Ahhh, I need to breathe. I'm fully packed this whole week and probably the next week. Probably everything will be back to normal by the second week of august. Tired, with 3 rehearsals, presentation, etc. And my throat is still so sore, HOW TO PRESENT?! Later I go out of tune. heehee.

Anyway, I've been listening this song call 'tonight' which I use to sing it almost everyday in 2008 :( And I realised I've abandoned this song. Now I can't get it off my head. Haha. Alright gotta study for my essay now. Bye~

I think I'm suffering from PMS. I don't really get those serious kind but I think it's getting serious now. I get really pissed with very little stuff, like my bro removing my photos from the thumbdrive. And ya, very little stuff that can just upset me. Probably is all the hectic sheldue that makes me frustrated easily. Never ending homework - Project work - Tests - RHS performance - Trainings. Everything will be over in 2 weeks time.

Ok, I gotta chill. Things will get better I guess.

HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY PARIS!!

And Paris turns 1 years old today. How time flies, she appears in my life when she's just 3 months old. Like a cute little puppy. Now she's all grown up, but still as timid. How dumb. Firstly, she's afraid of a refrigerator box, then she's afraid of my bicycle, she barks at the ant and chase it but didn't want to kill it. Small little things that amaze me.

Today's just the 1st birthday. MORE TO COME.

Did you hear the super loud thunder last night? I woke up immediately and I thought I was going to die, I was ready for the worst! haha. It was so loud that I could feel my windows shaking and I saw the flashes of lightnings through my curtain. Lol

Anw, today's saturday. WHAT AM I DOING AT HOME!? I wanna go shop shop

I miss 2008 :(

I was going through the photos that I took with USSBBG in 2008. When I was only sec 1, gosh those times were really awesome. I miss it so much more than 2009. Kembagan match/sentosa team outing/t-net tournament/Lijun's birthday @vivo/Cagers match/welcoming of sec ones/West zone finals/national finals/crying badly after National finals/redsports interview @ blk 514/Jiaolian's birthday/xf's cookie surprise/ALL SAS matches!/My birthday BBQ/Team jacket making/BEIJING TRIP!!!!/ Jiaolian's EOY dinner threat.

When I look through these photos, I realise that I use to have centre parting! I just can't stop smiling at those photos that we took. No words could describe how it feels. It just reminds me of all those crazy times. Playing 10 on 10 after training which is like damn crazy, Digging into jiaolian's birthday cake, Wow-ing at SAS, stalking angmoh!!!, filling hundreds of water bombs with Jessie and Diane on my birthday, Being made to do pumpings by NANA, who tries to trick us that we played badly during huayi's match and end up surprising us with a cake!, being force to eat a soup-spoonful of vegetables!, mamasans, LING-XIA-SI DUUUUUUU, Ah, I'm smiling to myself now.

Shall post up the top 15 AWESOME photos.

I dreamt that I scored 40 points in my O level
I dreamt that I scored F9 for my english

I dreamt of ____.

For the sake of passing eng, I'm gonna buy the straits times everyday and read it!

Had a really crappy dream last night. And when I wake up, I can still remember everything.

I dreamt that we have a class outing in Vietnam. We took a plane there, walk around for a few hours and took the plane back unknowingly. We went there without luggage. I took a bus with them, board the plane and realise that I left my itouch charger and itouch in the hotel! Then, we headed to a chalet near pasir ris. And that chalet is mad nice. It's like those in BOF! LOL. Our room is facing the sea! haha, then I made a phone call and chatted. Then we went back to school -.- then I saw one of my class mate wearing SBS uniform driving bus -.-! Then I woke up I think? mad dream.

Met my brother today at Jurong, bought a bag for my dad. Had lunch with my dad before he leaves for thailand and settle down there. He look so much older from the last time I saw him. He slimmed down, he looks fatigue, he don't look as good as last time. Chatted with him and he's laughter was never as genuine. Said goodbye to him at the Mrt station, and all he could say was just goodbye. I said "take care". He didn't bother to reply me. All he said was "bye" and he turn his back and board the train. I could feel that he didn't want to say goodbye.

I'm down, really down. He was the one who took good care of me for the first 12 years of my life. The closest man I can ever have. From seeing him for 365 days a year to probably twice a year. When was the last time I hugged him? When was the last time I said 'I love you daddy'? When was the last time he held my hands? The last time I took a photo with him was when digital camera was not even invented.

