primary 5 since I head town with her. 4 years? Wooots~

Alright, so after my papers, I'm gonna go balling like at least thrice a week, SUNTANING!!!!, Go on a diet, Gonna catch up with as many people as possible and whatever things you can thought of! I miss lifeee, life miss me:( how have you been, life?

Anw, I put on damn alot of weight in these 3-4 weeks. Not balling, eat and eat. Study = eat kinda theory. It affected me alot physically. I feel that my hair get lesser, my pimples are popping and my eye bags are terrible. I slept for only 4 hours before my history paper and I regretted it. I couldn't think of the points during the paper:(

Alright I CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT 2 HOURS OF PAPER TO END! But for now, tuition first -.-

BYE!

Found this on Fb, Funneh isn't it? LOL.

Alright, gotta sleep now. Good night.

I've gotta say this, I kinda give up on Mid-Year.

Life's hard.

Come let's go for Ice-cream.

Give me one tub, and I'll finish you up

That Lady

Happy Mother's day!

That lady above, my mum, may not be the best mum on earth but she's my best and only mum and the one that love me more than anyone else on earth. Though she is small and resembles a dwarf, she has a big heart and act as a big shield for me. The one who made me grow into someone who's now bigger size than her. hahahahaha. So cute isn't it.

Well, I have not wish her Happy mother's day yet and my mission for today is to say "I love you" to her. It's bee like almost 10 years since I last said "I love you"to her. Because, it's not a common practise and I'm not a mushy type of daughter. And it's

very hard to say that 3 words. True?

And Yes, I'm gonna say it before 12mn.

Turning 15

And Finally, I turn 15. It's funny how fast time goes without you noticing it. As you can see from the picture above, it's a two in one cake. So this year my birthday was celebrated with tuition in the morning, then stoning and walking about like a zombie for 6 hours. Then uncle and auntie came for mother's day steamboat. Was suppose to go cycling, but it's kinda late. So diane came over with her mum to play with paris and off she go. Awesome, I wasted one whole day without touching a single notes/books. Tmr's a brand new day, TO STUDY. Zzz

Alright bye.

Disgusting Image.

GOODNESS GRACIOUS! OHMY, I almost lose my appetite seriously. There's this Sheep in Turkey that gave birthday to a.human.face LAMB !!! HUMAN FACE. Yah! Just like me and you! Imagine.. YOU, walking on four legs with fur. Imagine, what if this lamb start crying like a baby?

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Btw, TGIF :D

Physics is easy

TO FAIL !

Imagine, what if the roller coaster breaks down while you were dropping down? Crazy people, wasting money to risk their life. Btw, I take roller-coasters too, small small ones. Haha.



I screwed my physics upside down today. Like seriously, it's damn effing hardddd! The question on Dam is really DAMNNNN! My brain is kinda dead after having physics and E-maths together. Perhaps I should go and sleep later and go balling, or swimming?



Btw btw btw btw!!! Last night while I was working very hard on my physics, I felt tired. So I decided to brush my teeth and yeah do whatever sorts of things in the toilet. Suddenly, while I was sitting on my toilet bowl, this hot-looking-tanned Lizard start running like a crazy woman on the toilet floor! OF COURSE I RAN OUT IMMEDIATELY LA!!! And I wasted my dad's, bro's and my time looking for that stupid lizard but to no avail. For now, I would try to prevent myself from going to the toilet because it's still MISSING. damnnnnn



ANTI LIZARDS CAMPAIGN.

Luck, no

Damn those mosquito, flying ants, etc. They bit me inside up, upside down. And now I've got like rashes from head to toe.

Alright, I think exams count very much on luck. And unfortunately, this time round, I have none. I studied report writing for English, it came out to be Formal writing, and I wrote the wrong format. Two out of Three topics will be tested for SS essay and I studied the one that didn't came out. So what's next?

1 down.

I screwed my chinese :( I spend more time reading the passage then to answer the question. but seriously, it's super ridiculous, 2 pages of passage and 5 MCQ questions. gg (quoted from jj). So glad that I don't have to touch chinese at the moment. Shiok.

I somehow regretted.lol.

Cheena are meant for Aliens, not ME.

I dreamt that I scored 54 marks for my chinese paper when I left so many question blank as I was late for that paper. Nonsense, I'm gonna Score at least a 55 ok!

