Leaving singapore at 23rd dec 2008 11.30pm. And yeap, it's my first time taking a night flight. The sunrise on the airplane is superbly nice can!

Reached tokyo at around 6am in the morning. Singapore time. Than headed to another airport to go to hokkaido! And it's like omg, first time seeing snow. Than headed for lunch than went to a very nice and beautiful shop that sells musical box. It's really cool! The first step you enter the shop, your ears will be surrounded by lots of music.

This clock is damn freaking cool. It does not have those 'ding dong' sound when the clock struck. It actually come out smoke. Btw, ignore that woman there. Than we were brought to some street in hokkaido with a temperature of 4.9 degree celcius!

Finally a beautifully made snow ball after many attempt. Had our dinner and off to the hotel for check in. Why so early? because the sun there sets at 3.30pm singapore time.

Was serve with a very japanese style breakfast and seats. early in the morning 6.30 singapore time.!

Than had a two hours journey to another part of hokkaido. Upon reaching that place, we went to the zoo there. The zoo is nothing compared to singapore zoo! The animals there can't be found in singapore. Like the white fox, gigantic chimpanzee and their toilet rocks. My mum was shock at the first time. After doing your business, there is this flushing button, and when you press it, you will thought that it's alot of shit rotating around. But it's actually ferteliser. They are using our waste to be use as fertiliser. How cool!

FYI, it's actually the white fox. It look super like a soft toy.

A bear! it's super huge. the head itself is my body length ok!

That's the white owl that can't stop rotating it's head.

CHRISTMAS! CHRISTMAS! CHRISTMAS! It's an unforgetable christmas! Woke up and headed to another part of hokkaido, Another 2hours journey! And the place that we went is actually.......... -20 degree celcius! yeah! no kidding. Went to this place to play snow sports. instead of water sports like banana boat, snow also have banana boat. It's really super fun there

Of course there should be snow fight during christmas! weeee~

After that we went to this ice pavillion. guess what. It's -21 in there and another place with a nice sensation. IT'S -41 ! isn't that crazy! And there is this slide thing outside the ice pavillion. It's like you have to sit on a bowl and you will slide down. And the slide it's really steep. It's like your heart dropping down!

Than went to our hotel to check in. This time round, the hotel is super nice. We were actaully sleeping in tatami.(a time of japanese mattress) The blanket is actually made of come kind of bird feathers. And it really kept me warm and it's super shiok lor. Had our dinner at the hotel japanese buffet restaurant. This tour group is kinda cute. The tour guide actually requested that everyone wear their kimono to come down and have our dinner. This is our tatami room.Brother and I in kimono

Well, I was kinda scared that the bear starts moving. And I am serious.!

After dinner, i left the restaurant and saw SNOW!! IT'S LIKE FINALLY! And just nice, it started snowing on christmas! it's a good sign! So I ran out in my kimono despite the temperature of -15. So I took a picture and ran in.

Ran back to my room, changed and rush down to play with snow! Although I am like playing with myself, it's still very fun! make snow angels, and touching the super duper soft snow. OMG! I am missing snow already.

Went to sleep after that. It's really comfortable to sleep in tatami. However, singapore temperature can't keep tatami as it may grow some fungus or what.

Woke up at 26 dec 5.30 singapore time! yeah! Sounds unbelievable that I can actually wake up at some unknown time. Since we are at the coldest part of hokkaido, we should enjoy the coldness more. Went to look at the longest waterfall that's 90m tall! However, since it's so cold, the waterfall actually frozen. And it looks really weird when the water is frozen

Than went to ANOTHER part of hakkaido, Yeap, 2 hours of journey. sleep sleep sleep. Visited this very famous biscuit factory. The biscuit it's really delicious. It's actually a piece of white chocolate inbetween two biscuit. yum yum~ Crazy and friendly people met in this tour group.
And I SAW pinnochio!

And monaliza too!

Than went to some beer factory bought some chocolate and drank some too. Had lunch at the place beside the factory. And due to the night before snow, the place is actually drowned with snow! So.. after lunch, everybody start to have snow fight. And it really meant snow fight. Not only the young ones are playing. Those uncles and aunties played too. And all of us left the place all drenched. THAT'S MAD!

Than went to this skiing resort. However, we reached that resort too late and it's getting dark. So no skiing this time. Was kinda disappointed as I always wish to ski. Checked in and had our dinner. After dinner, we went to this ice village, It's damn damn cold ok! I almost froze! There are horserides and dogs ride. But it's super expensive. Not worth it. Than went to their igloo. It's damn cool, It's like there's a bar there that sells liquor. and it's really an igloo. everything is in ice! EVEN THEIR CUPS!

