Picture of you in my mind :)

Woo~ cycling on Friday night was awesome! So relaxing. First, we cycle to a place where we can lie down in the middle of the road and play with our bicycles. Wee~ than we head down to another place and up we go and gaze at stars. Best! June holidays is here, more cycling trips coming up! Yeeeeeepeeeee.

Today, keep waking up at different timing. Than decided to wake up offcially. haha. Ok, my phone is so lag and took me 30mins to clear some of my messages. Than had my brunch and slack for awhile. My niang was bored so she asked if want go lot walk walk. I am so looking forward to qiaozhar her. muahahaha. Because, she promise me that she will bring me to town to shop as my birthday present. When I asked her last week, she told me that move house need alot of money already. Was kinda unhappy that she broke her promise again. So she told me that she will give me 50 bucks. But she regretted bringing me out as she is suppose to only spend 50 bucks on me, end up she spend 160 bucks. muahahaha.

So yeah, to repay her kindness for buying things for me, I be her maria and follow her to NTUC to buy groceries(although I always follow her). Bought some stuffs, and back home, discussing of how my room will be like. Watch tv and slack! Wee~~ tomorrow gonna have training. I love training*as if !

TEEEEEEEHEEEEEE

lol.

Ok, Alot of people skip school today. I think the class is somewhat empty today. Woke up, wanted to go peninsula but I don't know how to go. Asked Jessie to go with me but she refused. So I met Yanna, Jessie and Diane at lot one and off to my house. Janice came after that. Wanted to watch movie. But to keep them away from touching my stuffs, I have to lend them monopoly while bathing. So Jessie and Yanna was like so into the game, while Diane's using the com and janice walking around. And me, watching tv. Soon, they stopped the game, and went to my room to have like cat fight. haha. lame. than went to lot one, bought dinner and went home.

Get it?

Went to school today. Had a briefing about our CIP for the day in the hall. Than, went back to class, went to science hub to get the rations and get started on our hamper making. Had our recess after that and went to hall to be dismiss. The location for my class is Marsiling. When Mrs chiew read out our bus number, I find it soooooo familiar. The number is 1852. I was shock. haha. Anw, there's nothing about 1852-.- And do get your mother to buy the number 1852 for this wed 4-D you may get yourself something. haha

Ok, Atiqah was sitting infront of me and she is reading twilight. So I borrowed the book from her and read all the way. Wee~ it's nice! Than reach the place and went up the 4th storey. WOW, the flats there are like exactly what we see in the television. Those one room HDB. But you never know that some of them are kinda rich. They have huge television, Nice handphone and some even have maids! But some very poor thing are those who live alone and have illness with no television and no entertainment. At least I made an effort there and talk to some of them. but the hampers that we made for, one of them is hospitalised while the other one is not around.

Went back school and went to foodcourt. played ball in the auditorium than we start our rehearsel for Wed free throw CIP. Than had HELL TRAINING. Woo~ It's been so long since i have this kind of training. SUCK. It's like we ran almost 100 laps from base line to the badminton like. Diane, Janice and Pearlyn did Shootings, Jessie and I did centre moves and Riana and Elsa did some lay ups. Because we have only 7 retarded humans during training, we have to score 7 free throws continuously to drink water. Than played three on three. RETARDED. And after that ran another like 10 laps and sit ups. And finally we walked home. Super tiring dayyyyyyyy.

Bye

I am so happy. I like finally cut down some weight. haha.Woke up and went to sleep at 2pm plus than woke up at 4pm plus. Went down to buy kfc than after awhile met olivia ouside yew mei green. Than we headed down to the ulu court than thought of going zhenghua park. Halfway through, I realise the zhenghua park is very far and dark. So we anyhow cycle around bukit panjang. First, we went to my primary school than we go all the way down to fajar. Woo~ the air was awesome. It has this very nature sound and smell. It smell kinda yucky. But well, we cycled at some no people place and went past this open grass patch. We got our drink and went to the open land to camwhore. This trip is damn cool compared to the three days of cycling. And now I know my Buttock is so sore. haha That's olivia

Mua
Don't worry we didn't saw ghost. that's olivia jumping.
Nope, that's not ghost either. That's mua
So we tried many ways to make my phone stand and take her torch as the light. And tada.