Stayed at home and got dried up. Books and chinese characters are driving me up the wall. It's so hard, totally no talent in language. I spend 5 hours revising for paper 2, whattabout paper 1? I don't have another 5 hours man. This is insane I must say. I needa sun to cook me really soon. I look like snow white (a little exaggerating). I'm so gonna enjoy myself after exam. Btw, i'm getting rounder, and rounder, and rounder. No balling for 3 weeks! Killerz. I can't wait to leave this country this june. Weee~ First is malaysia camp one week after paper, then Vietnam trip and MAYBE to Taiwan and Sabah Sarawak. Great time to chill.

Alright, Gonna get Paper 1 right.

*wink wink*

Argh, I feeeeel sooo cheated! My mum cheated me. TWO DAYS! Awesome. First was to my grandparents house which is damn boring and it's not as important as what she says. Suppose to be out to lo one for just breakfast and groceries. But we end up heading all the way to Bukit Timah. WHAT IS THIS !? Now one more day to study like 5 subjects!? Shingz.. If only I can make her pay for my time. Pissed man, tootallyyy. Alright, off to mac ALONE to mug. Bye

Gaga

Gosh, Seriously. I think Lady Gaga is going gagagagagagaga. She actually amputated her leg for FASHION STATEMENT. Loooool. I am super shocked can. Imagine her walking on the red carpet without a leg. Lol

Anyhow, did you see the Tattoo on her arm? I like. haha

Spoof of Jeanette Aw

You've gotta watch this. Seriously, ohmygoodness. I watched it 10 times, I laughed 10 times!

Damn those flying ants who got tired of living just because it's raining. It bit me all over my body from head to toe! And it's super itchyyyyy. Argh, if only I can eat them up. Lol. Ahh, I'm so sleepy now, but I've gotta do some workk. Grr.. It's funny how weak and blur you can get when you are just too tired. You can't even call yourself to wake up! Anw, Lemme ask you, how are giraffes imported from overseas? My mum told me that they import the EGGS over. -.-. LOL, NO WONDER I DID SO BADLY FOR MY BIO LAST YEAR!

Alright I'll be awayyyy. Studying ya'know? gUd galzx
kudos

Argh

Watched star awards? Ruien and Elvin. Woohooo. Coolshit. Ahhh, and Ruien. I like tht red hot lip stick. Weee. I sound insane. Loool. School tmr, can't wait to really get my ass down to flirt my books. Time flies isn't it? after mid year, half a year is gone.

Alright good night.

Still waiting

Woots~ Jogathon today. I'm suppose to raech school at 6.05am but I woke up at 6am! Was like 30 mins late. heehee. I think my helper must be thinking that I;m crazy running out of the house at 6am. Really ran like siao. Jogathon was tiringgg. All thanks to extra large sun. I almost melt. Felt a sense of accomplishment after the whole thing ended. Shiok.

Went back school and went to watch semi finals at CSH. Awww.. Haha. The match on both sides were really exciting. Dunman and SCGS we tying all the way, from beginning till the end. And Dunman won in the end. The other side was JSS and JWSS. They had two time extra time!! We were jumping like mad woman. JWSS won. Took the school bus back and I ran home, IN THE RAIN! Did you receive the acid rain thingy msg? I am kinda scared now. Looool. Ok, I think i'm not so suay la.

AH! I FEEL LIKE BALLING NOW!!! ESPECIALLY AFTER WATCHING THE SEMIS!!!

I don't know why but i still have this very awful feeling. Although it's like a 3 days ago kinda thing. Somehow, I felt even more remorse after I read ramona's post. It's damn hurting you see. Sighh. By looking at the court, it kinda irks me. Some may know why. I just don't feel like doing anything that has gotta do with that ball. I can feel that my passion is dying suddenly. But I know it's just for awhile. I'll be better soon I guess. There's a reason behind that reason. Don't think too much ok.

I feel weird.

Paris ate a bird yesterday. Yumyum.

annoyed, really annoyed. Sigh.

