AYG

Went to school blah blah blah than went down to swissotel for being the AYG booth host. Woah, I was very nervous talking to them and I was just blabbering around. But anw, I did have a good experience talking to people around asia. Hope to have this chance in YOG too. And I really envy those players, who represents singapore to play. They get to stay in swissotel and stuffs. Also, I heard from my japan tour group people that his brother (who also went) manage to get singapore the first medal in pole vault. That's damn cool isn't it? haha. ok, let me continue.

So when we reach there, we met these few friendly people from commonwealth sec who work together with us to hold the booth. yeah, we did have fun with them. And we manage to make friends within a short 20 mins, haha. But they left at around 5pm so we took a group photo.

I was force to wear one of the traditional costumes.haha

So we continue attending the booth and we met people from korea, japan, bahrain, china, indonesia, philiphines and many others. At around 7pm, Mr teo brought us to the pizza place to had our dinner. The pizzas are damn good. serious.

Than went back to the booth. Than there's this two bowlers from china that came, I like totally promoting rojak to them. I speak like.. haha.

China bowlers.

Packed up at around 8.40pm. Wanted to go to the highest floor but we couldn't access. So we went home after that

*more photos to be uploaded* staytune

ARGHH

First, went to school and I realise that I am fooled to be one fucking idiot.
Then, I can't find the receipts for the stuffs.
Than, I was scolded when I didn't even fucking raise my voice and yet scolded.
ARGHHHHHH

School reopen

I remember when I was in primary school, I will be hoping school will re open soon so I wouldn't have to have nothing to do at home. But now, I think that school holidays are like so frigging fast. It's just one month, and gone just like that.

Today, woke up at 12.45pm. Than ate and watch tv. Around 3 plus went down bukit timah plaza with my dad to get my guitar repair and also buy some snacks. But when we reach there, they say that they dont have the size of the nut. Went to buy some snacks and went home, stayed at home alone and watch lan qiu huo while they went jogging. My cousins came and they wanted to play guitar hero, but my drum broke down. Brought them down to buy Ice-cream. Gosh, they are like monkey. Cannot take it. Ate dinner blah blah blah.

I think my this post is damn laggy. I lost the touch of blogging already. But anyway, I wont be blogging so frequently anymore. Going back to school tomorrow, gotta wake up early again, gotta absorb things into my brain.

Gotta get back all my confident for the team.
But well, take care there at your new school.
We would understand, don't worry.

And damn, I realise I can't treat you like before.

bye,

Cousins United

So yeah, yesterday evening, went over to my aunt's house to have steamboat. Everyone was there, all the cousins too. It's been so long since all of us get together. Really had fun yesterday. Well, when we reach, my brother and I brought triple A, Audric, Auston and Abner up the rooftop garden to play.

Auston

So we were like playing basketball and racing with them. Damn retarded

Audric and Auston trying to push me so that the 'car' can move. haha. Auston was like pushing me to race with Audric. haha

He requested me to take this photo of him.

Than the other two monkeys, Jamie and Shaun came, so everything was like so chaotic up there. they start climbing the roofs like monkeys. Than they got tired so we went down to the play room and played.

Shaun and Audric were like playing their own carpark game so my brother and I entertained Auston, He kept wanting to take photo. haha.

Auston

My brother and Auston

Auston, me

Jamie, Auston, me

It was getting late and the babies need to sleep, so we went off. that's it.

Bye

Perhaps it's just our naive thoughts all along, gotta get over it. Take care there at scgs. Don't give up, team.

Left

Left

I am currently watching MTV channel, rockumentary on Micheal Jackson. Although I am not one of his great fan, but well, I do love his dance move. He is indeed a Great HUHA to the world, people out there even in china, Taiwan and all around the world loves him. A great talented guy indeed. From what I heard from MTV, he is a generous man who help up in charity work and stuffs, just that some issue that made him molest a child or something.

Diane seow yu han, flew to Los Angeles earlier this morning at 6am to attend Micheal Jackson and Farrah Fawcett (one of the hot babe in Chalies Angel) wake. Lucky girl huh, so she will be missing one week of school and enjoying herself in America, but well, take care there. Wash your hands regualrly, beware of virus alright.