Focus on her leg.

First photo taken

End off with both of us :D

Last week.

I manage to go cycling because of ramomo and diane.Haha. On the day of our last paper, I drag my punctured tyre bike from my house to diane's house and met ramomo there. Than we headed down to keat hong. And they say they don't have the screw size of my nut. I was very afraid that I need to push down to my house again. So the shop owner told me there's a new shop in sunshine place. So to save time, we tried all ways to make the bike go faster. So the very creative diane tried

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This. haha.

So we failed in every attempt. Ramo was like. You two cycle and i push the bike lah. So she grab my bike and ran even faster than us. We are like laughing at the back. Than diane couldn't get up to ramo's bike because it's too tall. So they stop and Diane snatch my bike from ramo and push all the way to sunshine. Haha. Thanks babe:D So that's how my bike got repaired. haha

Can't be bothered.

What's the point of patching up when you know that few weeks later, things will still repeat?
iamreallytired.
repeatingandpreatingandrepeating
ahwhatever.damn-.-

Ooo.. Forget it

Yeah, my tagboard is fixed and all the tags are gone. I anyhow try my luck, anyhow go change the thing and tada. But I still don't know how to change the colour of the tagboard.And I don't know how to change the colour of my skin. And I want to change skin also. I added song too. Wee~

Today got back my physics and English paper. Physics was kinda happy, I just need at least 23 marks for my chemistry than I can get a distinction for my Science. English paper was a disappointment. Total score added up was 57. Not even a B4. So my English will pull down my double weightage. Look on the bright side and there is still End of year. Ohya, I passed my literature! My birthday really gave me luck! 25/50. Super lucky. Haha. But overall will still fail. Because I have gotten two beautiful F9s on test two and three.

Ok, now physically. I had like gain weight already lor! I can't stop myself but to eat. everytime I finish exercising and felt so happy, I went to eat non stop. So my hard work will go down the drain, and instead gainning more weight.

Went for the heritage trail recky after school. Than reach school at around 5 plus and went to look for olivia at the basketball court, wanted to swim actually. Than, Diane, Riana and Janice came. Played till around 7.15pm than went to my ahma house.

Bye

Shag

I don't know what has happen to my tagboard. I know, because I can't type my name too. I need someone to help to rearrange my codes. Anyway, what I did was to right click on the names column, press select all, than press the right arrow. Than to write the message, press tab.

Woke up at 9.40am, get ready and met my group mates at yew tee MRT. Headed to geok teng house to learn how to make accessories. Was suppose to meet Jessie at 1.30pm, but I can't leave so I cancelled it. Was suppose to leave at 3.30pm to go down jurong point to get something but failed. In the end, I left at 4.50pm and head down to lot1 to get annabelle's present.

Waited for my brother at my house downstairs but he is taking a century to come down, so I went up, took a bathe, prepare her present and train down all the way to Bedok. Than, took a cab to east coast park. We alighted at a place far from the chalet, so we walked all the way down and finally reach the chalet.

Ate some stuffs and chatted, than we played some game with forfeit. One guy was suggesting to catch 10 ants and make them fall in as the forfeit.haha. After the game, we cut the cake and my brother and I cabbed home at around 10.3opm.
I got really tired.
Everything's not right.
The urge...
Bye

Awaken

I am finally awaken of who I am, what am I. All these while, I have been depending and depending and depending on people till my life became theirs. Be it Family, Friends. I realise that no matter how happy I am with them at that moment, they will ought leave me one day. Being sick and tired.

Thinking that am I happy? I doubt so.

And I got really really really very very very tired.

WHY

Finally!! My papers are over. And it's time to be physically stress! wee. Upcoming trainings, monday.. tuesday.. thursday.. friday.. Shiok ah. Burn burn burn calories! So my 4 weeks of holidays consist of 16 days of training. Had my last MYE paper today. Shall let myself enjoy0 for a week than face my paper. So after paper, went to ball in sch for awhile. And.. All of us shoot air balls. Went KFC for lunch, went home than meet my group mates at cck. Train down to Jurong point to buy the materials for the accessories making than train to chinatown to get more materials. Went home at pick hour and miss around 4 trains to go home, than, went lot one to slack with Olivia and Reitian. Great bonding session. Shall have more fun this saturday. Wee~ It's play time!