Next day, we went to the city of hokkaido. Practically, we did shopping there. We were brought to the place where it's the warehouse of different brands. So the things there were sold at a cheaper price. Had our dinner And went back hotel. Went to their macdonalds to try out their Macprawn and Macpork. It tasted super nice ok! And the roads there at night are very slippery, one of us actually fell down. It's so cold that even the roads turn into ice! Had gathering in someone's room and ate our supper

Flew to tokyo on the 28th and did some sight see-ing. And of course, their ramen is a must try thing. And now i know why japanese eat ramen, always will have the "zoot zoot" sound. Because, the ramen cannot be bitten at all! Suppose to take an evening flight back. But the flight delayed for 5 hours. So we went back to the street of tokyo by taking their train. Can you imagine? the whole tour group taking their train there? it's a new experience indeed. Flew back to singapore and home sweet home :D yeah!

This girl is super duper cute! The whole bus is full of her laughter. HAHA

And of course the crazy people for this group, And that includes that little girl

The snow is heavy ok! And you can tell from my face that i am freezing

And I still miss snow!

End of with my brother and I :D

(China trip) I miss

I LOVE USSBBG!

Jiaolian rock big time!

JAPAN WAS COOL SHIT!

Wee wee, mummy poko pants, now my tools bar are up and I can start uploading pictures. yeah! But i still don't like this computer. tsk tsk. How I wish to have a new computer or a laptop? yaya, I WISH. But really this computer is making me stupidly insane.

I just bit my toungue on monday, but why everytime I got injured, it always happens on my mouth !? the other time is my lips split now is my toungue (alittle lah) maybe god is hinting me not to talk so much? But.. IF (emphasize on IF) one day, I stop talking or talk very little, you guys will be asking me what happen? why am i talking so little. So to prevent people from getting scared, I better be normal. Hee hee.

Btw, Happy new year. It's a brand new year with a brand new start :D weee.. streaming year, well, I will work hard and try to get to a good class next year.

Ok, since I am totally free now with no homework tonight as I was am on MC today. So I finished all my homework. Orientation on the first three days of school. Now I understand how the sec 3 ccac who took us last year feels. But well, it's something that all sec 2 ccac will encounter. But I still love ccac :D

First day was just ice breaker, got scolded as we did not did a good job. Ok, day two sucks. everything just went bonkers. Telematch was suppose to me 1 and a half hour. But.. we spent one hour to prepare, 15mins to explain and only 15 mins to play. Of course got scolded and punishment. The next day after the orientation was normal school day. Got very serious flu ok. It's like nothing go into my brain in class and the class actually donated all their tissue paper to me. Thank you. Than had training. Half way through cannot take it anymore, as i feels that i may collapse anytime. So stop training, took panadol and blah blah blah.

This year, i am going to set goals for myself.

1. I will be less noisy
2. I will study hard and not slack anymore. Enough of slacking for the pass two months of holidays.

3. I will work hard on basketball.

4. Get top 65 in level and above average in class.

5. Not be rude to anybody (does not applies to people who I dislike)

6. Be more matured and not be rude to my mum

7. Try to love chinese and history.

8. No failing of subjects this year.

9. Save money

10. Not to eat too much.

To end this post with a never seen before picture.

It's just another 8th.

Share some song to you all

Great song by Evan Taubenfeld

http://www.4shared.com/file/78736376/b37a5d14/Evan_Taubenfeld_-_Cheater_of_The_Year.html

Blogger is giving my trouble now. It's really hard updating now as there's like no tools bar which is the font and stuff. However, i still want to update.

Today, it's a brand new day, a brand new year. A day that some may wish for it to come faster, Some may wish that it never came. For me, I wish that this day will never come. I don't really feel like growing up and day by day, we will forget one another, get angry with each other, develope feelings for each other, hate each other. How I wish time could stop whenever we want it. But well, we have to forgive and forget. Forgive those who have once and always offend you and forget about the unhappy moments. Somehow I feel that this year pass pretty fast. There's several groups of people I want to thank for the previous previous year.