Wassup with people nowadays, they are just leaving. Leaving us here. sigh.

Btw, I prefer Rest In piece. haha. ok lah, rest in peace lah. happy? LOL

Disappointment

Once a team, Forever a team.

Hey, I believe you will come to my space here to read. Perhaps it's by chance, perhaps it's people who told you to read. But well, if I were to tell you that we were not unhappy, I bet you know I am lieing. Do you remember the tears we shed on our first match? Do you remember having the photo taken above? Do you remember about how we try to get the team together? Do you remember about the sentosa trip on how we played crazily? Do you remember you telling us that you will try to get everyone to bond with us? I thought you can be our pillar that can help us through, together. But I think I am absolutely wrong. You did not even give us a chance to convince you. You did not give us a chance to make you stay. At least, you inform us, we will talk to you, and it's up to you to leave the team. But now, you just left without a single word. You felt unhappy here, so are we. We tried our best, trying to make everything fine. But have you ever thought of the pressure, the stress and the feelings that we have? I can't get over it, I can't believe it, to be exact. But now, we can't make you stay anyway. Just wanna tell you that we are very very disappointed.

Unfair

That's unfair

Today ain't good. Woke up at freaking 7am to get ready to go to school for rehearsel, when I am downstairs, diane called and say rehearsel cancelled. I totally was like *&^%$#@ so we head down to have KFC for breakfast and we get to know about something that we ought to know one day. But well, we can't do anything. So I went for my Ayg briefing, and went down yew tee cc to play basketball. Diane and Jessie went off first, than janice, peiying and I played till around 1.10pm than went home. Heard that micheal Jackson had died yesterday. Although, I find him real scary, but well, rest in piece. Going to watch transformer later with pearlyn and Jessie.

Bye

Somehow drifted

You want it, you get it.

Time and again, if you want it, you gotta plan it yourself and ask people along. And not telling people you want it and call the person to call people along. First time, second time, tenth time, I am alright. But when it kept happening, I will can't be bothered one you know. I kept quiet doesn't mean I am alright with it. But well, think through yourself.

Oh well, today woke up at 11 plus because I woke up and cannot find my phone. Because I put it on my bed before I sleep and when I woke up it's missing. And I put it to silent mode. So even if I call my phone there will be no vibration. And I start to panick. But I found it under my pillow in the end. So I finish my chinese homework. YEAH! Than went down to buy KFC for my brother. aww, I am such a great sister. haha. Ok, going off to swim with my brother now.

Bye

Vodafone

Edited

I woke up at 12 plus today again by the very obiang ring tone of my fone. HAHA. Yeah, it's fone not phone. I changed my phone temporary to a vodafone with no extra function. Just call and msg, nothing else. Not even vibration, no songs, no pictures, no Fm, no camera, no nothing at all. haha.

So I woke up and use computer for like an hour already, than went to cook noodle and dumpling. So I start slacking and eating tibits like before. than at around 4 plus, randomly chatted with biru, because I think she miss me. haha. kidding. Than chat chat than say go watch match, So met her at 5.45pm than went to watch match, Hornets vs Combine school was interesting, than after awhile, trained back to cck mac and start studying, yeah, I finish one and half of my chinese book review, so I am left with half of chinese book review, 2 newspaper article and one third of art project. Decided to finish tmr, so I can finish my tuition work on Firday and plya during weekends! ok, set. Ohya, I left my computer on when I left just to download maple, and when I reach home, they give me one stupid warning and it only downloaded half and I have to stop. Super irritated. I will download tmr!

Here's a joke that my dad told me,
there's an american who board the aeroplane, and sitting beside him was a china man. So he was bored at the plane and wanted to challenge the china man.

American: Let's play a game, we will take turns to ask questions.
Chinese: Nah
American: How about for every question I ask and you couldn't answer, you give me $5 and for every question you ask, I couldn't asnwer, I give you $500?
*china man finds it interesting*
Chinese: alright, you start first
American: How far is earth away from the sun?
*china man couldn't answer, handed $5*
Chinese: what goes up the mountain with 3 legs and comes down with 4?
*American man panick, check his laptop, given up and handed $500*
American: So what is it?
*China man handed $5 to him*

Byee

Eat

Do anyone know how to download maple?