Bye

when can things be like before?
I then realise. Hai..

Wanted to study with jessie at jurong library today, but ended up cancel it. Than wanted to study at diane house, end up never go. So I stayed at home and study with myself. Not bad lah, at least I memorised the structured essay part. Than watch tv and continued study. Watched the michelle and shawn wedding thing. Wah, so grand. haha. I want. Continued memorising at 10pm and memorise till my eyes close and my mouth just kept mumbling. Good luck for me tmr, I dont wish to fail history anymore.

Ok, bye

Happy Birthday Myself

Hmmm.. today's sucha boring dayyyyyyyy. Had my lit paper and I was counting down to 8.30am as that's the time I let out my first cry. Aww, I am just so fated with 8. After paper, went to mac to eat with janice and jessie than soon, everyone is gone so I look out of the glass door and I saw them taking the cake up. I spoiled everything. HAHA. Than everyone went home, because jessie is meeting her mum, diane's going out at 5pm. And everyone just want to go home-.-

So I went home, watch tv slack. asking people out, but got rejected by jessie and olivia. The rest never reply-.-wth. Haha. So Jieming and co called and told me to go down plaza. reached there, catch up with each other than went to 6 tou and play ball. So hottttttttt. Than went home and now blogging. ahh.. Ohya, thanks to those who msg me when the clock struck 12 last night and those who msg me today morning and those who msg me within 8 of may :D really appreciated it alot.

And Diane, thanks for the card. Love it very much. My greatest gift this year. I almost want to cry already. haha. But of all the photos, almost all are unglam photo. THANKS AH!
Have you? I wish..

Bye

The sun is being sucha beach

Hey people, Look out of your window now, it's so hot! I WANT TO BEACH BADLY.Haha. Had my science paper today. No confident again, can anyone tell me which paper I will have confident. Out of all the subject I must have at least a distinction if not.. My name is not Pamela. haha. After paper, went to eat at mac than went back to school to have my sculpture presentation. Than went home and watch tv, eat lots of chocolate, use computer.

And I think that the sky is such a unique thing. Because, you will see different pattern everyday. And who made clouds? Haha.

Bye.

You remembered what you said.

Ahhh,, I want to study!

You know, it's kinda shiok to stay at home whole day and start studying. But terms and condition applies. First, the weather must be nice to study. Second, my tummy must be not too full and not to empty. Third, the sun musn't be too hot till you just feel like going to the beach! And today, the three conditions didn't apply! I start studying my science at around 2pm and now, 5.20, I just finish studying chemistry. How cool.

Look out of your window and imagine yourself at sentosa with your friends, suntanning with your headphone playing your favourite songs, playing beach volleyball, burying each other, looking at hunks, stay in the water and play and do anything and everything you can do there. By the time at 7pm, all of us will have beautiful red, tann skin and your body will feel so shiok. Than all of us will head to vivo to have our dinner at the sky park and had heart to heart talk.

Ok enough, dream lah, slowly dream. I wish I am having holiday now with no projects, trainings and school events. Than I will have chalet, suntanning, swimming, taunting. hmm.. Maybe not overseas because of swine flu. You never know where is the virus now, you never know when are you so unlucky to get that virus. So.. people, pls wash your hands regularly, eat more fruits, vegetables and drink lots of water.

It's 5.30 now and I made my post in just 10 mins !? cool.

Bye

Do fairytales come true?

Never felt that bad,

WHERE ARE YOU!?

And yes, I made up my mind.
But will I have the courage to call you my dad?

Had my geography paper today, it was not as happy go lucky as I thought. Reached school and realise that I had forgotten to bring my calculator and the numbers on the population are HUGE. When I reached the examination hall, Mrs Kang told us to bring out our calculator and I was like, Die lah. But when I start doing the paper. There is no massive calculation needed. Thank god. haha.

After school, went to eat at eat. at yew tee. The things there are nice. You should go try their noodles. Walked home with Diane and Jessie like yesterday. Talked about the team, the past, the future. 10 years down the road, will we still be sitting there eating noodle? Haha.