Ah, I'm so not ready to end this season. I'm gonna miss this team. :(

So near yet so Far

Sigh, I didn't expect that our journey ends here. Like what? 19 april? That's like too soon, I expected to rush down to CSH after our cross-country. It's just one frigging point. WHYWHYWHYWHYYYY. Seriously, shingz today's ref. I know I shouldn't blame on the ref. But today's game is really too much to take. Last match!?!?!? WE HAVE NOT EVEN TAKEN A PROPER TEAM PHOTO YET. Arghh.. I can hardly accept this. sigh, I miss those times where we will look forward to every match blah blah. Argh. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel like...

Brace face

Wooo~ did you watch star awards just now? Elvin Ng is soo handsome right? OMG, I'm fainting. haha. Alright, so basically, I wasted my weekends by eating and eting like the world is ending. Seriously, I did not do anything productive this weekend. I stayed at home and.. EAT. -.- and.. EAT! Looool. But I did some maths, did not touch on anything else. Oh and I watched redcliff since it's tested in our chinese paper. Loool.

I wanna bracessssssssssssssssssssssss. Seriously, I don't understand whyyyy. Shingz that man.

Sigh

Sigh, damn frigging sadddddd. I thought my parents promise a whiteberry for my birthday. But they just burst my bubble. I really feel like whining man, Seriously. And the reason is because my mum doesn't want to accept the fact that she have to pay penalty.loool.

Alright, school's not so tiring, it's a short day. Weeee. Had oral practise, then training for alittle while. And I've got a head shot today, all thanks to PangPeiShi. It's damn painful, I swear. I dropped on the floor immediately. And she laughed her ass off. -.- Went to eat and we were discussing about our taiwan trip just like how we feel 2 years back! Wee~ I miss china trip :(

I'm sooo itchy now. Got bitten all over by the flying antssssssssssss.

Byeee

Happy Birthday banana

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSIE! MUAKZ :)

I feel so weird to accept the fact that you are older than me lor! haha, it's just less than a month different though. hahaha. Try harder in acting cute this year okay.

Ok, I'm starting to get worried for my Mid-Yea exams because my matches PROBABLY will end one week before my papers. The match next monday will determine if we can continue. Back to topic. One week before is obviously not enough time! Plus plus plus, I've been doing badly for my tests. Esp when my class is soooo competitive, everyone is improving except for me! Ahhhh.. okay, I'm done with complaining.

Bye

I know it's like damn late nowwwww. But when you don't have school on a weekday, you've gotta make yourself enjoy every bits of it right? Alright, so E-learning today and it's gonna be like the last one in our entire lifeeeeeeeeeeeee. After that I spammed called someone like siao ding dong, bcos she CAN'T wake up. Sigh. hahahahaha. so head down to town to use our converse voucher. And walked around and went home. Zzz.. Ahh, so tired now.

My tail bone is hurting like even crazier now. Because I went to the fitness corner and do some stupid stuff and I fall on the bicycle seat with the pointed part hitting directly at my tail bone. OUCH!!! painnnnnnnn.

Wooo, know what? 1852 came out in starter today. I mean 4D. And my mum bought 1822. hahaha. 'lucky' isn't it. Heehee.

Bored

I want to tann damn badly NOW! I think I'm pretty white and it don't suits me la! HAHA. Ok whatever. I slept for 3 hours in the afternoon. Shiokness. And I realise that mid year is in 3 weeks time. Can you imagine how fast is that?! For a moment, I thought I just enter sec3. The next moment, i realise half of my year is going to be over. ZOOM, gone. And the best part is that season will stop one week before mid year. Coolioz. I really needa study tmr!!

I know I shouldn't but I just can't help it.

A promise that I made with myself

445th

Wee~ physics test postponed to friday. Feel so bless that i didn't take the test because I thought I've studied finish, however, I only studied 1/5 of the whole thing. Looool. So had training just now, and I was kinda piss with myself. I really don't have the guts to jump when there's people around me. I kept thinking of what if I sprain my leg, and that feeling sucks, TOTALLY! Sigh, why now man, seriously, WHY NOW !? Argh.

Match against Dunman tmr, gotta have the die die must win spirit. woots~

Swollen

Sigh, I dont feel like studying for my physics test. Still in the long weekends mood. My right eye is swollen like a puny toomato and my ears are uneven. My left year is swollen too :( wazzupp mannn.

Once bitten twice shy. I'm confuse. I'm annoyed with myself. I feel weirddddddddddddddddddd. I needa spit those nonsense out and take a chill pill. Sigh.

