Ohman, another unlucky month ahead. Goodluck to myself. Everything and anything is just ain't going my way. But well, after that fight at home, everything somehow is going smoothly again. Shall see how long can it last this time. But I am not alright with myself. Even if i decided to give up, things will still be the same. Oh dear, I am damn depress now. Lose my badge, argh, everything la!

seven colours, seven wishes,
repeating the same thing seven times,
I will trust miracle this time
bless me

sarang hae yo

Grrr.. I just feel like walking out of this damn damn damn hell ! It's not as simple as what all of you think. It sucks big time! ahhh.. Yaya, all of you can just say how bad am I to say F*** this "family". But have you ever thought how I feel? have you all ever thought the angriness that i get !? Have you ever experience this kind of life!?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

What has happen to my world !?

p/s: and that bitch call me an idiot

p/p/s: 5th8th

Had some kind of workshop today. was shock to see ethan there. And.. We wore formal today. yeap, with blazer and tie. First time right. look at my shoes. It's damn funny ok. Because teacher say must wear Those formal kinda shoes. But.. I dont have so last minute, I borrowed my shoe from sarah. Yeah, NCC shoe. It's damn weird ok ! Anw, the workshop was ok lah. Didn't thought of my bed while listening.

And ya, there my mum go again. I just feel like stuffing my socks into her damn mouth. Just because I ate two bread at the dining table, she have to nag at me for 15 minutes. And she start mopping the whole living room and dining area. DAMN FREAKING WEIRD.

SHE'S FREAKING ME OUT !!!

Than just because i forgot to off the water heater, she start say that i don't know how to conserve electricity than want cut my allowance. And the worst thing she say is

" If you don't think this is your house, you can move out anytime"

Isn't this like WTF ! yayaya, I have always be a burden to her, without me, she wouldn't quarrel with my stepdad. Just because she is in the bad mood, she nags for the whole half an hour. #$%^&*!

The worst thing she say is to call me to move out you know ! what's more, it's not the first time anymore, she always wants to put me with my dad so that she can have her own whole sweet time with my stepdad.

Dear mum,

If you happen to read my blog. I want you to read this post. enough means enough. I AM A HUMAN TOO ! I HAVE MY RIGHTS, MY PRIDE! If you don't regards me as a daughter, I mean have you ever put your husband behind me? telling me that me and brian meant so much to you, THAT'S BULLSHIT. telling me that you are trying to give me a happy family, that's nonsense! All i get from him is a black face with a no answer reply everyday ! have you ever thought how long have that been!? let me tell you, it's 2 weeks ok!

I hate your so call family ok !

Lastly, you suck !

From your evil daughter.

Grrr.. I hate this week. yaya, full of tests. well, it's just something everyone have to go through. But this time, i promise, i wont flunk it like how i flunk my first test last year.

Mrs Lee is damn lame today.

Pamela: eh mrs Lee, where's our test paper?

Mrs Lee: Did you watch the reunion dinner last episode yesterday?

Pamela: ya!

Mrs Lee: Last Episode that's why I dont have the time to mark your test papers.

Pamela: -.-

And sadly, I got two demerit points at one go today. Because.. I drew at ravin's and wenyan's hand. So two demerit. Wenyan drew on my hand so one demerit. Ravin's hand got drawn so no demerit. Lameshit.

Still have DNT sketches to rush. bye