First of all, I would like to thank USSBBG for being such a crappy and crazy team. When I became part of USSBBG, I realise that this is not a an ordinary basketball team. It's a group of babes that's influential. USSBBG became part of my life and thinking about it, I may be just an ordinary student if I am not part of this team.
THANK YOU USSBBG

Although I quarrel with you everytime, although I always tell myself that I hate you. Although you are super irritating and naggy sometimes. Although you are bias everyime, you are still my mum.
THANK YOU MUM FOR THIS WONDERFUL YEAR

I have like somehow lost contact with most of my primary school friends, but.. I still remember all of you. Sorry if i always tell you that I am not free to meet up. But, all of you are still my friends afterall =))
THANK YOU FOR NOT FORGETING ME

When I enter this school, there are many changes to my environment and the environment actually change me. What matters most in this environment is non other than my lovely friends around me. Being there for me, crap with me. Talk nonsense with me, tolerate me and scold me too. But all this things made me grow up.
THANK YOU MY FRIENDS

Once again thank you everyone,
I will try to be more mature this year *wink

Yeah! My blogger is finally back to normal ! ok, woke up at 1.30pm. And I, still have not start on my diet plan. I promise myself to start from tomorrow to next thurs. 5 dollars for me per day. Around 2 plus, went to meet jessie to eat at sunshine. Seriously, the auntie there has serious attitude problem. And jessie was like so angry, and scolding her secretly. HAHA. After that went to slack at the don't know whatever park. Than went home to slack. Ok, that's my day. Ohya, i keep dying while playing grand theft auto ! help!

Actually wanted to upload yesterday's photo. But this stupid blogger just don't allow me to upload again-.- damn it! argh! Btw, I decided to do a whole year refletion on myself soon. :D

Can anyone tell me why my face gets oily frequently?

Labels: I don't know if that's right or wrong.

Ok, I am just too tired to post. Had two matches today. First was the RGS match. tiring ok! than went to bathe. Than waited for janice, diane and nanette to arrive. Headed to Singapore American School. There is a sooooooo High School Musical feel man!camwhored there after the match. It's quite fun. And their No. 15 is sooooo tall. I feel so sad standing beside her. After that went causeway to eat mos burger. Oh man! yah, eat somemore and there goes my diet plan. I was lke telling myself on monday that I today eat than tues on diet. Than I tues eat, tell myself wednesday on diet. End up, I up till now still haven on diet. I think I should confiscate my own money so there's no way I can eat already. I even used up the $10 which was suppose to be put into my Ez-link card. ok, photos upload later. Something's wrong with my damn blogger.

Btw, Pamela is going to quit BHBNESS and stop acting cute. shock? happy? alright. HAHA


Labels: It's time that we need

Ok, just came back.
Well, woke up at 1230 toady. Than bathe than go my cousin's 2nd birthday party. It's like so grand man! Got magician, those air pump castle. Than went upstairs to play with my cousin than went home. Changed than went to meet jessie. She bought her stuffs already, went to her house outside see her eat while i play her psp. Than went diane house watch tv awhile than went sunshine place eat. Than go park slack and went home. Oh man, I have been eating alot lately. I am going to go on a diet the next whole week. I have been eating sooooooooooo much man! I feel like going raffle place at night. And the next time, i promise I won't bring you all to the wrong place anymore and ended up at lao pa sat.

Ok, that's all.

Labels: Ice-cream

Oh my goodness! I think it's time for me to go on diet already. I have been eating alot yesterday and today. And when I say alot, it's really ALOT!

Yesterday I ate Rojak, 2 macdonald sundaes, some fried pancake, 1 omelette and potato curry. And today I ate 4 sushi, 1 handroll, beehoon kwayteow with chicken wing and fish fillet. Ya, it's really siao ding dong. I am going to eat very little for a week? HAHA.

Alright, nothing really happen today. Woke up early in the morning for the CCAC meeting than went to buy lunch and went home to sleep. Thought of going out tonight.

Argh, today was just a moodless day. don't wish to elaborate about it.

I wish I was a fisherman who lives near the shore.
And all I have to do is to fish and
enjoy the sunset and sunrise everyday.

It may sound normal, but the mental obstruction I had was a disaster. This feeling is so terrible, very very terrible. I wished I had not started it. I wish I could turn back time and think properly before saying anything. I shouldn't be so naive and think that there will always be a happy ending. And now, everything had reached the point where both of us felt so helpless. I told myself to forget everything. But it's gonna be hard..

Labels: It's easier said than done.

Back to posting here. Well, skipped malay lesson today as if I were to go, I will be wasting 4 hours of my life. And that's stupiddddd. Teacher called my parents so no choice tomorrow cannot skip. Woke up, slack awhile than go bathe than went to meet jessie. Went lamsoon to look for janice and gladys, Diane came down after that. Headed to Choa chu kang primary school. Oh well, primary school kids are getting more and more vulgar arh. And.. I saw Ziyu touching the ring. And I was like Wth! I am taller than her yet I cannot touch! Argh, I am going to practise jumping high already.Played all the way to 6.30 than walk jessie home, than walk gladys home. Janice and I went to buy some snacks than walk home. Yaya, boring day.