Nana's birthday chalet

Ok yesterday was nana's birthday chalet. We went there and the rain seriously spoil everything. Like totally! There's suppose to be alot of space but due to the rain, everyone gotta stay indoor. So we ate, spam photos, go crazy. haha. Oh and before that we have training. Crazy training we ran 100 times the width of the court ok!! 100 TIMES!!! And many more.

So after nana's chalet, we went off and went to some place to take a break. haha. We played donkey, silly game. we got chased off and we took Lijun's father car back to cck. Then, Olivia Janice and Jessie came to my house to drinkkkkk. And that Jessie is so ____ (fill in the blanks). haha. We watched movie and jessie have the crazy idea to sing karaoke in the middle of the night! So we on karaoke and they went crazy. Totally. Soon, everyone went to sleep.

Wake up in the morning laugh like mad. I don't know why. washed up and they went home. Had a crazy night last night and I love it (Y).

Alright, My whole body is aching like nobody business and I need some sleep too. Maybe?

byee

I'M SO OBSESSED

WITH MYSELF !!

Ok, So i wake up in the morning feeling like p.diddy. Loool. No la, kidding. So i wake up in the morning and I feel like digging my old photos out. So I went to FRIENDSTER. Ya, this year still who use friendster. Haha. Okkkkk. And I dig out a few photos.




Taken with mich, evelyn ms yong and keeny. Hahaha, so tanned and centre parting. woots~ I likeee. hahahahahahaha. Look so primary school-ish huh! hahahahaha,


Sooooooo obsessed with myselffffffff. haha. I feel so crazy now.

5 hours and 30 mins

I realise I only ate a small packet of fried chicken for the whole day and I'm very hungry right now. My brain aren't functioning well. Haha.

I woke up with a terrible headache. I dreamt that I am in my primary school and I met alot of my old teachers and also my old principal. All my ex-classmates and every long lost friend. Then suddenly, a bright light came and the asteroids hit earth. I cried. I don't want to die. haha. Sound stupid, but it's true.

Alright, gotta eat something before I faint. Bye

Tired.

World's most annoying team. I like

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY SITI AMNAH SENEN!

Alright, so today is this princess birthday. And don't kill me for that super 'pretty' photo. But it's nice right, it shows what you got. Heehee.

I've got lessons,tests and trainings in school. The planning of nana's birthday was a success. Nothing was leak out. How great. And we are really quiet ok! So we video our way up from the first floor to her home. haha, can't wait to watch that video. So yeah, we have delicious-est food made my nana's mother and pizzas. Lurb. We took photos, we watch ninja worriors, we laugh like mad, we scream like mad because of the ninja warrior(-.-). We eat like mad, we disturb nana like mad. hahaha.

So at the end, I was the victim. Haha. walked home after that and I was like smiling to myself. What an awesome team can I have. I mean it feels damn good seeing all of us working together to plan stuffs like this and like seeing all the laughter and ya la everything. We do the most chorlor things together and say the most digusting things you can ever hear. I love my team which is filled with 14 ANNOYING girls. So how? Will you still like my team? haha

Good night people. I may sleep smiling :)Heehee

Tuesday :(

Argh, I screwed my chinese oral. Oh wait, since when did I even do well. Loool. Why must Chinese have endless vocabulary ?! Out of the whole passage, I have almost 20 words that I don't know how to read. Zzz. Lessons are not so bad today, just the silent reading part. Tsk, I miss waking up late on tuesday :( I miss breakfast :( I miss last year :( I miss so many thingsss :(

It's gonna be a short week this week. I want to head down to town this Friday for pressies and shopping. Alright, now gotta have tuition for my A maths test tmr!

Oh btw, Justin Beiber's new songs are out! GO DOWNLOAD IT NOW!

Tata

My weekends are gone just like that. BOOMZ. gone. So I went fun O rama yesterday at ACJC. THE SCHOOL IS DAMN BIG, really! Their gym is like the size of our auditorium? Haha. I'm serious. And the guys there are really good looking la. Sigh, my black tank top guy :( haha Ok, So I spent 10 bucks on 2 cups of drink and one sausage prata. haha. Went down Dhoby gaut to study, alone. It was very very productive ok! Because I was the only customer in the cafe and nothing can distract me. haha. Then met Xiaofei and went Shaw house to get her stuff. And gosh, I saw a guy wearing leggings. It was zzzz.