I think I am addicted already. Suddenly got the urge to play, but I don't know how to download, and I am a maple noob, I will easily get lost in maple. But I love killing those monster. Haha. I sound sick here.

Anyway, I woke up at 12.45pm use computer for awhile, than went to yew tee pass some money to buy something than bought 2 apple pie. Ahh, I am spending money again, my savings is left with only $37. Woah, I always tell myself that, that would be the last thing I would buy. ok, so I got home, ate my apple pie and start cooking some dumpling. But failed, I changed the brand of the dumpling and the ones that I cooked turns out digusting, so to pervent me from food poisoning, I threw it away. So I drank vitasoy and eat crackers. Now I feel like sleeping, I think I am becoming a pig soon, all I do is eat and sleep, wake up, eat again.

I would be staying home whole day to finish my homework, didn't thought of going out, I gotta save money!

Bye,

3 Bad news!

3 bad news!

First: H1N1 approach unity secondary school
second: School resume as pernormal
Third: my true and only love is gone. I will miss you.

Firstly, Got a message from janice, telling us that there will be no training this week as there's someone in our school had gotten H1N1 and came to school on Friday, So those who went to school, can't go to school for 1 week. So there'll be no training and I can't go for my AYG briefing too. So now, our team have risk of getting it. But well, to the person and to the team, take good care of yourself and drink lots of water. Ohya, Jiaolian did predicted that this week training will be cancelled. like WOW.

Secondly, although the situation is kinda worst in singapore now, plus our school someone has gotten, the school will still resume as per normal. Anyway my mum told me that even if they extend our holidays, our year end holiday will be cut or we may even have to go to school on saturdays. So there's no difference, why not suffer now and enjoy later. HAHa.

Thirdly, I saw it at first sight and fell deep in love with it. I can't get over it. Nope, it's not what you are thinking. It's the green metal logo havainas that I saw on Wednesday, got a news that it's sold out in Singapore and not sure if there will be new stock coming in. I will miss you although I only seen you once. Haha. ok, this is crazy.

Ok, let's get to serious stuffs. Today, woke up at around 8.30am than went to school to have this AYG briefing, don't know why, I can't wait for that day. HAHA. So it ended 1 and a half hour earlier than expected. So I went Macdonalds with Ravin and chat about some stuffs. Than at around 12.45pm, went to olivia's house. wanted to get my bike and cycle to Bukit Panjang to study. But failed, we ended up playing maple.haha, it's been like 3 years since I play maple ok. Than we played mahjong. Cycled to Keat hong to eat chicken rice than went to some carpark and played. And when I was doing one stupid thing, I, fell down flat with my leg stuck in between the bicycle parts. Haha. We took some stupid videos too. Than we went home. that's all. Maybe staying at home to do my homework this week since there's no training.

Bye,
olivia lee, I know you will be reading my blog
and be so Kpo to highlight than copy and paste the words.
YOU GOT TRICK!

Passed past

Passed past
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得
如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
请你尽力 把我忘记
Hey, I wasted my day today although I did start on my Art project but I still have not read the Bahrain notes. Woke up at arounf 1pm today, ate, watch tv. Went to lot one at around 4pm to buy some cotton on stuffs as my mum wants to get some too. At the interchange, there's this lady giving out some johnson baby's sample thing.
Than my..
Mum: Later we go upstairs get one luggage bag
Me: huh? for what?
Mum: Free gift mah, auntie lucy teach one.

Haha. She went crazy today. Than reach home than watch tv again. studying my bahrain notes later. Holidays is ending in a week time and I have not finish my work or do anything meaningful. But well, time's flying again when school re open. And so is our nationals.

Stress

STRESS

I am maybe not very stress but still quite stress. I deserve it anyway. I have been happily playing during these three weeks of holiday and now I am left with one pile of undone work. AYG meeting is in two days time and yet I have not memorise anything. Chinese essay, geography work, art project undone! I am going to start on my art project tonight and memorising the bahrain notes tomorrow. Perhaps heading down library myself on monday to finish up all my work. ok, set! Ohya, H1N1 may extend our holiday by 1 week. Let's hope that it extend and not more H1N1 cases coming out. Craps.