I think about everything last night.

Lots of why and how came out.
I don't know if that's correct or wrong.

What I know is that I don't know what to do.
Perhaps, is the phobia or something else?

Am I giving myself more stress and trouble by doing this?
Yaya, question marks after question marks.

Maybe the last word I am going to say is that I am sorry.
I did not get the facts of myself right and I jumped to conclusion.
Argh, I am making myself madd. REAL MAD!

Labels: It's still twirling

I don't even know my feelings well. It's twirling me like mad.
I am confuse and helpless. Why can't my feelings tell me what I really want and what I don't?
Everything is appearing in my mind. I seriously don't know what to do.
Well, i will gain all my strength and give an answer.

I'm sorry, it's still twirling

Morning met jessie at cck station. Waited for diane for like 5 trains ok! Than actually wanted to skip malay lesson. But diane wanted to give the $500 form so followed her. Was scolded for coming to the class late after the break. But nvm, seriously, This lesson is just wasting our very precious time. bare with it, 3 more weeks and it'll be over.

After school went OP to buy a shirt. It was a buy 2 get one free promotion. So me and jessie each one bought one and the free one give diane. So yeah, we have the same shirt and jeans. Than went home to change. Headed down to Bugis than walk to simlim to get diane's PSP. And when we got into the lift, We saw this really handsome angmoh guy. Well, but I am not really that attracted to him. And.. that jessie and diane was like '!!!' man !. siao peh ! In the end, we bought nothing at all after walking up and down for 1 hr? Diane went to eat with her dad. Than the jessie wants to walk around simlim to look for that guy. But I don't want as I will get attracted to the stuffs and burn a big hole in my pocket. End up we walk around bugis street and jessie keep giving those act cute sulking face cos she wants to see that angmoh again -.-
And she keep saying that it's my fault! WHAT A FRIEND RIGHT !

Bought a shirt and a red tie. Same as jessie, and she keeps bugging me in bugis about the guy. After that head down to lot one to meet diane. Went to buy the tickets and the two of them was like keep hua-chi-ing la! Keep talking about that guy than i was like asking them question and they take me as transparent! ok, watch high school Musical 3. Nice ok! very sweet. So touching and their dance moves was wow!

Went to eat long john with Diane while she play her PSP, home after that.

well, read through my blog and saw something that Shazalind wrote in my blog last time. ' There'll be sunshine after rain, laughter after pain'

I find this phrase rather meaningful. It's quite true. Cos it can't be raining all the time and your heart wont will not be broken forever. Anw, there is really no such word call forever. No one knows the future.

Hey, I am here to post again today. Well, what i did today was basically slacking at home. Wanted to go shopping but can't call people out.

Anyway, I am here to blog about a song that I heard when I came across someone's blog. The song is hotel california. And I remember reading and hearing lots of stuff saying that the song is a satanic song. In other words, it's a devil song. So I went to youtube to search if anyone give example of it. And I found one. Quite creepy though.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WodaLlkn2cU&feature=related

Do you believe in ghost? Do you believe that devil really existed? How about black magic? I read a story in Russell lee's book and there is one story about a maid who put some black magic in her madam's food. She can't tolerate being tortured anymore. So she put some black magic in the food that the madam eat. And after eating it, some demon actually possesses the madam and she jump off the building. Do you really believe in it?

Hmm, how about haunted houses? I know about OCH (Old Changi Hospital) and the pasir ris red house being the most haunted bulidings in singapore. Well, all of you must be thinking why didn't the government demolish the builiding. I thought of that too, but they say that the 'ghosts' in it doesn't allow them. And whenever they uses a machine, All the machine will break down. Check this Web out If you want to know more about red house:
http://www.spi.com.sg/information/025/main.htm

That's all for today,
byee

This post is suppose to be yesterday post 261008 post

Ok, was bored today so msged jessie if she wants to go out. Than call diane, discuss discuss than last minute go out. suppose to meet at 3.30 but end up we all reach at 4. Went to eat at pizza hut with diane's family.

Than headed to queensway to buy our sports *** and shoe bag. but we ended up buying sports *** and a jeans :D decided to wear that to beijing. Soooo looking forward la!

Taken during on the bus to queensway.