Well, I woke up damn early on both days. Woke up at 7am on sat and 9am on sunday. Sigh. So I did my work and I went Swimming. It was frigging crowded. And I was being attacked in the water! Loool. BTW, WE THINK THAT OLIVIA LOOK LIKE ANNOYING ORANGE. DONT YOU THINK SO?

Bye orange

Phobia

I'm eating my own kind. haha, jsut kidding

It's 57 plates ok! We ate 57 plates of sushi, 2 bowls of udon, 10 hanrolls and 5 cups of ice-cream in total! Can you just imagine that !?

Alright, I'm sooo tired now. Super duper tireddd. I just feel like sleeping, but I've got like alot of work to do. I mean those that is needed to be done today. So we have match against manjusri. Great game, won 75-17. Hmm, till now, I still dont have the courage to get rebound! Once bitten, twice shy. I think i better get this mindset off my head or I can forget about playing. LOL.

Alright. bye

Spare tyre

I know I should be like studying now or doing my long-never-touch-homework. But I'm just plain lazy la. I spent like a few hours infront of my lappy stalking people. Celebs la, what are you thinking. haha. Yeah, last night, I was soo engross in xiaxue's post about her getting married that I read till I pass my sleeping time!

Ohmy, her husband (mike,angmoh) is so damn handsome. Yes, REALLY DAMN HANDSOME! Go read her blog if you don't believe me. And majority of the things needed to prepare for her wedding is sponsored and everything. Zzz. And I was reading rozz's (9.87FM dj) blog just now. So awesome. Sucha stalker, I know.

Alright, lots of teachers are out on course for the whole week I guess. So we get like at least 2-3 periods free which I use it to waste. Crap. Had some briefing for the Japan field trip our school is having at the end of the year. nah, i'm not going. Then we headed to causeway point to have sakae sushi. Eat till I can hardly walk. Eat till all of us leave with spare tyre. Am afraid that I might not be able to run tmr lor. Walked around and I spent my money on a book and assessment. sucha good gal.

Have you ever feel like you need someone? Like no one specific. Just felt like it. loool, just random

Alright, byeee

Ms/Mr wonggg

Ok, tell you something damn retarded today.

Ok, so I want to skip my chinese oral rehearsel(?). Then I;ve to call ms wong. But i dont have her number. So I was with diane.

Me: eh you got ms wong number?
Diane: ya i think i got, nah *she shows me the number*
* I put in my phone and dial that number*

*a guy picks up*
Me: Hallo
Him: halloo
me: Halooo
Him: Ya hello, who are you?
Me: hmmm, I;m pamela
Him: ya, pamela, yes?
Me: errr are you miss wong? (like obviously not la)
Him: YA I'M MR WONG.
Me: Err.. I'm looking for ms wong, who aare you?
Him: Ya I'm mr wong.
Me: No, I'm looking for ms wong
Him: Ya I'm mr wong. yes pamela?
Me: Is ms wong there?
Him: I'M MR WONG.
Me: hmmm, sorry i think i called the wrong number.
Him: oh ok, bye
*hangs the phone*

Me: EH DIANE DID YOU GIVE ME THE WRONG NUMBER !? EH WAIT! I THINK THAT GUY ON THE LINE IS YOUR PRI SCH COACH !!!
*Diane checks the phone.*

Diane: EH YA ! HAHAHAHAHAHHA.
Me: omggg, so damn paiseh la.

Zzzz, I only realise that the guy on the line is mr wong after I hang the phone.

Happy birthday Pearlyn~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEARLYN!

Hey gal, you're already 15 years old. And you have already expire from being childish. So you better grow up and don't repeat yourself everytime for 2345654 times ok! haha, you're gonna get your ic. Like boomz. Happy birthday!

Alright, so I didn't go to school today. I couldn't really walk today so I went for x-ray which turns out alright. But I'll take weeks to recover. Went to the polyclinic early in the morning then went to my grandmother house then back to my house. Took out my work and I slept from 1.30pm to 4pm. Then, msn was kinda screwed so I tried alot of ways to log in and realise that everyone is facing the same problem as me. Lol, had tuition and blah blah.