Today, woke up and had tuition till around 2pm plus, than start watching tv than read my bahrain notes, wanted to go out and study but it's too late and I am lazy to go alone. So I was browsing through NewUrbanMale web and things just caught my eyes. aww.. I am going to get that flipflops!

Ohman, since now is GSS, I have been spending money like tap water. No limit at all, and I get really uncomfortable when I can't get the things I want. What a bad habit. And when I was going to get a new converse bag with my 40 dollars voucher on Firday, I realise that it expired 5 days ago. Like omggg. 40 bucks is alot of money manzxs. No point cryign over spilled milk anyway. argh, I am going to start saving my allowance next week. Yeap, I have wasted like 2 and a half hours of my life doing nothing!

Ok, it's edited for this paragraph, Just came back from dinner and felt like blogging again. The dinner was nice but I didn't get to eat the chilli crab as my lips is super duper pain after the suntanning. And the whole tables was in chaos all thanks to the three monkeys. Went home after that and..

MY COUSIN CALLED ME AN ALIEN!!!!!

WIll I be able to accept it?

I miss my daddy.

A great Impact

A great impact.

Oh well, today,woke up than drank nutrisoy again. Healthy right! Watch tv, did assessment, Cook crabmeat, eat, cut finger nails, get ready and went to school. Had Friendly match today against Ahmad Ibrahim. Than, did some minor physical training, than off we go.

Headed to sakae sushi to eat the buffet thing with olivia, diane, jessie and pearlyn. It was super worth it! Than Olivia said " eh, my cousin say must eat at least 20 plates than worth it leh!" So we were saying that since there's 5 of us, so we must eat a total of 100 plates. So we squeeze and squeeze, and we are like soooooo fulllll. Than the waitress came, and tell us that we still can claim our udon and top shell crab. And I was like, ok, give us 5 of each. AND THAN WE REALISE THAT THE UDON WAS IN A VERY BIG PORTION!

So we eat and eat and eat till we cannot take it anymore, than they told us that the buffet time is over and have to make our payment. At first we thought the bill will be around $70, but it came out to be $81.80 !! Yes, once again, we have not enough money to pay the bill, so olivia went to her father stall to get money while Jessie, Diane, Pearlyn and I stood there, wearing our UNITY jersey being so embarass!!! Olivia came and paid the bill.

We left there having an ultra big tummy, than everyone went home because we were so full that we want to sleep. HAHA.

End off with all of us :D

the msg on 24 may 2009, didleft a great impact on me

I thought all I have to do is just to give the best, but after that, I realise I canThat day shall be the day we become total sregnarts

Tanning

Tanning

I, pamela loh, manage to wake up at freaking 7.30am after a sleepless night with two packets of crackers at freaking 2am! Yes, me I went tanning today and I did a virgin try because I was force to. And my brother was another lame ass today. Ok, I was at sentosa and he was at vivo. And my brother called me.

Brother: eh! you at sentosa right?
Me: HOW YOU KNOW !?
Brother: hahahahahaa, I have qian li yan, you don't know meh?
Me: How you know lah.
Brother: HAHA, i saw you. there, you walking out of the toilet right?
Me: what! I am sentosa already lah.
Brother: oh, I saw wrong person. bye

Ya, that's my dear brother. So ya, Went tanning and came out to be one fried banananananana. Seriously, gosh, damn freaking pain and pimples. AHHH. But well, I love my colour. Once in awhile wouldn't kill anyway. After that caught the sunset. Awesome! It's been so long since I see one beautiful sun set.

Went to watch monster vs alien 3D and I feel that I was like dreaming. Because my brain is too tired. What's more, we sat at the first role as tickets was selling fast. Went home after that. Almost got killed by two monster on the train. I am super duper uper tired now, But I can't sleep. My body is in pain due to sunburn! burn ! burn! burn!

Bye,

fast

WTF, everything is going too fast.

