"When we were in our childhood, our mother stands ahead of us to set as an example.

As we grows up and become a teenager, she is always behind her little one, to lend support whenever we need it.

As we grow up to become a matured adult, she starts walking next to you, so that we two can be friends forever.

In short, a mother is always there for her child at each and every stage of our lives. At some point of time in life, every child feels a need of saying thank you to their mother, for all that she has done.

Love it or hate it, she was your first love and will never be gone from your heart. "

- taken from www.randyys.blogspot.com

So true, isn't it?

Why do I kept having nightmares? Violent nightmares. There's this night, I dreamt that I quarrelled with _ _ and he was chasing me, trying to kill me. Then while taking an afternoon nap on fri, I dreamt that Weiyi and I were torturing Liyee. Then, on friday night, I dreamt that I got kidnapped with diane, and Diane was killed? And today, I overslept. My tuition was at 10am but I woke up at 10.45am. Well, it's because I dreamt that someone stole my bike and after awhile, I saw my mum tied to a building, opposite my grandmother's place -.- , together with my bike. I wanted to save her, but I'm afraid that there might be a bomb on her. So I got a policeman to help me instead. haha, What a dream right!

Maybe I did too much evil things. haha, but since when am I evil ? Heehee.

Seriously, what's with my luck these dayssss. On thurs, the weather was damn nice for a swim, but I was too tired. On Friday, I'm all ready for a swim, it started raining.

Today's the worst! Firstly, I went for training in the morning, and one of our warm up was towards the half court line and run backwards. So somehow, I just lose balance, fell backwards and hit my head right on the floor after rolling a few times. Secondly, I was hit by a ball, right on my mouth while doing a lay up. Which eventually cause a huge ulcer on my bottom lip.

Thirdly, my itouch died on me while i was waiting for bus in orchard. Forthly, I missed 3 packed bus and managed to squeeze into the forth one. However, it was very uncomfortable as i was carrying a very heavy bag which contain my shoes, jersey, etc.

Lastly, I met a very irritating taxi driver. After I board the taxi, the uncle told me that he would just drop me by the roadside as he's afraid of knocking into people's car while driving in, then why drive right!! So I wasted my money, and I've to walked in all by myself in the dark !!

Tell me, how unlucky is this!?

It's like no matter how hard I work. You guys would think that I'm a slacker. For goodness sake, you are drowning me. I'm only sec 3! Fuck.

I know I'm not perfect. But at the end of the day, who is?

I kind of like this holiday bcos I've been spending my time wisely. And I didn't wake up in the afternoon, which is a good thing as I'll get grumpy if I woke up late and complain how much time i've wasted sleeping. Anyway,, I'm in an extremely cold war with my mum bcos I simply can't tolerate all the nonsense anymore. Thus, I'm gonna ignore her. FOR REAL. I know it's not very me, but well, I will do it.

Ok, gonna do some MATHing now. This holiday is full of maths. It's like I've got maths exercises, 2009 E maths paper, 2009 A maths paper, 2 tutorial on Emaths assessment and 2 tutorial on A maths assessment. Maths drive me MAD

" A person needs a little Madness, or else they never dare cut the rope and be free " - Nikos kazantzakis.

FML. CAN'T THEY JUST SENSE THAT THEIR DAUGHTER IS BECOMING A NERD !? -.-

... I sew myself shut. My weakness is that I cared too much. My scars reminds me that the past is real. i tear my heart open, just to feel - Papa roach "scars"

Revisiting Ussbbg.bs, reading all the tags all over again. I recalled how close we were, I recalled how much we are committed to our trainings. How much fun we have during each training day. How excited we are for each and every match, every outing. It's like there's a 360 degrees change in everything. I must say, I dread going training. It's never like before, I can't help it but to rant everything. Yes, I'm unhappy at what's going on. There's nothing that could drive me to train hard, to have an aim.

Yeah, perhaps I was just being a busybody all along. I, created the source of unhappiness for myself. Spreading my angriness when I rant. I promise, I will not do it again. It's NOMB. I'll just do my part. Nothing more, nothing less.

I watched this more than 10 times and I still can't stop laughing !

I wanna go to the beach. Those kind of beaches which's unlike sentosa. The kind of beaches with clear seawater, awesome sea breeze and computer graphic night sky. I wanna wanna wanna beach and get barbequed.

pimples outbreak. braceface

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