Then just now, while I was watching tv, my dad took a hose into the house to fill up the fish tank. Then somehow, when he is going out, he didnt realise that he press the 'trigger' on the hose. So my living room was like raining. HAHA. And I was all wet!

School tmr then to AMK.

Alright, byeee

Alright, so I managed to limp my way to school today without being late. haha. But I am able to walk more normally after alot of walking. So yeah, I'm gonna be cure in noo time, though it's like elephant leg now. haha. Lessons passes pretty fast, didn't really get bored. I'm gonna work hard this term and sleep early too. Been too sleepy nowadays. And yeah, something damn damn damn damn embarrassing happen in class today. I don't wish to elaborate. Totally speechless la.

So after school, met Janice and she have to do her work. And she have to copy it 3 times as her punishment. However, her punishment then became mine. I ended up copying for her. How great am I. So watched them train blah blah, went lot one to look for ankle guard but to no avail.

Alright, byee

Sometimes I feel better closing one eye.

3on3. zzz

How accurate can my instinct get? Before my 3on3, I told someone, I cant remember who that "If we get injured tmr, then die already". And yeah today, I just played like 5 mins of the 3ON3. And I fell flat on the ground. I land on someone's leg actually. Damn pain mannnn. And the next thing I know is that I'm biting on my finger tips and was being dragged out by the paramedics. Of course I cried like mad, nationals is like in 5 days time. And now this. Luckily, the paramedics uses ice to make my swell smaller. So yeah, visited the sinseh and I may be able to cure in a week time?

May god bless me.

Goodluck Jessie, Janice and diane for tmr's 3on3! haha, I need the money for my medical fees! Lol.

Alright, good night
Time to let go I guess? I've said it like a zillion times

Enough is Enough

Match against HCI. Good experience, I threw my face like siao. for screaming. Zzz.. Especially when... lol. But people pull your shirt like a dog whenever you go down, you wont scream? lol. Was damn pissed, not with them. But yeah, DAMN PISSED. Things ain't gonna be good this year. Suddenly, I just don't want to. Ah, skip it.

3on3 briefing, total waste of time. Dine at golden cafe and home. 3on3 tmr at west mall. Tired. When there's training almost everyday, I get unhappy about it. But when there's no training or games or whatsoever, I'll feel damn uncomfortable. Loool, maybe I'm just immune to it.

Bye

Sighhhhhhhhhhhh

Xf stayed over last night to mug. But I only did like a few things, was too tired. I even sleep walked. And the best part is that I dont even know that I walked. Looool.

Training ended early, coach played 4on4 with us. Laughed like mad. And went mad about some stuff. Kinda pissed. Friendly against HCI tmr. Crazy right? Yeah.

+Get it over and done with.
+Just the matter of time, isn't it?

These are the photos of team lunch. Too lazy to upload the rest.

Physics lesson in the morning. Kinda productive. Trained in the auditorium and all the 2008 times are back again. Like those things we use to say e.g "eh help push the ring". Aw.. Ate,slack and talked with Jessie and Pearlyn. Then, home.

Seriously, I shouldn't have remind myself about it. I can't do it, really.

Band

Wooo~ I skipped my physics lesson today just to go back to my primary school as they are having band camp. So yeah, I went back with kenny and we did some catching up. Oh, and I can still play the trumpet. Haha, I miss band, seriously. Like Hk trip and everything, and the wohle band changed alot. like kids, really kids. Small kids.

So went Lot one to have my lunch with kenny. Was suppose to meet up after training to study, But nah. Haha, Alright, training was alright. We have a new assistant coach. That's all.

I'm utterly disappointed
didn't know you were that kinda person.
Sigh

Yesterday was another awesome day. Met up with Xf and Olivia then we head down to kallang leisure for kbox! So we sang and jumped like siao pehs for 5 hours. Haha, crazy people. Then, we went to the arcade for games. haha, like woah, it's been like 3-4 years since i step into the arcade man! haha, the next time may be like 3-4 years later? went ice skating after that. Not as good as jurong's one but well, better than nothing. Camwhore like crazy and went pastamania for dinner.

Took a bus to orchard Mrt as Olivia gotta meet his dad at kallang. Then, when we enter the station blah blah blah, I saw this train approaching then I ran in thinking that it's the correct train. But when we got in, we realise that we are in the wrong train. HAHA, yeah I can never guide the way. So yeah, waited for Olivia's dad at kallang station and we went home.