They went to my house and start playing with my turtle. Than, we watched bed time story than Jessie said that she wants to watch House Of Wax. Watch half way, they went home.

I think my results this time will not be good. Chinese was like leaving blanks and my mind went blank and wanted to give up. English paper 2 was ok. But paper 1, my compo, I was like writing some p5 standard english. And today geog, I was left with only 7 minutes and I have to finish up the last structure essay question worth around 20 marks. The question was like. " What are the problems face in singapore's public transport? Find a solution for it. "(something like that) And... my answer was..
"The number of people jumping down the track to commit suicide has increase. So they should build barriers to prevent people from jumping down." Haha.

WHERE ARE YOU?

Oh man, I wasted my weekends slacking. Gotta mug hard from tomorrow onwards. English paper tmr, Don't know how to study. Than, will be geog paper on tues. I whole day stay at home watch tvvvvvv. Than off for dinner. The crab is like superb lah. Everything was very yummy. Than went home already. In the car my mum was like talking about their wedding anniversary. And I was like my birthday also bu jian de you like care like that. bapok! Than "he" was like ya, one year and yet you have not even call me, not even uncle. I think my mum is going to come and force me to call him already lah.

Nb, I totally dont care about how you feel man.
Have you ever spare a though for the position I am in now?
everytime force me call, you think very easy ah?!
You try lah, knn.
Fuck off man, IS YOU THIS BITCH who landed me to this stae.
ccb

Hey people, I should be studying now. But I am in a super duper uper sleepy mode. I hate having _ _ _ _ _ _ during exam period lor! Make no mood study ~!@#$%^&*(.

Ok, let me start of with a conver sation with yanna. Her pm was (Cooking) you want it, you get it.

Pamela says:
-eh !
-you intend to be a chef ah !
-not studying now !
-go cook

Tinketz! says:
-HAHAHAHHA YES

Pamela says:
-hahahaha
-next time you become canteen auntie

Tinketz! says:
-hahahhhahahahahah
-and you'll be my assistant :p

Pamela says:
-no way man !
-i be your cleaner
-my anbition change liao
-i want to be school cleaner
-than we will be collegues :D

Tinketz! says:
-aww
-okie!
-hahahaha

Ahhhh. Eng paper is on monday and geog on tues, And i have yet to touch on those subject. And I think I wont pass my chinese with flying colours. Or maybe, I wont even pass. I want to start studying! Because I love studyinggggggggg ~~
I love studying
I love studying
I love studying
I love studying

But _ _ _ _ _ _ is making me super shag shag shag! And I have eaten sooooo many pork liver and it doesn't seems to help at all lor! Btw, I love pork liver. Weird. I shall take a short nap till 2.30 and start studying. Because. I LOVE STUDYING!

YEAH! I AM GOING TO BE HOME ALONE TILL NIGHT!

能不能不爱了 因为爱太痛了
我痛得快死了 却无法把你忘了
吴克群 - 爱太痛

Bye

Wanted to overnight study at diane house yesterday with jessie, diane and co. but since jessie can't overnight and diane's home late, we decided not to. So well, olivia came over to my house and overnight study.

But actually not bad lah, we did study, played guitar, watch videos. Than at around 2.20am our eyes are shutting down. So I went to cook noodle to keep us awake. Instead of keeping us awake, we became more sleepy. We cannot take it anymore. So at 3am, We say we will wake up at 3.30am to continue study. To prevent us from oversleeping, we set our alarm and with very loud alarm. But.. we are too tired than non of us heard the sound. AND IT'S TWO HANDPHONE YOU KNOW! So.. She woke up at 6 plus and went back to sleep. And i woke up at 7 plus, cannot tahan, so drop dead again.

In the end, we woke up at 9.30am and continue study. Haha. Than we went down buy breakfast to my house, ate already watch tv than she went home. And I continue with my tuition work and slept for awhile. After that, I study all the way already. So shiok, tmr study again. Weeeee~ I love studyinggggggggggggggggggggg.

I am tired.
I want to stop. I can't
I want to continue. I can't
I want to spit it out. I can't
It's been so long.
I gotta accept the fact. Enough!.