Reached there and we are looking for colours for our sports *** so while walking, we found a shop which sells cheap and nice jeans. So went to try the jeans and bought it. We don't want to continue searching for colours already. So we went back to the second shop that we went to buy it. After than cabbed down to fareast. Went to the toilet as jessie wants to change her jeans back to her skirt. camwhore in that toilet

Yupp, i said that we cabbed down so that we wont waste time. But.. we are actualyl wasting time at fareast. What we did there was just buying slurpy from 7-eleven and went to the toilet. Ohya, we saw some guys acting as monster or ghost for halloween thingy. There are some weird monster thing there so we took picture with it.

Hesitately, we trained to raffles place. Wanted to drink coffee and enjoy the scenery.

But.. I ended up bringing them to the wrong place. opps, so instead of drinking coffee and enjoying the scenery, we ended up eating char kway teow and fishball noodle at the lau pat sah. So cute right!

Than we are so tired that we do not want to go to the singapore river. Called Xiaofei and ask if we could go to her house. Cabbed down again as we do not want to waste money. Went there to have fashion show. So cool lah ! Took many photos. Shall upload it next time. And I am sneezing so much for the whole day. I used 6 packets of tissue today ok! And I actually spread my flu to Diane and Jessie, sorry arhhh.. Than decided to take the cab home as my eyes and nose are so swollen. Don't want to scare people on the street. hee hee.

Alright,That's all :D

Byeeee

I Went xiaofei's house yesterday to taunt at 1am in the morning. How cool right? talk talk talk than sleep. Than today around 6pm than come back. Mum's not at home till 2moro. don't want to talk much. No mood la.



Wth has happen? Has someone put a curse on us?
this moment was this, next moment was that.
I don't know what exactly happen,
but i know this time round i am going to pretend nothing has happen and do what i want to do.
I am too tired to try again..
Lies and ignorance. enough means enough.
I don't want to care and I don't want to bother.
that's it, bye

Happy 17th birthday brother !

Ok, Today is my brother's 17th birthday. Although he don't know that my blog even existed, I still want to wish him Happy birthday.

I did something damn random for him yesterday. Cause I went to DBS to do some bank thingy and they give me a free goodie bag. So.. I give my brother that as birthday present

In case you can't see what it is writing, It says " Happy birthday Brother, Save up. From your dearest sister. "

Well, of course that was a fake present to let him know how heartless her sister can be. Yeap, The doctor can't find my heart ;) *Random..

Had prize presentation today and while waiting outside the hall, we camwhore and this is one of the random picture:

If you were to take a closer look, this is what you get:

While waiting, we were thinking of buttoning the top button. So.. me and jessie even borrowed shermaine's specs and this is how retarded we lookMADNESS!

Ohya, last but not least, my big black bruise on the wrist. I was bored in class. So I decided to use my creativity and draw this little dude

HOW COOL !

bye!

Today was not as boring~ as yesterday.
well, did not go to school today. Woke up at 9am than go polyclinic see doctor for my heart. Did X-ray and ECR test. everything turns out to be alright :D But if this continue, i need to go to the hospital. God, please don't do this to me. I want to continue living. Will I die so soon? well..

Stupidly, I went for training inspite having a MC. Training was DING DONG. But fun :D After that i changed into my training tee than while i am taking out my jersey, i felt something dry in it. So i took it out and threw it on the floor. And... it started moving. Guess what is it.

After that went to the Donnot wat coffee shop, jiaolian treat us drink than he wants to drive us to yew tee MRT. Than we walk to the carpark. I saw jiaolian's van light on and there is another van beside it. So.. the stupidest thing I did was.. I WENT TO OPEN THE OTHER VAN'S DOOR!. And.. the worst thing was that biru stupidly followed me -.-.

Hey people, i am very very tired now.
Today another boring day la. I don't feel like going to school today. but.. must take the CCAC form and pay the edusave thingy so i come. Than tomorrow got training, so cannot skip school. Thursday last day and it's prize giving. And... my dearest diane actually got highest for a subject! So must go and support her ;)
Today was just sleeping in class and watch initial D. Than after school went yew tee CC play basketball. Play like siao ding dong like that, hit here hit there. haha.
Than I am home now posting. BORING~

Shakespeare says " To be or not to be" is a question.
Perhaps? maybe? yupp

hey pamela diane here
i no u love me wooooooo woooooooo hahas i no dun need tell me i also no
hahas :D
I LOVE PAMELA LOH AND OF COURSE MY SELF AND JESSSSIE WOOOOOO
YAY YAY
got training tml! wooo
pamela how many days ar?
ouh ya finish already
jessie lei? second day woooo
me lei no more already woooooooo
hahas
all rubbish la
pai sei ar
love diane