Anw, I think the world is ending. Really. Like the pollution, disasters in many countries. It's like a weekly kinda thing. And now, I realise that the sky will start glowing by itself in the night. Like really damnn scary. I don't want to die YET.

Alright, photos will be uploaded soon. I guess?

Bye

That molly

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOFEI :)

So yeah, I've an awesome day yesterday with awesome people. Last day of term 1 yesterday and yeah, lots of holiday lessons. And guess what, I've training on mon, tues. thurs and friday. And the best thing is that, on my only free day on wed, I've majority of my lessons on that day from 8 to 12.30pm. and and andddd most of the people are not having lessons on that day. Which means we CAN ( SUPPOSEDLY) go to the beach or what. ARGH! Very very annoyed by that.

So went to have team lunch at pizza hut yesterday. camwhored like siao. haha. Went back school after that to play and chatted alot with coach. Know sooo much about him, he's kinda ah beng last time huh! hahahahaha. Went to get molly's present and went to buy the cake. Reached the playground below her house and we did some stuff and slack like crazy while waited for her. And something damn embarrassing happened! haha. We almost gave up lor! Super tired. We didn't go home since we left house at 7am in the morning ok! haha.

So at 12.30AM she finally reached and we followed her home. We took a short cut but she saw us! Mission failed! Went to eat the cake and we laughed like crazy. haha. went home after that and reach home at around 1.30am. tired. But it was worthwhile. Haha, awesome day.

Sigh, my holiday :( RUINED.

I miss the past BUT Will love the future

OMG, I am damn hyper now though my eyes are really super tired. I am sooo frigging excited for the b'div finals tmr. I can't wait to cheer for them and you know, all sorts of things. haha, Yeeeepeee. And of course plans ahead. WOOooo. cant waitt !! hahahaha. Good luck girls! I wanna see tears of joy tmr, REALLY!

Love you all foreverrrrr

Btw, today is an awesome awesome day! Alright, I realise I cant sleep in class. because I accidentally told reitian my password when I was sleeping. You know, when you are sleeping, you will leak everything out sometimes. Ok, back to the AWESOME point. So training, MOLLY CAME BACK. Our dear molly. Haha, yeah and team talked. And even before she starts talking, jessie starts crying. SIGH. And once molly said about the past, like videos and every little things, all of us just cried. Really damn sad, I really miss the past damn alot. ESP CHINA TRIP :(
I LOVE TEAM USSBBG. WOOTS~ The future ain't gonna be like how we enjoy ourselves last time. Really, when everything is just merely memories.

Alright, that's all for today.
I dont think i can sleep well tonight. I love you girls kkkkkkk

Hmm?

The weather is killing me, the polluted air is making my eyes swollen. It's damn irritating~ Are these signs of 2012? I'm scared man, really. I don't want to die yet. I still wanna get married. lol.

Met up with faith today and I am taller than her by 0.25cm I think. It's a great day. Met team at nana's house and analyzed on this thurs match! *excited*

Btw her mother is awesomez.

Emo timeS are over peeps. it's time to get a life. (not really actually) teeheee. And ___(fill in the blanks) is really sucha MOTHUUUCK.

Alright, I'm frigging worried actually. teehee.

i dont want you to, but I want to. I'm J, really.

S.H.A.G

hey people, do my title make you wanna laugh? esp diane, confirm wont stop laughing. asshole. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahha

The week is ending and I am super duper tired. Out of the 7 days, I spend 6 days balling. And guess what, there's still training tmr. Very very tired. I've yet to do any of my work. I wanted to run another 2.4km later. But nah, I'm dead beat. I've been wasting my money on taxi. Because I'm just too tired. I know it's boring, but yeah. I'M REALLY TIRED. I ate mac breakfast ttwice today, I'm getting fat. I woke up at 6.30am on a sunday morning and that's ridiculous. I'm meeting Faithy on tues, I can't wait to see her braces. Argh, school again tmr.
What am I doing to myself? This is insane
Alright, I want to sleep now. tatas~

what's Idk

Well this few days, I've been getting good news and bad news. And really those BAD kind. Like regardless of anything, it's just bad. Till I don't even know if I should be worried or glad. But all I know is that I'm scared. Looool.

Quite timid huh.