Those days where he would send me to school on his pick-up, the days where I would wash his car with him, the days where he would bring us for swimming lessons, the times where we would have holidays in Malaysia. The good damn times before disaster struck us.

I thought I'm able to accept this. 3 years down the road, It's getting worse.

My dieting plan starts yesterday. I've been doing well for the whole day. By spending only 3 bux in school. However when I reached home, my grandpa offered me durians. I can't stop and ate a box. My mum bought peanut choco for me from IR in Sentosa. I can't resist it, I ate it up too :(. There goes my whole day effort. But It's ok, at least I feel better after eating that bar of choco :). Dieting can always start tmr right. Anw, if I don't get sick after eating these junks, then I'm really STRONG! Lol.

Just hope I won't give in again.

I managed to negotiate with Mr teo and not go for last minute english remedial and also, managed to cancel my tuition. Caught Eclipse with Janice and Jessie. Not tooo bad, just alittle slow. I love how edward treats Bella. Sweet daooooooooooo. But Jacob looks hotter. Psst. For now, I feel like I belong to the cullen. I'm a vampire.

I'm gonna go on a diet before I take my height and weight next week

Unlucky day

Today is a special day. Because it's a very unlucky day, in terms of traffic. Had YOG WCV host training today at NIE. Wake up as early as 6.30am, headed to school then to NIE. Co-incidentally, Ethon was the trainer of the day. Overall this whole thing was indeed very helpful. Looking forward to seeing those athlete in the Yog Village. Haha.



And then, my nightmare starts. I have a match at 5.30pm. I know i'll be late so i left the place at around 5.15pm and went to wait for the bus. I alighted at some place, then intend to take a cab as I saw alot of cab when I alighted. But after I cross, no cab in sight. Then, 10-20 mins later, two cab arrives. I told the first driver that I'm going aljunied and he rejected me, and the other cab went away. 20 mins later, I saw a cab again. This time, the cab was at a different lane, therefor it can't stop for me. 10 mins later, finally the cab arrive. Entered the cab and realise that PIE HAD AN ACCIDENT.! TRAFFIC JAM! GG. On my way there, the game ended -.-. So I went there just to change my Jersey and take the train. Lame or what. How dumb right. LOL.



Headed to buona vista and took a cab to turf city to meet my grandparents, aunts, uncles and everyone for dinner. So yummy. Lol. So for today, I gave 30 bux to the taxi. In these two weeks, I spent ALMOST 100 bux on cab. Nice one.

Janice turns 15! FINALLY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICE ONG EH BOSS. FINALLY, You've enter 15 years old and is no longer the only 14 among us. Anw, the photo above is taken on your 14th birthday! Loool. Ok, may all your 11:11 come true.

Ah, what a boring day. It's a non-training friday which only happen once in a blue moon. And yet, I wasted it by staying at home and have tuition. Tell me nice anot.

I've been eating like there's no tomorrow. And yesterday, I stood on the weighing machine and BOOMZ. Scare me, gosh I'm afraid that I might be over weight! Like seriously, and we will be taking our height and weight in 2 weeks time! Gonna go on a diet.

Ialwaysaythatitwouldbethelasttime

thenexttime,iwillfindexcusestodoitagain.

WHY

Today in class, Reitian and I was talking about the world ending in 2012. Which I think it's kinda true? I DON'T WANT TO BELIEVE LA, HAIYO. But.. according to the bible (I think), from what reitian told me. It says that the world will end when, there's alot of natural disasters, when humans go crazy and when there are wars. And all these signs are happening. Earthquakes, floods etc. People going crazy, killing little kids in schools. And Korea side showing signs of war.
If it's written long ago and it's happening now. Is this coincidence? I hope so. I DONT WANT TO DIE SO YOUNG! Ahhhhh.. I still want to celebrate my 21st birthday! I still want to do sooooo many things! Hahaha.

I think time is passing really fast. Olivia is taking her o's soon. And next year is my turn. And she'll be legal age! Can you imagine that?! a moment ago I thought I was just sec 1. HAHA. Young and innocent*. The next moment I know, I'm taking my O's (next year). Then after saying time passes so fast for a few more years, I'm already grown up. 10-13 years down the road (if 2012 is a lie), we will be bringing our kids out and our kids will make friends. Hahaha, I think i'm thinking too much. But well, it's true isn't it?

Anw, my parents were rather lame just now.

Dad: Peter owns a car. What is the name of the car
Me: How I know.
Mum: WHAT.... ... ... is the name of the car.

LOL