Today, woke up cook dumplings again. Was chatting with my cousin who is still in Taiwan. Ohman, I miss summer time there. Although is freaking hot there, but at least there are super cool water theme park and many beaches for me to chill. And also my brother I will sleep together with our cousins, and we will use hamsters to crawl on him to wake him up. Haha..oh, I hope I can go this september. I miss my super irritating cousins too.

Than, I went to get ready and went for training. Today's training was alright. Time flies very fast. So after training, diane, jessie, janice and olivia wants to go cycling to farm mart. And I want to go there! But my damn bike is hurting my knee since yesterday, I DAMN NEED A NEW BIKE BUT MY PARENTS JUST DON'T EVEN GIVE A DAMN! WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

And also, I promise myself that I will visit my grandmother today. So I went home immediately and cook dumplings again. Watched tv than Diane came to get my bike to lend Jessie. Went to bathe and going to my grandmother's house later for dinner. Mood ain't that good today. Ohwell, am I just that naive?

ok, bye
I want! but I can't say a single shit out. nabei.
FUCK FUCK FUCK.

Lame

LOOK AT THE TIME NOW!

It's 1.43 am now. Suddenly have that sour feeling. Thinking about yesterday, stupidest thing done on earth. thinking about everything. Ok, perhaps, this will end soon. Idk either. But well, my brother do makes me laugh out loud just now.

My pm was "That day shall be the day I lost everything"

*Brother came in my room*
Brother: Pamela, can I ask you something?
Me: yes?
Brother: are you still a virgin?
Me: OF COURSE I AM LAHHHH. WHAT YOU THINK!
Brother: ohh. because your pm say you lose everything.
Me: wah, this kind of thing you also can think! *laughing* and *laughing*

I am willing, are you? ya, you. Hai..
Why the fuck am I so stupid to allow myself in?
yeap, that day, is the day..
I will lose you

When?

When?

Today, woke up than cook some dumplings, bathe and than cycled down to school. Had training, it wasn't that tough at the beginning but after that was alright too. After training, went to mac with olivia and janice. Ate, than Janice decided to go cycling with us, so she went to olivia's house to get a bike than we went down to a petrol station, as janice's bike has no air. After getting help from people and failed, we than luckily managed to get some air into the wheel.

We then cycled all the way down from yew tee to the ulu court, than we all the way down to zhenghua park. Woah, the ride was awesome but well only at the beginning. The slopes there are super steep, like those roller coaster rides? Too bad, we had so much fun that we forgotten to snap some photos. Than we went down to fajar to get some drinks and went to the open field to camwhore! And guess what? we managed to reach there before sun set, though the sun wasn't that strong today.

So that's the three of us when we reach the place

So yah, we took some really stupid photos

The right one was the favourite photo taken for the day.

The right one is stupid, we are acting like some hei she hui people, gosh, look at janice's face!

Look at the two happy girls at the left, twist some more!

Ohyeah, so it started raining and we took our last shot. And went to some Block nearby. Than, we realise that the rain stop so we head back to the field and take more shots. At that time, it was already dark.

First, we took individual jumpshot.

Than, I took with Olivia and Janice.

Than, we took out the torch light as it was turning dark.

Ok, we are pointing to nothing. lol

In the end, we took photo with our bikes.

After that, we headed back down to choa chu kang. And they think that it's still early, So we went to that hideout place again and played. Than, we thinking of where to go, so we cycled down to some old army camp place near sunshine place and deciding weather to eat satay. In the end, we didn't eat and went down to keat hong as I want to get a bike because my current one is killing meee. $640 ok! Wait long long. Haha. Ok, we than decided to go down cck park. On the way, we bought some food there. Ate there, than we cycle around the place.

Than, we cycle back to Olivia's house and janice rode me back to her house, I ALMOST LOST MY LIFE THANKS TO HER. NO LICENSE ONE. haha, actually is I almost kill her lah. Than, I went home and bathe, and got scolded. haha.

This holiday is super short and fast! Today is week three and I have not even touch my homework! I have geography worksheet undone, art project undone, bahrain research undone, ace-learning maths undone, chinese essay undone. G double O D huh!

End off with last photo taken :D

Ok, bye

That's the day i'm gonnalose everything and anything